this song is so nice~~
is kinda wad i wanted to say recently~~~

by Jaci Velasquez - I Will Rest in You

Lord, I'm in the dark,
Seems to me the line is dead when I come calling.
No one there, the sky is falling;

Lord, I need to know.
My mind is playing games again,
You're right where You have always been.

Take me back to You,
The place that I once knew as a little child;
Constantly the eyes of God watched over me.
Oh, I want to be
In the place that I once knew as a little child,
Fall into the bed of faith prepared for me.

I will rest in You,
I will rest in You,
I will rest in You.

Tell me I'm a fool,
Tell me that You love me for the fool I am,
comfort me like only You can,
And tell me there's a place
Where I can feel Your breath
Like sweet caresses on my face again.

Take me back to You,
The place that I once knew as a little child;
Constantly the eyes of God watched over me.
Oh, I want to be
In the place that I once knew as a little child,
Fall into the bed of faith prepared for me.

[I will rest in You,
I will rest in You,
I will rest in You.]

Take me back to You.
The place that I once knew as a little child;
Constantly the eyes of God watched over me
Oh, I want to be
In the place that I once knew as a little child,
Fall into the bed of faith prepared for me.

is not a easy day recently..
a lods of thngy come and make a mess around me~~~
i dunno wad to do~~is kinda helpless...
is been smtime tat i start to bein emo again~~

thrs practical to worry~till now i havnt gt any offer...i hope i gt it soon~~watchin ppl securing thr place is smthng not nice to bear...smthng tat making u nervous...

thrs assgment and case study which i really not gud at...im not the ppl whu can derive and change thngy~~this is juz not my thng..i admit i choose a wrong course..smthng which i dun really like, smthng which i dun really knw, smthng which i really weak at...bt wad done is done...i only can bear wif it, tat no1 could understand...when study smthng tat is not ur hooby, ur interest or smthng tat u gud at, is really torturing...and is hard to endure all those..

den i haf a vry vry wierd and bad thought recently..
>>throwing all my thngy at church and went back like be4...the day whr i dun really care bout wad happen in church again..i knw this is vry wrong bt i cant help it..like be4 i not need worry much, not need to care much...come and go as i like..tat i dun need to be so tired, tat i can haf fun 2gether wif my coursemate...
smthng muz be really really wrong when i haf such thought....
>>trying hard to resist such thought and temptation...i knw i muz stand firm against it..i dun wan to go back the dark day like be4, like a living corpse...i wish to serve GOD more bt facing the obstacle is smthn i cant really handle...bt temptation of being ignorant and having fun is kinda huge...
>>i knw i kinda disappoint as thngy goin frm gud to bad...im heart wish to serve GOD bt maybe ppl dun understand, or i dunno hw to deliver it...y dun they juz come to me and tell me bout it so i can change?instead of talking behind me?instead of not happy wif me?or hinting me this and tat and left me puzzle whole nite till i cant sleep?
>>i knw im not a prefect ppl..i cant be as so call 'holy' as u ppl might think..im juz an ordinary guy...sobb....i cant stand the arrow frm behind..i do care a lods wad ppl think bout me...not tat i wan it for myself, bt i scare i do thng wrongly, i do not wad smthng tat ppl build destroyed by my own hand...i fear GOD will punish me for messing up HIS church...i fear tat ppl will shun me...i fear..fear...i really fear...
>>i knw im emo-ing...i feel tat im so conflicting..-.-|||

i do wish to cry~~~~hiding in bed..hope to nvr wake up again~~~

2day is the day where SPM result is announced..
congratz to all those tat haf gud result...
>>>congratz especially for my sis..even doh u say u r quite sad wif it, bt remember u haf done ur best..wanted to tell u tat no matter wad, u r d best in my heart ^^
be grateful and praise the GOD for it k??hehe...wad u gt is really gud edi~be happy wif it...

不得不承认~~
我好想好想你~~~
在忙碌的时候，常常出现在我的脑海~~
不知你在忙什么~~
真希望可以天天看到你~~
看见你的笑容~~

标竿人生
>>at last gt this book i can read~~err..is on d webby actually..wonder if the same wif the 'real' book bt nvm, i juz read it~~

Day 1-生命的重心不是在你
yea, it remind us tat we being cre8-ed, not juz appear randomly..everythng haf a purpose, including the existence of ourself...
so wads the purpose??
万物，无论是天上的、地下的、有形的、无形的 ，一切都是他创造的,也是为他而造的。(西 1:16)

remember the main purpose of living is not to live out myself...is not about chasing our own dream, earn lods of money, bt live for GOD...

思考问题：怎样才能不被传媒所蒙蔽，能提醒自己：我是为神而活，不是为自己而活？
-->stayin and exclude myself frm the media is not the choice...wad i can do?pray always and protect my heart and soul frm being tainted by the influence of media..i muz always think back wads the purpose of my life...which is i live for GOD, my life is for GOD, by always reflectin myself, wif prayer and Word of GOD, strayin away frm GOD is not an option^^<--