yea..ppl tell me tat i haf vry high expectation...well, deny it when doin assgment, bt haf to admit when come to thngy in church~~~
i do asking all sort of thngy frm ppl, tryin to make everythng perfect...requiring certain standard frm thm~~
well, i knw this few day i kinda start to demand thngy to improve or change, maybe ppl dun like, or maybe saying me 2 much, or maybe even hate me...
bt wad i wan to say is, all the thngy i asking and demand is not for myself, not for my glory, not even wan to abuse the power i haf...is juz merely a responsible i need to do, tat i need to make sure everythng is the best, as we are doing work for GOD...
mayb ppl frm other ppl, juz relax, can perform is enuf edi, not need 2 much...bt if u think bac wad we serving GOD for?are we goin to gif HIM our vry best or juz merely enuf to hand in the responsibility??no, everythng muz be perfect if to present for our GOD, The KING...no tolerance of any misconduct or carelessness...is to The KING!i hope they will understand wad im asking for...
i dun mind being hated, i dun mind being boycotted, i dun mind being left...bt i mind if thngy for GOD is not perfect, which i cant tolerate at all...i admit i myself haf weakness, tat i cant gif in perfectness, bt i willing to do the best, to gif my best, to sacrifice wadeva i haf, willing to accept critics and comment...i hope every1 can be the same when serving The GOD~~

>>..!!~~
is raining again...rain rain rain~~~~~~~~~~
is kinda fun when looking out to the rain....even doh i dunno wad im looking at..bt juz looking the rain drop sound, the tree and the grass, the cloud, the sky...its so beautiful~~~~
moral of the story->if u look carefully, u will always find another beauty that u nvr notice be4~~~~
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been thinkin, why smtime ppl scare of me?am i too fierce?im i hard to talk wif?im i always haf high expectation?
think and think~~
yea..mayb im scary, mayb im fierce...bt i knw tat some thngy i cant play or let it be like tat...wad if thngy go wrong tat is under my responsible?hw i gona explain to GOD for making a mess of HIS church??yea...smtime fierce is required, expectation is a must, and even scolding would be necessary...mayb ppl will scare of me, mayb even will hate me..bt i knw wad i do is not for my own glory..bt is to glorify my GOD, which only HE deserve it...

remember this->everythng haf its timing...play, work, serious...when is time to be serious, be serious...when is time to play, play as crazy as u like...remember, wadeva action come wif consequences...

ok..enuf wif the anger...bt i knw i wont 4gt it..
is the 1st time i been tat angry in utm....
now the tense is continue as they boycotting me..lol..yea..bt i dun care bout it as let thm do wadeva they like, i juz cant stand thier attitude like this..
promise to myself tat DUN BE THE SAME GROUP WITH THM ANYMORE 4EVA!

bad weather in this few day..continue to go around under the rain->is so cold and hope i wont get sick wif tat...

-ignore this post if you dun wan to see my anger-warning u tat is scary,I DO BITE PPL WHEN GT AGITATED AND ANGERED~~~this is purely a place to vest out the anger~~pardon me~~and i not meant nor direct it to any of my reader~~stay away of this particular post~~

ps:i wont do this to the ppl tat i consider as frend~~so dun scare of me even if u still look at it~~


IM NOT A PPL FOR U TO BULLY, NOT A MAID FOR U TO SUMMON AROUND DOING THINGY TAT U CANT DO...HEY, I TOT WE DIVIDE THE JOB RITE AFTER THE LAB??ALL HAF OWN PART TO DO??HW CAN U IN SUCH A LATE NITE...YEA..LATE NITE AND ASK ME TO DO THE PART TAT IS NOT MINE??GIVING ME THE REASON THAT U DUN HAF THE RESULT??YEA...I DO HAF THE RESULT, BUT IM NOT THE ONLY COPY RITE???BLAMING ME LAZY??BLAMING ME LAZY FOR NOT DOING OTHERS PART IS SO UNFAIR,WAD THE CRAP..SMORE IN SUCH A LATE NITE...I HATE LAST MINUTE WORK...I HATE LAST MINUTE INFORM...I HATE BEING ORDER AROUND!!!!IM NOT A MAID!!!!!
MIND U TAT WHU THE 1 RUDE 1ST...A WORD 'PLZ' DUN MAKE A WHOLE SENTENCE LOOK POLITE..IS NOT POLITE AT ALL WHEN UR TONE IS ORDERING PPL WIF A PLZ..NO, NO WAY...
2 PPL ATTKING ME??YEA...SO COOL...WIF ALL UR BLAMING AND ORDERING..YEA...GO ON...CONTINUE PLS...
FOR THE WHOLE COURSE, I ONLY FOUND HARD TO BE WIF SAME GROUP WIF U 2..I FIND WORKING WIF OTHER PPL IS FUN, BT NOT WIF U PPL!!!IS SUFFERING, IS TORTURING, IS STUPID AND IDOIT!!I HOPE I NVR BE IN THIS COURSE, NVR BE A STUDENT OF THIS UNI, NVR SUMBIT THE APPLICATION OF CHEM. ENG!!!TOTALLY HATE BOUT IT NOW!!!ARRGGHH...CAN SM1 GIF ME BITE??

been quite some time~~~
is kinda bz to haf time writing at here...
plant visit, discussion, church-->all this tiring me out...aaaa..i juz wan to haf a nice sleep!!!
oh ya..for those whu interested in smashing glass..haha...can consider work inside a glass making factory..LOL...the plant i visited, the float glass factory...they smash the glass wif defect...u can hear the glass smashing all the time..haha...coool