this week been a bz week...seem like i fill every nite wif thngs to do...
tuesday->johore choral
wednesday->welcming nite
thursday->cg visitation
friday->choir
saturday->free?
sunday->probably lab discussion, yea lab need discussion too -.-|||
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anyway, been enjoyin much of the thngs...
lets start wif johor chorale..1st time go to this choir, of cox a bit nervous, thinkin that the pro conductor thr to *shruggg*
when reach thr, he ask me to test the voice, personally, in front of every1..eeeek! *even more nervous*
in the end, im a bass again..hehe...
practice few song, which is really hard...Elijah..learning few song of tat oratorio, edi sooo hard till i cant handle, really need some practice!!bt the song really nice..LIKE it!
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welcoming nite...
well, really dunno wad to say bout it..everythng go quite smoothly i guess...
haf fun myself, bt den didnt really knw much of the jr in d end again..haha, after all ima shy person..XP
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cg visitation...
as my cg is a new cg, we only haf 5 senior in d group and only 4 of us go for the visitation...bt den, the jr we met, they like so active and can jk wif us even if he/she didnt knw us at all...hope they will go for the cg welcming 2molo den we can nw thm better...anyway, love my cg currently as every1 is so nice~~haha
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choir...
wonder wad wil happen 2nite?i hope they all really learn their best and sing out their best...
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doh bz wif thngs like this, been worried bout all sort of thngs goin on in church...feel like ppl start to 4get bout their responsibility, messing up thngs, and dun even care bout it much again...sighh..currently i jz hope i can stay away and dun touch anythng relate to chaos...i will do my best for my part and hope that other will do the same also..after all, church is all bout GOD and love, if thr no love and only fullfil the job, is jz an empty shell wif no meaning...
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p/s: my motor is spoil and now lying flat in 'hospital'..swt!!!the 'doctor' say the 'medical fee' probably will reach 500-600...zzzz..crap!!!does tat mean my new hp gone??SOB!!!

a crossroad, which path should i take???
path tat i do my own thngs and ignore others?
path tat i should care more and be considered troublemaker by certain ppl??

hmmm...
thngs getting worse?or im jz worried too much???
would this crack widen and becm a canyon??
i wonder...doh it is nice to sit aside and watch, staying out of trouble, bt i think im nt tat kind of person able do tat...i rather being labeled as troublemaker than keep silence...hehe...

wait and see is wad i can do for this moment..i hope it wont disappoint me and expectation...i hope this is wad GOD plan and prepared for every1 of us...i hope i hope..yet now all is still a hope until the day has come...

remember whu u r
remember wad u haf been entrusted
remember this is not a game

end of july, here come august..
time is running out...
or maybe u wan a game over when the time u start to plan??

few question tat really need to think of

->we come to church coz of human or God?
->believe God coz of wat pastor say or wad bible say?
->how much u believe in God?? if now got ppl take d gun want to shoot u or ur family askin u to betray God, will u do it???

do ask urself seriously bout it~~

人，总是以自己的利益为先，正如人讲的，人不为己，天诛地灭。。
我在想，很多时候，为何不要退一步，吃亏一点，反而是更对的选择呢？？很多时候，人以为自己看清全部东西，认为自己站在所谓正义的一方，但很常这个时候，他的思想已经是被自私冲昏了，不能理智的看清大局，而一直在错误中陷下去。。
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最近，刚回到大学，发觉很多东西不对劲，很多东西都是一团遭，为什么身为基督徒的人，思想的中心不是 神，而是自己？为什么总是在背后一直指责，在面前装成另一面，难道身为领袖的我们应该这样吗？？在教会搞出政治？？这就如圣经讲的纷争结党吧？？虽然我不想陷入这个纠纷，但如果继续下去，相信得胜的不是其中一方，而是魔鬼，弟兄们（姐妹们）难道你们不知道背后批评，纷争结党只会把一个团契，教会弄得到处都是破口？？我很爱我的团契，我的教会，我不希望我离开着大学时，团契教会将因为纠纷，分派而没落，我看见很多新的基督徒学弟学妹，我很开心，但不希望因为前辈的问题，弄到他们受苦。。
可能看这篇文章的人觉得我没有资格说这些，但我无法不说出我所担心的东西，可能你说我不了解什么事情发生，无论是什么，都应该记得圣经说告诉我们的教诲。。
要记得，为自己的利益所作的，将会过去，变为粪土，但为 神所作的，将得到赏赐。。。身为基督徒的我们，必须要记得，我们所作的，尤其是我们的事奉，不是为自己，而是为 神的教会，如果我们没有做好自己的本分，上帝指责下来，没有人能担当的起！破坏 神的教会更没人能承担，如果因为你的行为，而导致教会出现问题，当见主面时，你能向上帝交待吗？
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给我自己的提醒，要常常反省自己~听取别人的意见，批评，因为当局者迷，局外者清~无风不起浪，一个意见，批评不是随便就这样出现的。。。当然对者就要改进，错者就成提醒。。。因我所作的，是主的工，轻曼不得。。。 神是全能的神，是万物的主，如果你献上次等的，将是不配的祭物。。。想想看，当你去见一个国家的王，你敢穿得随便，献上便宜的东西吗？肯定不会，更何况是全世界的王？？

tiring day~
a lods of stuff happen 2day..
most interesting would be campus-wide blackout...2day having a few hours of electricity cut at everywhr...well, most exciting part(ya, exciting) is 1 of my coursemate man-trapped inside the lift...for half an hour...

other than tat, would be running here and thr doin stuff...

kinda angry and sad when found out a lods of thngs spoil at church...feel like no1 is bother bout taking care of the church's property and simply use it...now thngs broken and money need to be spent either to replace or repair it, which could be avoided!!
wonder wad i can do bout it...