hehe..
enjoying the time at home...
what else to do??beside relaxing??nth!!
haha...probably will get bored soon..bt oh well, thr nth much i can do bout it...thinkin a lods of stuff bt cant do anythng bout it either...so jz leave it anyway....

yea, i miss some ppl,very very much...dunno when i could see thm again...=(
of cox thr gather, thr depart...so may this station would be a new journey for every1...strive on, strive hard every1!!!

the final countdown

its the final countdown~~~*make tat song appear in ur head and down the post when u read through*

yea, finally the time has come, the time of the end~~~

after submitted hard bound thesis, den is officially graduated...by 2day, 2molo, ppls i seen for 4 years, would nt be seen around, mayb 4eva...kinda sad uhh...yea, i will miss most of thm...time flies...

i hope every1 will haf a joyful life after this station...dream of meeting every1 again in the future...luckily i would nt need to endure the pain of watchin every1 left..it would be vry emo and sad looking thm goin inside car, and left u 4eva...rather hide in the pillow and voicing out the last greeting to thm...anyway, thx for the technology advancement, we still can meet most of the time through facebook, msn and mayb blog~~

haha...i really hope every1 of you would succeed in ur life, and may GOD lead every1 of you in the future...

=)

yes, i promise i will update soon...
i promise i promise..
it will be done soon!!

神权，人权，政权（2）

一些有趣的重点：

政权的堕落

1. 因为神的许可，那一个人才能站在治理的位子上
2. 教会应当成为社会的榜样。。
3. 众多没有智慧的人，用他的人权来做结论，那你会发现众多的声音就会代替真理。。就如犹太人大声呼喊：钉他十字架，钉他十字架。。圣经说，因为他们的声音大声，所以他们就胜利了
4. 智慧与权柄不能并行合一时，必产生混乱

神许可与任凭

1. 上帝对亚当说，你要修理看守。。不是管辖毁坏。。人权舆地球环保的责任是交织不能分开
2. 神权的4层次：神的旨意在永恒的计划，神的旨意在历史中的安排，神的意志自由在人犯罪后的许可，神暂时所任凭的事
3. 神许可的政权，为了奖赏罚恶，为了表现神的公义。。但因政权有有罪的人掌权，所以耶稣才说我们是世上的光，好世人看见你们的好行为，便将荣耀归给你们在天上的父
4. 上帝的儿女一定是最好吗？一定要选基督徒为总统？不是-有些上帝的儿女是饭桶，虽然得救，却依然做事不负责任。。普遍恩惠（common grace）-神许多恩惠，给基督徒，也给非基督徒，神叫日头照好人也照歹人，不是为了你，而是而了整个社会的安定。。神将普遍之恩放在实行政权之人心里，但不等于他们一定跟随，也就是政权败坏的原因
5. 现在许多小组教会要你不必听，马上说，所以那样的教会表面很兴旺，热心的信徒一大堆，结果却常常违背圣经的原则，随便的乱讲！
6. 因神的许可，政府可以延；因神的任凭，政府可以行恶、践踏人权。但神的时间到了，政权就要改换。。

the realm of non-existence

it seem like i have walked into a strange realm,
a world where i could not understand,
a place i could not communicate,
a dimension i could not stay;

how on earth i end up at here?
i do not know,
it just seem like the great things,
had become a past,
a history, no one would care,
a myth, slowly forgotten;

i hope this just a dream,
but i know this is worse than nightmare,
which i will never wake up,
forever stay with me;

i thought this last moment,
would be the most beautiful of all,
but instead it become the ugliest,
giving me not only despair and grief,
but also scar deep into my heart,
which i would never forget...
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yes and i dunno why, everythng had changed, in just few month..suddenly every1 is jz so stranger to me...the last moment which usually ppl would dear most, but it becm a nitemare for me...seeing my frends leaving status and comment which show the bond of frendship and love, i envy thm..cox wad i gt is hostility and isolation...ppl i care most, place i love most, it doesnt same anymore...

probably becox im nt the one whu together walk pass this 4 years, probably becox im jz a passer-by, probably becox im nt that kind of humorous ppl, probably i being serious in too many thng, probably im jz too wierd to be understand and mixed wif...i shouldnt put so much of my time into thm...
yea, they talk bout love and forgiveness,
yes, they talk bout love ur enemy and giving to thm,
yes, they talk bout their faith and boast their frendship,
but it to me it jz an empty talk,
so empty that even vacuum could not even compare with it...

for few week, i sit in the van, where i could feel,
im just like a non existence creature,
i climb in walk out, no one knw,
even i hear 1 of thm say,
hey, u been in the van all the time?hw cm i dunno bout it...
mayb, mayb i gt the cloak of invisibility..

enuf of tat, even if im like a chameleon to thm, i can be a butterfly to other...
the world is not onlt consist of that few glamouring attention attractant ppls...
as usual since long time ago,
i can mix well wif ppl younger than me compare to same age and older than me...
i do not knw y, bt i knw i can trust thm and sincere with thm...
again they wil be my sweet dream in the worst nitemare...
=)

p/s: to those in my blog's link, and do not update their blog for, erm, mayb few months, ur link will be removed..is spring cleaning again ...well, mayb im a bit late, bt better than never..hehe =)

神权，人权，政权（1）

一些有趣的重点：

1. 神权在人权之上，人权在政权之上。。。人权的根源是神的形象，在乎人的本质，政权却是人堕落之后才产生的，人管人的政权原不是神永恒所定的旨意。。。
2. 很多基督徒读经就是读，读，读。。只是为了多背一些经文，来跟人家比赛。。。读经的时候，应该盼望可以了解古今中外各种学派，他们在同样题目上作过怎样的论述，然后再看圣经高超的地方在那里，圣经不同的地方在那里，最后我们才用最可能被人明白的词句把其中的不同表达出来，使当代的人得着古旧的信息。。。
3. 进化论？当你说“他算什么”改成“我算什么”，你就进步了。。当你说“他算什么，我算什么”改成“人算什么”你就进步了。。当你把“他算什么，我算什么，人算什么”摆在神面前改成“我们算什么”你就进化了。。。
4. 你们做仆人的，要顺从你们的主人；你们做主人的，要待你们的仆人如同弟兄一般。。。圣经对人权的尊重
5. 罪不是一个违背法律的行为，罪就是：先轻看、先侮辱、先践踏、先挪移神所为你定那原有的方位和位分。
6. 最坏的政府，比没有政府还好。。。绝对的权利产生绝对的腐败，绝对的毁灭（the total power will produce total corruption）
7. 基督徒应当有政治意识，政治觉悟，政治责任感，政治参与，但是，你没有权柄用你的政治偏见或政治主观的见解，把整个社会拉去跟你同一条路
8. 政权存在的目的是护卫人性的尊严，保卫国民安全，提高人类的幸福，把律法运行在人的社会中，使人与人可以真正的彼此尊重，不彼此伤害的地步，但却是消极的；做基督徒的就要对世人说，你更需要认识在政府上的政府，在法律上面的法律，在宝座上的宝座，这样神权在人间，才能够把人类提升到最高，最幸福的境界

the assault by the MONSTER!

he do not have the sharp teeth
nor the sharp claw;
yet he instill nervous and fear
to everyone in this world;
no one can escape his clutch
young or old
man or woman;
fighting him require immense courage and valor
determination and dedication
as he do not leave any chance;
carelessness will pay
not only with sadness and tear
but also future and life;

O MONSTER OF EXAM,
i swear with the sword and shield
that i craft for so long,
will defeat and conquer you,
where i will emerge victorious
taking your treasure
as my honour and pride....

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the tree starting to bloom in flower
shiny golden yellow under the sun
as the tree being crowned
you know you will win this fight
and emerge victory like a knight
bringing pride and honour
to the country and yourself!

to everyone who facing final exam!GOOD LUCK!!!

PreSentaTioN!

following sierra request, this post will be written in english...
hehe, is been quite sometime im blogging using english, dun ask me why, recently i jz feel wanna use chinese only...doh i still prefer read in english...=p

for these few days, thr only 2 thng come into my mind..presentation, and presentation...
not the presentation freak me out, bt is the thng need to prepare...presentation is all about wad u really knw, so when u knw nth, thr nth for u to present and vice versa (gosh, i starting to sound like in thesis style at here 2...zzzz)

2day is the day for the 1st presentation...plant design booth presentation...yea, so called booth presentation..in fact, is more like a photo taking session for final year students...u can see ppl go frm booth to booth finding their own frend, chit chat, taking photo and slack...even when the panel come, they also sort of having fun around, jking around (of cox few of the panel do take the chance and ask lods of weird question, not to me)...so, tat the end of 1st presentation, a enjoyable, relaxing, sort of a carnival presentation...[photo can be seen at fb profile]

2molo will be 2nd presentation, the thesis presentation...wonder wad would happen for this 1..different for plant design booth presentation, this would be a serious presentation...so, lets hope everythng went well 2molo...

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recently thr a lods of post cropping up in fb, talking bout hw to being a gf, or a bf, or wad facts u should knw bout ur gf/bf, or how u should treat ur gf/bf, or even hw touching this gf/bf did for his/her partner...
oh pls...y would ppl so selfish??always wan their partner do this do tat??only thinkin of hw other should treat himself/herself...bt nvr think of giving more to their partner??

if only keep asking ur partner giving more and self didnt put in, i sure the relationship wont last, as the partner will be squeeze till like a dried squid...try to give more, instead of asking more!AND ultimately stop the annoying post....

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奇怪真奇怪

不懂事因为压力还是什么，最近比较容易爆火，比较喜欢自己一个人单独，比较喜欢清静。。。
还有2天就要开始presentation了，也就是噩梦的结束~~哈
不要想这些，星期五，本来就是我不会去烦课业的一天，再加上今天是受难节~~

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这几天也出现很多不明白的东西
-属灵伙伴可以安排的？我还以为这个是要自己找的，那下次可以不可以安排一个好朋友给我？。。到现在还不能接受
-只要预早做了决定，那么到底是对是错，是好是坏，都可以免了？难道一个决定，一个计划不需要经过critic这个阶段？
-原来thesis/psm的成绩是可以做出来的，那到底被publish的article有几个是真正的成果？
-连dr都可以骗来，那真正的教授有几位？？
-大学生都不关心国家的事？世界的事？只需要读书，拿好成绩罢了？
-最后时间延迟，取消预约是没有错？反而你不同意是你错？？

有时不懂为什么会去关心一些事，而其他人却可以可有可无，弄到我每次好像是坏人那样。。。真的对某些东西越来越冷淡了。。。好事？坏事？
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