this week been a bz week...seem like i fill every nite wif thngs to do...
tuesday->johore choral
wednesday->welcming nite
thursday->cg visitation
friday->choir
saturday->free?
sunday->probably lab discussion, yea lab need discussion too -.-|||
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anyway, been enjoyin much of the thngs...
lets start wif johor chorale..1st time go to this choir, of cox a bit nervous, thinkin that the pro conductor thr to *shruggg*
when reach thr, he ask me to test the voice, personally, in front of every1..eeeek! *even more nervous*
in the end, im a bass again..hehe...
practice few song, which is really hard...Elijah..learning few song of tat oratorio, edi sooo hard till i cant handle, really need some practice!!bt the song really nice..LIKE it!
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welcoming nite...
well, really dunno wad to say bout it..everythng go quite smoothly i guess...
haf fun myself, bt den didnt really knw much of the jr in d end again..haha, after all ima shy person..XP
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cg visitation...
as my cg is a new cg, we only haf 5 senior in d group and only 4 of us go for the visitation...bt den, the jr we met, they like so active and can jk wif us even if he/she didnt knw us at all...hope they will go for the cg welcming 2molo den we can nw thm better...anyway, love my cg currently as every1 is so nice~~haha
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choir...
wonder wad wil happen 2nite?i hope they all really learn their best and sing out their best...
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doh bz wif thngs like this, been worried bout all sort of thngs goin on in church...feel like ppl start to 4get bout their responsibility, messing up thngs, and dun even care bout it much again...sighh..currently i jz hope i can stay away and dun touch anythng relate to chaos...i will do my best for my part and hope that other will do the same also..after all, church is all bout GOD and love, if thr no love and only fullfil the job, is jz an empty shell wif no meaning...
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p/s: my motor is spoil and now lying flat in 'hospital'..swt!!!the 'doctor' say the 'medical fee' probably will reach 500-600...zzzz..crap!!!does tat mean my new hp gone??SOB!!!

a crossroad, which path should i take???
path tat i do my own thngs and ignore others?
path tat i should care more and be considered troublemaker by certain ppl??

hmmm...
thngs getting worse?or im jz worried too much???
would this crack widen and becm a canyon??
i wonder...doh it is nice to sit aside and watch, staying out of trouble, bt i think im nt tat kind of person able do tat...i rather being labeled as troublemaker than keep silence...hehe...

wait and see is wad i can do for this moment..i hope it wont disappoint me and expectation...i hope this is wad GOD plan and prepared for every1 of us...i hope i hope..yet now all is still a hope until the day has come...

remember whu u r
remember wad u haf been entrusted
remember this is not a game

end of july, here come august..
time is running out...
or maybe u wan a game over when the time u start to plan??

few question tat really need to think of

->we come to church coz of human or God?
->believe God coz of wat pastor say or wad bible say?
->how much u believe in God?? if now got ppl take d gun want to shoot u or ur family askin u to betray God, will u do it???

do ask urself seriously bout it~~

人，总是以自己的利益为先，正如人讲的，人不为己，天诛地灭。。
我在想，很多时候，为何不要退一步，吃亏一点，反而是更对的选择呢？？很多时候，人以为自己看清全部东西，认为自己站在所谓正义的一方，但很常这个时候，他的思想已经是被自私冲昏了，不能理智的看清大局，而一直在错误中陷下去。。
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最近，刚回到大学，发觉很多东西不对劲，很多东西都是一团遭，为什么身为基督徒的人，思想的中心不是 神，而是自己？为什么总是在背后一直指责，在面前装成另一面，难道身为领袖的我们应该这样吗？？在教会搞出政治？？这就如圣经讲的纷争结党吧？？虽然我不想陷入这个纠纷，但如果继续下去，相信得胜的不是其中一方，而是魔鬼，弟兄们（姐妹们）难道你们不知道背后批评，纷争结党只会把一个团契，教会弄得到处都是破口？？我很爱我的团契，我的教会，我不希望我离开着大学时，团契教会将因为纠纷，分派而没落，我看见很多新的基督徒学弟学妹，我很开心，但不希望因为前辈的问题，弄到他们受苦。。
可能看这篇文章的人觉得我没有资格说这些，但我无法不说出我所担心的东西，可能你说我不了解什么事情发生，无论是什么，都应该记得圣经说告诉我们的教诲。。
要记得，为自己的利益所作的，将会过去，变为粪土，但为 神所作的，将得到赏赐。。。身为基督徒的我们，必须要记得，我们所作的，尤其是我们的事奉，不是为自己，而是为 神的教会，如果我们没有做好自己的本分，上帝指责下来，没有人能担当的起！破坏 神的教会更没人能承担，如果因为你的行为，而导致教会出现问题，当见主面时，你能向上帝交待吗？
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给我自己的提醒，要常常反省自己~听取别人的意见，批评，因为当局者迷，局外者清~无风不起浪，一个意见，批评不是随便就这样出现的。。。当然对者就要改进，错者就成提醒。。。因我所作的，是主的工，轻曼不得。。。 神是全能的神，是万物的主，如果你献上次等的，将是不配的祭物。。。想想看，当你去见一个国家的王，你敢穿得随便，献上便宜的东西吗？肯定不会，更何况是全世界的王？？

tiring day~
a lods of stuff happen 2day..
most interesting would be campus-wide blackout...2day having a few hours of electricity cut at everywhr...well, most exciting part(ya, exciting) is 1 of my coursemate man-trapped inside the lift...for half an hour...

other than tat, would be running here and thr doin stuff...

kinda angry and sad when found out a lods of thngs spoil at church...feel like no1 is bother bout taking care of the church's property and simply use it...now thngs broken and money need to be spent either to replace or repair it, which could be avoided!!
wonder wad i can do bout it...

back at utm at last..
hehe..so happy to be back here...

miss all of my frend so much...they all still as charming as eva..hehe..happy to gather and talk wif thm once again..having fun chit chat and play around..hehe, nvr a sec is wasted when being wif thm ^^

new room this sem, is a vry nice room, clean (er, i mean QUITE clean), nice view->basically overlook the road below, which i able to see whu pass by and wad happen below, spacious...
the bad thngy is mosqitoes id flying around!!i hope they will be gone soon after i exterminate thm!

even doh happy to be bac, thr smthng i kinda mad wif
for no reason, thngs dissapear and stuff is spoil in church..hw can this happen in jz 2 month when im not around?!ppl jz dun take care of thngs when is not own by thm..terrible!remember those thngy in church is belong to church and GOD, destroying it, losing it is the very last thng u wanna do!
beside, i feel quite uneasy bout thngs running around..jz feel ppl taking lightly of their responsibility again...doh nt really sure wad happen bt i jz can feel it...hope is nt true, hope wad im thinkin and felt is not true at all..

anyway, happy to be back and enjoy being wif all my frends around!!!hehehe...love u all!!!
well, almost...bt im trying my best ok..hehe XP

ahh....why thr is soooo many mosquitoes around??is like an army of mosquitoes is attking the neighbourhood!!!
jz last nite alone, my sis kil 10 of thm in the room, and they keep coming...2day, u can always see 1 flying around~~ahhh!!!
THIS IS MADNESS!!!!MOSQUITOES MADNESS!!!

->any1 haf method to kill this mosquitoes??preferably creative way to torture thm..muahaha

thursday~~

2 more days den i will be bac to UTM~~hmmm, i wonder wad will happen when i go bac..will is be vry much diff??will it haf lods of surprise which i dun expect??or jz plain o' UTM??

read a news bout 9 student bein arrest in UPM for distributing Christianity pamphlet..im sure those student knw nt to distribute such stuff to malay-islam, bt still they being arrested...this is a warning sign~~a bad omen...i hope it wont turn from bad to worse in near future~~

wonder wad i should bring bac this sem~~any idea???

been a few day lods of ants crawling all over the table, my lappy, and my cup, food..argghh...MY FOOD AND DRINKS!!!

bt den, yesterday afternoon they being to greedy, which bring thm to their doom!!
as i leave my cup of plain water on the table and when to nap, by the time i wake up, the whole cup is full of ants!!i mean WHOLE CUP, full of moving black insect, crawling all over!!make me so mad, tat even plain water also wan to steal..

so decided to follow their path...which lead to a box near the table..bingo, i found their nest!!haha..end up, the whole nest of ants is destroyed!!yay, no more ants crawling...tat is y greed is dangerous...hehehe...
dun be greedy~~

friday~
ya, 2day is the last day of Practical training~~
happy?yes, of cox, at last no more boring sitting in office do nth life~~
well, thinkin of 1 more week ahead be4 goin back UTM, make me feel kinda, empty..
do hope i can go bac soon,hahaha
wonder wad happen back their~~

nth much happen recently doh..hehe

04/07
america independence day..nt related...
i should be back in utm by this date, as new semester is starting in coming monday, bt still im still sittin at home, playin..haha..due to industrial practical lurhh...
anyway, even doh im still nt back yet, i wish i could get back faster...at the mean time, unable to be at utm make me worried bout the thngs tat i suppose to take care wif...i wonder if everythng will be ok...this make me so worried, and each passing day, it becm more and more...-.-|||

another song frm lion king 2 which i like very much
One Of us->the judgement of exile on kouvu

ANIMALS:
Deception
Disgrace
Evil as plain as the scar on his face

ZEBRAS:
Deception (An outrage!)

ANIMALS:
(He can't change his stripes!)

GIRAFFES:
Disgrace (For shame!)

ANIMALS:
(You know these Outsider types!)

HIPPO:
He asked for trouble the moment he came

ANIMALS:
(See you later, agitator!)

ZEBRAS:
Deception (An outrage!)

ANIMALS:
(Just leave us alone!)

GIRAFFES:
Disgrace (For shame!)

ANIMALS:
(Traitor, go back with your own!)

HIPPO:
He asked for trouble the moment he came

ANIMALS:
(See you later, agitator!)

ANIMALS:
Born in grief
Raised in hate
Helpless to defy his fate
Let him run
Let him live
But do not forget
What we cannot forgive

And he is not one of us
He has never been one of us
He is not part of us
Not our kind

Someone once lied to us
Now we're not so blind
For we knew he would do what he's done
And we know that he'll never be one of us

ANTELOPE:
He is not one of us

ANTELOPE:
Deception

ZEBRA:
Disgrace

ANTELOPE:
Deception

ZEBRA:
Disgrace

ANTELOPE:
Deception

RAFIKI:
Oohh...
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i tot after 2 month of break, thng will becm better, ppl will improve, and change
bt apparently im wrong, thng nvr change, and the problem continue~
really a big disappointment, i tot everythng is renewed and 2gether can strive out a new path to glorify the GOD, bt....
i hope the event will not ended like kouvu, being exiled....