爱

能握着你的手，撑着伞，慢慢的走在雨天路上~是那么的幸福~

孤军作战？

我觉得我知道为什么我会那么累，那么没有力气~
看见周围的人，一个一个的离开，剩我一个人孤军作战，很伤心，完全的失去士气在继续面对这群可爱的学生~~~纵然我对教育有很大的热诚，但是在这种情况下，完全提不起那种力量继续走下去，不懂可以撑多久，没有了这群朋友的在旁的一起奋斗，不知我可以从何得到那动力去面对上面与下面的战场 =(

整天，坐在办公室，就是死气沉沉，没有心情，完全不懂该如何说出这种感觉~

“残障人士”级电话

我的电话变成“残障人士”了~~除了接电话，什么都不能做~~~伤心！！！！！！
=(!!!!
本来出去前还好好，哪里知道，突然间什么都不能按，除了号码和拨打与挂电~~
除非有电脑，要不然信息是不能看，不能回复~~不过至少还可以让我上网~>.<
笨笨的电话！！！

还是很伤心啊！！亏我那么善待它！！！

考试与考卷~~

今天虽然没有上课，但是却还是要回去学校‘坐’，觉得很废，很浪费时间~~结果就带了耳机，一边听歌，一边改考卷，其他老师说我真的会享受生活，我直接-.-|||，其实如果每天能在学校一边听歌，一边改簿子，备课，真的是很幸福的，不过，应该会直接被叫到校长室训话吧~~~

改完了考卷， 虽然学生成绩不是很好，但是，给我还算满意，因为我大概了解他们的程度，不能强求~~
不过，有几个学生，真的让我出乎预料，根本没有想过他们能够考的那么好~~太高兴了~~希望他们真的以后也能那样好~~~
其实，教了大概2个月多，有些学生，真的让我觉得很可爱，很喜欢去他们的班，有一些者让我很讨厌，很不喜欢见到他们~~不知不觉，我是对一些学生有偏心，因为他们真的懂得怎样体谅老师，并很懂事，另一些则真的让我觉得很无助，很想帮他们，却不知如何下手，更伤心是他们没有想过要帮自己，只懂在班上，不是睡觉就是干扰整个课室，完全没有那种心要学习，更不用说会进步~~

监考时，看见很强烈的对比，前面班的同学，会努力去做，后面班的，考试才进行10分钟，他们已经趴在桌上睡觉，没有选择的题目直接放空，没收考卷时，他们反而更开心（因为可以名正言顺的睡觉）。。。真的让我想，为什么他们会没有那份毅力，那份motivation呢？？到底他们为什么会那么快放弃学业，放弃成绩，放弃自己呢？？
*要努力寻找那答案*

我很期待学校假期！！！
从来没有那么期待过！！
放假！！！！！！！！！
原来老师比学生更期待假期~哈哈！！

personality test

human is a complicated creature...as i study personality psychology this semester, this is even more obvious...or in another word, u wont be able to find 2 exact similar personality human in this world~as i try to observe ppl around me~each of them are unique wif their thinking and style, wif diff degree of acceptance and rejection toward a certain occasion and issue~some who dun even care wad ur opinion are while some aways follow the other ways, some like to haf attention on them while other always stay away frm the stage light...anyway, im a unique human either, every1 is unique as this is wad GOD created us for~each wif diff specialty and weakness, to help and love each other, and to worship and glorify HIM~~

doh thr is no specific type of personality for a person, the personality test is a gud reference and indicator for a person in most of the occasion, a tendency to behave like tat...tat probably is the free will tat GOD gif us, or else we would be like a programmed robotic machine which couldnt act freely~

for assgment purpose, did an on9 personality test (no idea hw valid it would be), obtain a result which is quite similar wif my style and thinking in most occasion (as thr always exception)....ISTP according to MBTI~wads tat u might ask, GOOGLE IT!! XP

1 thng for sure, even doh i study such subject, thr is no way i could guess wad a person is thinking bout, unless tat person willing to share...recently my frend ask me why i could guess wad is she thinking about, i could only explain tat i know her well enuf, as she willing to share certain thng wif me, and unknowingly allow me to understand her more, beside of the facial expression tat could gif more hint and clue~

in conclusion, human are complicated!!hah!!

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extremely worry->pls pls pls get well soon!

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