its wednesday(is thrusday actually, bt im still on wednesday cox i havnt call it a day yet =p)...
a bit envy on those ppl whu able to attend SOP concert....they keep updating and posting stuff on fb, making ppl like me really nt feeling so gud...due to classes ended at 7pm, i jz cant make it in time...and no1 would be tat kind enuf waiting for me till tat late...so, i jz missed tat 2 nite of concert...really feel the sour-ish in the heart...
awww......they boasting hw gud they are, hw magnificent the atmosphere is....and i jz couldnt make myself thr!!!!yea yea, i knw u ppl haf a great time thr, learn a lods....bt dun show off pls =p
nvm....get over it....im jz jealous, no hard feeling...
adding to the bad feeling....
finally i met a lecturer i dun really like in fp...yes, u heard that right...i jz haf a bad perception on lecturer whu insist on using malay language...no matter hw much excuse they giving, in the end, they all haf 1 thng in common...they either cant talk well in english or cant understand well in english...this lect also belong to this same group...after much observation on his english, the conclusion, he cant understand well enuf, always get the wrong meaning when ppl asking him in english...even doh he using english slide, he cant explain well, skipping fast through the slide and talking nonsense story...not only that, this lect, even force every1 buy his 'precious' book, of cox written in malay, AGAIN, and this particular book is nt even the main text of the subject....
and smthng i couldnt help to resist 'hating' him, he upheld extremist racial line, exalting ruling party corruption practice, and sort of forcing every1 to agree that malay is the 1st class race and other race as 'pendatang', twisting some of the history fact...hey, i studied history of msia, i knw vry well wad happen bac then!im nt sm1 whu treat history as nonsense and waste of time in sch last time...i read news, mainstream or alternative, and i haf my own view bout wad happening in the country...dun try to feed me wif wrong fact....yea, i can 100% cfm tat he is a BN hardcore supporter...
one thing bout the lect of my course is they are sm1 u can simply meddling wif...they all knw bout psychology, and they knw well hw to counter and convince you to agree wif thm...he put his word so well tat u jz cant deny in the 1st thought...after all, he teaching me social psychology, knw vry well hw ppl think and interact, jz by observing you....no, nt sm1 u can jz simply rebel against....jz for few days attending 1st class, looking and flipping through the notes and books, it gif me a sort of chilling to my spine on wad u can do if u understand wad ppl think and interact wif others...mind control?nah...they could convice ppl relatively easy as they could understand hw u think...
anyway, the final word of the ranting, i dun like this lect....i decided to study into this subj more on my own instead of listening to him and his book/notes...i will get myself a proper english language book and read through myself...
p/s: of cox i need to study on my own for all subj instead of waiting the lect...=p
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
stupid octopus!
few day didnt write anythng...hehe
nw im bac to update tiny little bit of life...
yea, finally world cup has ended...spain is the champion, after the cruel 120mins of struggling....last 3 min goal make thm cry!!!haha!doh nt as entertaining as germany uruguay match, bt it is equal exciting and breathe taking!!nvm, those whu dunno hw to appriciate ftball and world cup will nvr understand...those whu will im sure they also watched till 6am in the morning....thr even ppl waving spanish flag after the victory, in msia!!!i wonder whr they get it...im sure u cant buy foreign country flag in msia easily...mayb next time i get myself a brazilian flag??haha!
den 2day also the 1st day of the new semester....1st class...9am...reach thr, class cancel...zzz!!!they should say earlier, so tat i can cont sleep(remember i watch fifa till 6am?)..i guess the lecturer also watchin it tat y he cant make it to the class...lmao!!!
den 2nd class, behaviour disorder...sort of understand and a lods of dun understand...2 much education related term..=( need a catch up on those thng....and even chosen becm class representative...awww!smthng i dun really like much, bt oh well...no choice....bt i still like the subject...hehe, since such topic always interest me, no matter hw hard.....
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anyway, in this world cup period, i found tat ppl kinda vry fond of predicting stuff....a little octopus, a cute little bird, can becm such a hot topic, hotter than the fifa match itself...everytime after the match, i always found this speech, 'whu win???izzit same as the octopus predicted??wow!he so pro can predict!!wad bout the bird prediction?wad bout next match?did the octopus preditc tat team win???'
i jz dun understand y the fuss bout those creatures...izzit future predicting always fascinate human??i guess so...in non-fifa period, u can always see ppl vry fond of horoscope, and all sort of future predicting stuff...
i can only end up wif 1 conclusion, human is always feel insecure bout their future, so anythng related to predicitng up cming event will sort of bringing thm hope, sense of security, or guidance or jz some motivation...which make thm so fond on stuff like this, no matter they realize it or nt...
ppl, so pls jz top talking bout the octopus, the bird, the horoscope wif me...i jz dun belif it, in fact, i rather hate it....u jz cannot belif some sort of star or planet control ur life and fate, isnt it??they jz smthng in the universe...smthng beautiful, bt not ur life controlling factor....and i jz cant belif a small octopus haf physic power, or else i would jz eat it to gain tat power....=)
nw im bac to update tiny little bit of life...
yea, finally world cup has ended...spain is the champion, after the cruel 120mins of struggling....last 3 min goal make thm cry!!!haha!doh nt as entertaining as germany uruguay match, bt it is equal exciting and breathe taking!!nvm, those whu dunno hw to appriciate ftball and world cup will nvr understand...those whu will im sure they also watched till 6am in the morning....thr even ppl waving spanish flag after the victory, in msia!!!i wonder whr they get it...im sure u cant buy foreign country flag in msia easily...mayb next time i get myself a brazilian flag??haha!
den 2day also the 1st day of the new semester....1st class...9am...reach thr, class cancel...zzz!!!they should say earlier, so tat i can cont sleep(remember i watch fifa till 6am?)..i guess the lecturer also watchin it tat y he cant make it to the class...lmao!!!
den 2nd class, behaviour disorder...sort of understand and a lods of dun understand...2 much education related term..=( need a catch up on those thng....and even chosen becm class representative...awww!smthng i dun really like much, bt oh well...no choice....bt i still like the subject...hehe, since such topic always interest me, no matter hw hard.....
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anyway, in this world cup period, i found tat ppl kinda vry fond of predicting stuff....a little octopus, a cute little bird, can becm such a hot topic, hotter than the fifa match itself...everytime after the match, i always found this speech, 'whu win???izzit same as the octopus predicted??wow!he so pro can predict!!wad bout the bird prediction?wad bout next match?did the octopus preditc tat team win???'
i jz dun understand y the fuss bout those creatures...izzit future predicting always fascinate human??i guess so...in non-fifa period, u can always see ppl vry fond of horoscope, and all sort of future predicting stuff...
i can only end up wif 1 conclusion, human is always feel insecure bout their future, so anythng related to predicitng up cming event will sort of bringing thm hope, sense of security, or guidance or jz some motivation...which make thm so fond on stuff like this, no matter they realize it or nt...
ppl, so pls jz top talking bout the octopus, the bird, the horoscope wif me...i jz dun belif it, in fact, i rather hate it....u jz cannot belif some sort of star or planet control ur life and fate, isnt it??they jz smthng in the universe...smthng beautiful, bt not ur life controlling factor....and i jz cant belif a small octopus haf physic power, or else i would jz eat it to gain tat power....=)
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
献上最好
献上最好,
不是凭你认为最美,
不是凭你认为最好......
献上最好,
不是凭你自己所爱,
不是凭你认为神悦纳......
献上最好
不是你凝定它的等次,
不是你评荐它的价值......
而乃是神,
亲自对你要求的呈现,
虽然你觉得埋没人才,
觉得心受委屈,
不觉得最好......
不要自己成为神.....
还有几个人记得这首诗歌呢???
Saturday, July 3, 2010
miss maple =(
currently staying in utm, doing nth!!!bored everyday~~while brazil lost their world cup match at quarter final, wow, who would expect that???awww, they are my fav team too...bt this make world cup even more interesting...hehe
anyway, found out that i seldom blog thng bout maple...hehe, yea nt until liting say she "digging" at here to find out bout past memory on maple...haha...anyway, after playing maple for so long, yes, i still like it...nt becox the gameplay only, bt becox of frends....wifout thm, maple would be boring....of cox, on the way, thr a lods ppl quit and nvr play again...bt thr always new frend the meet, and some becm really gud buddy, even doh i nvr meet thm...
mayb i should write down those whu i appreaciate most(of cox thr too many i could remember all wifout looking at the bl list, so i jz write down whu i remember nw)
the oldest of all would be ppl frm windydreams->smarty(smartjacql), liting(sierra), lizhen(lizzie), shief(noobshief), rain(Rain0fbless), jay(jaylee), er0, ong, ben(he is evil, pure evil), jason, sasa(mysasa), jen, sian, windy, greeny, neo(my precious sis)...
den frm old time training party->staff(infernostaff), snagy(snagiez), wx(sryxaiius), jamjam...
frm pq and no idea hw-> aki(akiharu), juju(no idea hw and nw becm my sis), both my sun nu(ralyn and baby, yes i miss both of thm SUPER LODS), evil c0c0, xiin(yea, i miss chatting and havin fun wif you, doh nw seldom haf time sit down and chat), qq nu er, amanda(kikyou, haha, gud tat ur in my fb), kristy(4gt wad ur ign edi), nar(nar11, yes, 1 day i will bully all the sand bunny and kill evil PB!!) ...
frm ultimus->pck(darkcleric/shaun), maca, shy, tess, radio, lic, reft, porc(yea, my cute porcupine <3)
->the list will be added once i remembered!and the list is not according to order =)
currently these is i could think of, wifout u all, it will nvr be the same!!!!!ppl say on9 frend are nt trustable...bt i think it depend...especially those frm wds, my sis, my sun nu, and those frm bl-aki, juju, snag, jam, staff etc. they all are really nice and gud ppl...doh nvr see thm(some i meet be4), bt they are those whu can talk wif, even better than some ppl u meet in rl....these ppl are those whu use heart to make frend...yea, at least i feel it tat way, and im sure they too...
if u tell me, on9 frend are dangerous, un-trustable, cunning, evil .....no, they are nt, these ppl are not!i didnt regret meeting thm...even if quitted maple, they will be my long life frend, eva!
bt still, u need to becareful when making on9 frend too..hehehe, thr always evil cunning ppl out thr trying to con u...hehe....
i miss maple, i miss thm!
anyway, found out that i seldom blog thng bout maple...hehe, yea nt until liting say she "digging" at here to find out bout past memory on maple...haha...anyway, after playing maple for so long, yes, i still like it...nt becox the gameplay only, bt becox of frends....wifout thm, maple would be boring....of cox, on the way, thr a lods ppl quit and nvr play again...bt thr always new frend the meet, and some becm really gud buddy, even doh i nvr meet thm...
mayb i should write down those whu i appreaciate most(of cox thr too many i could remember all wifout looking at the bl list, so i jz write down whu i remember nw)
the oldest of all would be ppl frm windydreams->smarty(smartjacql), liting(sierra), lizhen(lizzie), shief(noobshief), rain(Rain0fbless), jay(jaylee), er0, ong, ben(he is evil, pure evil), jason, sasa(mysasa), jen, sian, windy, greeny, neo(my precious sis)...
den frm old time training party->staff(infernostaff), snagy(snagiez), wx(sryxaiius), jamjam...
frm pq and no idea hw-> aki(akiharu), juju(no idea hw and nw becm my sis), both my sun nu(ralyn and baby, yes i miss both of thm SUPER LODS), evil c0c0, xiin(yea, i miss chatting and havin fun wif you, doh nw seldom haf time sit down and chat), qq nu er, amanda(kikyou, haha, gud tat ur in my fb), kristy(4gt wad ur ign edi), nar(nar11, yes, 1 day i will bully all the sand bunny and kill evil PB!!) ...
frm ultimus->pck(darkcleric/shaun), maca, shy, tess, radio, lic, reft, porc(yea, my cute porcupine <3)
->the list will be added once i remembered!and the list is not according to order =)
currently these is i could think of, wifout u all, it will nvr be the same!!!!!ppl say on9 frend are nt trustable...bt i think it depend...especially those frm wds, my sis, my sun nu, and those frm bl-aki, juju, snag, jam, staff etc. they all are really nice and gud ppl...doh nvr see thm(some i meet be4), bt they are those whu can talk wif, even better than some ppl u meet in rl....these ppl are those whu use heart to make frend...yea, at least i feel it tat way, and im sure they too...
if u tell me, on9 frend are dangerous, un-trustable, cunning, evil .....no, they are nt, these ppl are not!i didnt regret meeting thm...even if quitted maple, they will be my long life frend, eva!
bt still, u need to becareful when making on9 frend too..hehehe, thr always evil cunning ppl out thr trying to con u...hehe....
i miss maple, i miss thm!
Thursday, July 1, 2010
01072010
so did u realize it???2day is 01/07/2010....yes, half year had past officially!!!
still remember wad new year resolution u made at 1/1/2010???hehehe
think bout it...it wont be long be4 31/12/2010 reaching ur door step!!!
still remember wad new year resolution u made at 1/1/2010???hehehe
think bout it...it wont be long be4 31/12/2010 reaching ur door step!!!
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