its wednesday(is thrusday actually, bt im still on wednesday cox i havnt call it a day yet =p)...
a bit envy on those ppl whu able to attend SOP concert....they keep updating and posting stuff on fb, making ppl like me really nt feeling so gud...due to classes ended at 7pm, i jz cant make it in time...and no1 would be tat kind enuf waiting for me till tat late...so, i jz missed tat 2 nite of concert...really feel the sour-ish in the heart...
awww......they boasting hw gud they are, hw magnificent the atmosphere is....and i jz couldnt make myself thr!!!!yea yea, i knw u ppl haf a great time thr, learn a lods....bt dun show off pls =p
nvm....get over it....im jz jealous, no hard feeling...
adding to the bad feeling....
finally i met a lecturer i dun really like in fp...yes, u heard that right...i jz haf a bad perception on lecturer whu insist on using malay language...no matter hw much excuse they giving, in the end, they all haf 1 thng in common...they either cant talk well in english or cant understand well in english...this lect also belong to this same group...after much observation on his english, the conclusion, he cant understand well enuf, always get the wrong meaning when ppl asking him in english...even doh he using english slide, he cant explain well, skipping fast through the slide and talking nonsense story...not only that, this lect, even force every1 buy his 'precious' book, of cox written in malay, AGAIN, and this particular book is nt even the main text of the subject....
and smthng i couldnt help to resist 'hating' him, he upheld extremist racial line, exalting ruling party corruption practice, and sort of forcing every1 to agree that malay is the 1st class race and other race as 'pendatang', twisting some of the history fact...hey, i studied history of msia, i knw vry well wad happen bac then!im nt sm1 whu treat history as nonsense and waste of time in sch last time...i read news, mainstream or alternative, and i haf my own view bout wad happening in the country...dun try to feed me wif wrong fact....yea, i can 100% cfm tat he is a BN hardcore supporter...
one thing bout the lect of my course is they are sm1 u can simply meddling wif...they all knw bout psychology, and they knw well hw to counter and convince you to agree wif thm...he put his word so well tat u jz cant deny in the 1st thought...after all, he teaching me social psychology, knw vry well hw ppl think and interact, jz by observing you....no, nt sm1 u can jz simply rebel against....jz for few days attending 1st class, looking and flipping through the notes and books, it gif me a sort of chilling to my spine on wad u can do if u understand wad ppl think and interact wif others...mind control?nah...they could convice ppl relatively easy as they could understand hw u think...
anyway, the final word of the ranting, i dun like this lect....i decided to study into this subj more on my own instead of listening to him and his book/notes...i will get myself a proper english language book and read through myself...
p/s: of cox i need to study on my own for all subj instead of waiting the lect...=p
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