金，火，冰～

金钱诱惑是很大的～
选择为人师长，在马来西亚是不会赚很多钱的～
有时想，为什么要这么笨，放弃本身的科系前途，选择教育？？
化学工程师，不是讲笑的～
不时听到朋友赚这么多，待遇这么好，出国的出国，出海的出海，有些得到的是我的１０倍，少则也有１倍多．．
想着自己，每天被学生气，被＂上头＂烦与剥削，不禁会让我想放弃教育行列～
内心原本的热诚不断的被这些冰块冷却，慢慢的变为石头般冷酷～
现在，唯一留住我在学校的是，那群学生～
但是，上个星期，连这些学生也将冰块丢向我，再加上朋友的炫耀．．．．．．．．．

我，还可以撑多久呢？？？？
这火炭，还会红烧多久呢？？
那封信，在抽屉里，不断的用“心灵感应”呼唤我了～

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有些人还真小气，身为老师的老师，常常叫学生看见师长要行礼，自己却连看老师一眼都没有．．．
难怪学生也越来越嚣张～
看笑话～
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我介意，因为我在意～
我生气，却痛在心里～

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weird~

i do not understand, why people would like to interfere and spread gossip around?what does this act could gif them?there things which really doesnt concern them, and yet they like to ask and ask, or even give opinion and standard, especially when someone getting in relationship, wad would one have to do wif beside tat two person who getting in relationship??

why would ppl like to set their own standard on who should get together wif who??a beauty is in the eye of beholder, a person doesnt seem to be beautiful to you mayb is an angel to another, so y would sm1 like to comment bout it the criteria and person who to choose to be partner wif???

weird and very weird!

even weirder is....there people who are so proud that would never admit own mistake and ask for apology, but loudly proclaim tat he or she did~

the weirdest of all?
hah, why would some1 wanna discuss about an issue which thr is no room for discussion?and spend quite a lengthy time on it??if there is no room for discussion or way to accommodate/tolerate each other, pls, dun discuss about it in the first place~

if you feel im talking bout you?oh pls, only the person who do it would feel being pierced by arrow~else, u will see it as just another mystery of human behaviour~

望十架

神圣壮严的十架   我常抬头仰望

双目如见宝血倾流   为我忍受死亡

望十架  为你  他被钉上

圣羔羊   高挂在木头上

留心看   救主满脸慈祥

他为你   在十架上死亡

望十架   将死亡独生子

圣羔羊   高挂在木头上

在爱里   他伤心而流泪

望十架   他死我得自由

不要离开  不要离开

他向你伸出钉痕的双手

当仰望   他是完全无罪

圣羔羊   高挂在木头上

内心里   真感受他的爱

付出代价   付得心甘情愿

不要离开  不要离开

要仰望   十字架

看着他   是他代你受苦

圣羔羊   高挂在木头上

世上的光   今囚在黑暗里

在十架上   他身心极悲伤

不要离开  不要离开

他向你伸出钉痕的双手

不要离开   看他受伤肋旁

不要离开   看他在十架上

望十架   为你他被钉上

望十架   看他恩慈的王

不要离开   不要离开

望十架！

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复活节的一首歌

每次听，每次都有很大的感触

看着歌词，唱着这歌

就好像我站在耶稣被钉的十架下

看见自己的可恶，自己的罪

神在十架那种的眼神看着我

这种眼神下，人通常会离开不看

但这首歌却一直说，不要离开

定睛看着耶稣

看他如何为这我受苦

如何为这我牺牲

在这受难节

当仰望十架

思想神为我们做的那牺牲

为了拯救这将他钉十架的人~

some wondering~

finally there time and energy for me to scribble around here...hehe!
been thinking bout a issue lately.. corporal punishment in sch~does this outdated?barbaric?non humane???hmm...

saw a magazine which ultimately reject corporal punishment, a student magazine which every student haf full access to it, inciting the student to say no and stand up against corporal punishment~read on article in newspaper where few people debate with each other for a span of few days on the topic...
so, wad is the final conclusion on this issue??no idea~~posted on facebook status but no teacher would gif their opinion on this, nor the students and friends...

personally, i think corporal punishment should not be banned...why??you asked me, doesnt it inhumane and barbaric??i think not if being administered wif responsible and care...

those irresponsible who beaten until bruises and wound, or even worse, death (which coincidently just happened yesterday in a religious sch) should ultimately end up with punishment themself of cox!

just look at the kids today, unlike previous generation, where they do not really faced the corporal punishment from school nor home, instead being pampered and treated like kings and queens~
unlike previous generation, they generally do not respect teachers and elders, expecting everyone also treating them like kings and queens...if you donno, the way they respond to teachers and elder, the way they treat wad teacher asking them to do, is really terrible...evidence??

for example when i asked a student to stand up and answer a question, the 1st reaction they gif and say is *loudly* WHAT?! or smtime in chinese or dialect 做什么？？！ zo ma gai???they nt even bother to stand up smtime until u asked them~
or asking them to pick up rubbish, they could turn their back on you, even if you know the rubbish is belong to them!
some even challenge you when u try to punish them for the mistake they make...
or walk so close to you and put their face so close to urs, as if they are mafia and trying to intimidate you...

respect?gone!dignity?gone!who to blame??teachers?schools?parents?systems??no idea!
for wad i know is...even if u touch the slightest on these students, u get into trouble...or to some cases in recent years, even scolding is unacceptable!!there are sign whr homework is also a no with the excuse tat they having a lods of tuition and classes after sch...

tat is why i still support a restricted use on corporal punishment~even doh other method is encouraged, punishment smtime muz be given as last choice....for the sake of the students~human doesnt learn from goodies and reward all the time...bt most of the time, from pain and sadness too~~