the battle

seriously i need more time to rest!!!

the tiredness slowly gona overpower me...
i do not know hw long i could hold on...
as the fatigue slowly seep away my strength...
even the time is in the same alliance with them...
together they gona try their best...
wearing me out be4 finally took me away....
i only wish for a place...
where i could rest and rejuvenate...
regain my strength and continue the fight~

new year...new start

new year...a bz one...
becm a student is hard, bt becm a teacher is even harder!
a lods thng i still do not knw how..and feel vry...zzzz!!!
the system is different frm goverment sch, and it is vry much influenced by politics issue~which i dun really like
afterall, education institution should always independent frm politics stuff~
anyway~is an opportunity to gain exp for future =)
i jz hope i knw how to teach language subject~personally still prefer science and maths more~
language subj is jz nt my specialty~
anyway, i still like teaching vry much minus marking students' hmwork -.-|||

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i know smtime im too much,
i know smtime im not reasonable,
but
is becox i care a lods  bout you,
becox i scare i would lose you~

HaPpY New Year!!!!!!!!!
haf a joyful 2011 and my GOD bless you abundantly in this great year!!!!

to those 2012 Apocalypse believer..HAH, 1 YEAR LEFT FOR U TO SURVIVE!!!mwahaha
*evil laugh*

anyway~brand new year, brand new things!

[notice]

i remember i nvr put any name in this space, nor mention any place~~~

and im wondering how could ppl refer anythng here to names....doh i couldnt care more~

i know smtime i would vent some of my anger here, bt im careful enuf not to put any names here, i could mean any1 in this world~~be it in johor, singapore, kl, penang, melaka, pahang, sabah or sarawak...or mayb even australia, america~~i knw a lods ppl and i could refer to any1 frm any place in this world (the power of internet)~~how could u be so sure im referring a person frm the place im living in??

IF sm1 smhw read through those post, and feel offended, tat would be weird...

usually ppl wouldnt care much if they didnt feel wad written is related to them...much less feel offended...you only will feel angry/offended reading my stuff IF u really fits all the description i put in, rite?

SO, if u feel offended wif anythng i written here, u should think whether u really DID anythng i written, instead of blaming me defaming you, or havin a grudge wif you....a reminder doh, i nvr put any names or places

a chinese saying for such situation-对号入座～

and btw, this is hw i prefer to vent thng out, instead of keeping everythng inside me till i gt psychotic, or confront the real person and make a fight...also i nvr invite any1 to read anythng frm here~so, u could, freely and happily, ignore this page till the end of the world!

kites!

2day passed by a park, and i saw a spectacular view~a lots of kites flying above, and thr a lods of cars and ppl around the parks too~i wonder izzit a kite flyig competition is goin on..

nevertheless, the view, where so many kites flying, and a windy evening, really make the day feel so relaxed~if nt becox im rushing to smwhr else, i would surely stop by and enjoy the view...

if only i could be a kites, flying on the winds, and let the wind blew away all my thoughts...

decided NOT to say anythng, voice anythng, be anythng, think anythng, do anythng, be a ZOMBIE!