our teachers

3rd week of the semester....

everythng jz as usual, except more time is require to do some reading and mayb soon, journal searching for assgment (yea, im still very lazy to start doing it)....currently cutting off myself from facebook and msn, trying this for 1 day...thr 4 hours left be4 i gona reconnect myself bac(the time i writing this post)...hah!of cox, i still read news and blogging, on9...what, u think i can post this blog frm the middle of ocean??

3 weeks, what did i learn?generally, ppl haf vry wrong perception in psychology...dun even mention specific field like educational psychology..since most of my frend knw im studyin edu psy, occasionally they will ask me, whu did u 'psycho' edi, u dun hypnotize me, dun read my mind...the only reaction i can gif is  -.-|||

no, psychology is not bout mind readin, not hypnotize, and sry i totally dun understand wad this word 'psycho' mean...so wad is psychology??mayb u should go do some reading at wikipedia (recently im always surfing and reading on wikipedia, purposely searching smthng or jz find random article)..the overview is, edu psy is a scientific field concern with development, evaluation and application of principle and theory of human learning, in educational field...in other word, hw human mind and thinking develop and function....

so i hope next time i wont find myself trying to answer some weird or stupid question!hehe...

talking bout 'stupid' this word...thr occur a discussion in class today....again, of cox, related to teaching profession again(im studying in education faculty, wad do you expect?)...the scenario is like this:

as we studying bout brain anatomy and function today, my lect suddenly ask, 'like we usually say USE YOUR BRAIN, so does we really didnt use our brain?'den, sitting far behind, a few teacher, whu teach like 10 or 20 years or more (1 of thm is almost 57 years old) say, 'yea, when we teach till fustrated, when we scold student, in fact smtime we scold them using word like STUPID, MORON, COW DUNG etc., smtime we dun use stupid cox student understand it, so more complicated word like moron, cow dung as student wont understand...den the discussion on these word continue, which i didnt listen much as i keep thinking on these word and its implication on students...be4 they finish discuss, i heard those teacher say, smtime jz say USE YOUR USELESS BRAIN......

den i feel like...wtcrab, all of u taking education psychology, edi 3rd or 4th semester...still dun understand that these words DO haf implication on student...ya, student do becm naughty, and smtime required some disciplinary action, bt when u scold, the wording use mz be careful...im jz studying for 3 weeks, learning all the psychology theory, and it is obvious to me that, everythng, frm action and gesture to language and word really affect human development...short term mayb be demoralizing to the student, long term may affect the cognitive development of the student...

worse still, when these teacher discuss bout this issue, they seem vry happy and taking joy on insulting their students....i remember one of my lect say, in western country, they dun even use disability this word on their student, they dun even term their student performance as FAIL...saying fail this word is insulting...my gosh...they always blame student for nt understanding and graping the knowledge, bt they nvr realise, when student fail to understand certain thng, is the teachers' FAULT??where they DONT KNOW how to teach the student effectively??

yes, DONT BLAME THE STUDENT when they fail, but BLAME URSELF for failing to teach them!

TEACHERS OF MALAYSIA....

T_T

no wonder the problem in sch nvr get solve, as teacher itself is unprofessional and low quality...epic sadness!

spoiler: this does nt imply on ALL teacher in msia, but im sure that at least half of the teacher would be like this

>>currently trying to compare malaysia education system with singapore and western education system...hope sm1 frm sg can explain hw sg system work =p

teaching profession

attending class for the 2nd week...thngs rather settle down edi...rushing towards me would be assignment and projects...the class is rather diff than in fkkksa...i do not knw is becox this is master class or becox of diff faculty, ppl rather speak out more than the lect smtime...the ppl attending also frm all kind of age and background, bt most of thm are current teacher, teaching in sch all around johor...there are ppl like me, taking master course directly after degree, frm engineering faculty or education faculty, ppl that frm foreign country, ppl that frm clinical psychology, ppl whu teaching for 10 years+, ppl whu do couselling to prison inmate....thr all kind of ppl...

bt wad worried me is the education system in msia...jz by observing those whu are still teaching in sch, it really make me wondering, hw in the 1st place they can becm teacher, and also those whu are jz graduated wif degree frm education faculty...as they talk, speak and read, it is nt hard to notice they really haf poor command of english...well, im nt tat gud in the 1st place, bt the thng is, they are certainly worse than me..and they are teaching in sch!2day, there ppl pronouce obsessive as obessive, isolation as is-o-lation etc.!can u belif tat?a teacher?read like tat?4gt the pronunciation, thr lecturer whu dun understand proper english sentence, taking the meaning word by word literally, always out of the context....-.-

there are lect whu goin to penalize ppl for using too much english in class, there are ppl whu dun like to use english in class, there are really bad english user teaching in sch, sec sch or primary sch doesnt matter, even if they use bm, the bm they use is also non standard bt mixed up wif their slang...is this the real quality of our msia teacher??hmmm....

teacher is the 1 whu will be guiding our youngs, teaching thm and mould thm into a successful person...it should be the best person whu do this job...bt i guess in msia, is not...mostly is those whu cant get into medical, pharmacy, engineering field, whu left wif no other choice, go for education and becm a teacher...tat is probably y, when i choose to go for master in education, i get all sort of surprise reaction, all sort of 'wad a waste' reaction..or even 'so stupid decision' reaction...does the pay of a job really so important to see a success of sm1??

hey, teacher is not only a profession like doctor or engineer, it is the most noble job in the world...ALL the prestige doctor and engineer, scientist and dentist, they all becox thr is teacher, guiding thm when they are young, inspire them and encourage them to be wad they are today!they are not the 2nd alternative job, certainly not a waste and shameful job!

the mentality of msian teacher should change, listening to the lecture grumbling bout the teacher and sch in msia, i feel really sad...nwadays teacher jz nt dedicated enuf anymore...of cox, not all, bt most of thm...they didnt see thmself as the engineer of human soul anymore, rather than a job goin into class and pour everythng out to the student, wifout caring hw they gona accept those knowledge...not to mention the adminstration, and the political motivated policy....

TO THE CURRENT TEACHER AND TEACHER GONA BE PPL!!
please, remember, teachers are engineer of human soul, not the 2nd class job, not the last alternative, and certainly not a shameful job!teacher, are those whu build and mould our children, to becm a great person, to someone whu 1 day, will becm a great contributor to the nation, or even human race...whu knw one day, ur student will becm president, like obama?becm scientist, like einstien?or sm1 whu would change the course of the world???
if u really think that u couldnt take up the challenge, couldnt dedicated to this job, u really should quit it instead of destroying a future president/scientist/nobel prize winner.....

i hope, if i haf the chance, would be a great teacher, and i hope, every teacher will be proud of wad they are, dedicated thmself to craft the human civilization and every1 respect teaching profession as it deserves =)

envy and dissapointment

its wednesday(is thrusday actually, bt im still on wednesday cox i havnt call it a day yet =p)...

a bit envy on those ppl whu able to attend SOP concert....they keep updating and posting stuff on fb, making ppl like me really nt feeling so gud...due to classes ended at 7pm, i jz cant make it in time...and no1 would be tat kind enuf waiting for me till tat late...so, i jz missed tat 2 nite of concert...really feel the sour-ish in the heart...
awww......they boasting hw gud they are, hw magnificent the atmosphere is....and i jz couldnt make myself thr!!!!yea yea, i knw u ppl haf a great time thr, learn a lods....bt dun show off pls =p
nvm....get over it....im jz jealous, no hard feeling...

adding to the bad feeling....
finally i met a lecturer i dun really like in fp...yes, u heard that right...i jz haf a bad perception on lecturer whu insist on using malay language...no matter hw much excuse they giving, in the end, they all haf 1 thng in common...they either cant talk well in english or cant understand well in english...this lect also belong to this same group...after much observation on his english, the conclusion, he cant understand well enuf, always get the wrong meaning when ppl asking him in english...even doh he using english slide, he cant explain well, skipping fast through the slide and talking nonsense story...not only that, this lect, even force every1 buy his 'precious' book, of cox written in malay, AGAIN, and this particular book is nt even the main text of the subject....

and smthng i couldnt help to resist 'hating' him, he upheld extremist racial line, exalting ruling party corruption practice, and sort of forcing every1 to agree that malay is the 1st class race and other race as 'pendatang', twisting some of the history fact...hey, i studied history of msia, i knw vry well wad happen bac then!im nt sm1 whu treat history as nonsense and waste of time in sch last time...i read news, mainstream or alternative, and i haf my own view bout wad happening in the country...dun try to feed me wif wrong fact....yea, i can 100% cfm tat he is a BN hardcore supporter...

one thing bout the lect of my course is they are sm1 u can simply meddling wif...they all knw bout psychology, and they knw well hw to counter and convince you to agree wif thm...he put his word so well tat u jz cant deny in the 1st thought...after all, he teaching me social psychology, knw vry well hw ppl think and interact, jz by observing you....no, nt sm1 u can jz simply rebel against....jz for few days attending 1st class, looking and flipping through the notes and books, it gif me a sort of chilling to my spine on wad u can do if u understand wad ppl think and interact wif others...mind control?nah...they could convice ppl relatively easy as they could understand hw u think...

anyway, the final word of the ranting, i dun like this lect....i decided to study into this subj more on my own instead of listening to him and his book/notes...i will get myself a proper english language book and read through myself...

p/s: of cox i need to study on my own for all subj instead of waiting the lect...=p

stupid octopus!

few day didnt write anythng...hehe
nw im bac to update tiny little bit of life...

yea, finally world cup has ended...spain is the champion, after the cruel 120mins of struggling....last 3 min goal make thm cry!!!haha!doh nt as entertaining as germany uruguay match, bt it is equal exciting and breathe taking!!nvm, those whu dunno hw to appriciate ftball and world cup will nvr understand...those whu will im sure they also watched till 6am in the morning....thr even ppl  waving spanish flag after the victory, in msia!!!i wonder whr they get it...im sure u cant buy foreign country flag in msia easily...mayb next time i get myself a brazilian flag??haha!

den 2day also the 1st day of the new semester....1st class...9am...reach thr, class cancel...zzz!!!they should say earlier, so tat i can cont sleep(remember i watch fifa till 6am?)..i guess the lecturer also watchin it tat y he cant make it to the class...lmao!!!
den 2nd class, behaviour disorder...sort of understand and a lods of dun understand...2 much education related term..=( need a catch up on those thng....and even chosen becm class representative...awww!smthng i dun really like much, bt oh well...no choice....bt i still like the subject...hehe, since such topic always interest me, no matter hw hard.....

-------------------------------------------

anyway, in this world cup period, i found tat ppl kinda vry fond of predicting stuff....a little octopus, a cute little bird, can becm such a hot topic, hotter than the fifa match itself...everytime after the match, i always found this speech, 'whu win???izzit same as the octopus predicted??wow!he so pro can predict!!wad bout the bird prediction?wad bout next match?did the octopus preditc tat team win???'

i jz dun understand y the fuss bout those creatures...izzit future predicting always fascinate human??i guess so...in non-fifa period, u can always see ppl vry fond of horoscope, and all sort of future predicting stuff...
i can only end up wif 1 conclusion, human is always feel insecure bout their future, so anythng related to predicitng up cming event will sort of bringing thm hope, sense of security, or guidance or jz some motivation...which make thm so fond on stuff like this, no matter they realize it or nt...

ppl, so pls jz top talking bout the octopus, the bird, the horoscope wif me...i jz dun belif it, in fact, i rather hate it....u jz cannot belif some sort of star or planet control ur life and fate, isnt it??they jz smthng in the universe...smthng beautiful, bt not ur life controlling factor....and i jz cant belif a small octopus haf physic power, or else i would jz eat it to gain tat power....=)

献上最好

献上最好,

不是凭你认为最美,

不是凭你认为最好......

献上最好,

不是凭你自己所爱,

不是凭你认为神悦纳......

献上最好

不是你凝定它的等次,

不是你评荐它的价值......

而乃是神,

亲自对你要求的呈现,

虽然你觉得埋没人才,

觉得心受委屈,

不觉得最好......

不要自己成为神.....

还有几个人记得这首诗歌呢???

miss maple =(

currently staying in utm, doing nth!!!bored everyday~~while brazil lost their world cup match at quarter final, wow, who would expect that???awww, they are my fav team too...bt this make world cup even more interesting...hehe

anyway, found out that i seldom blog thng bout maple...hehe, yea nt until liting say she "digging" at here to find out bout past memory on maple...haha...anyway, after playing maple for so long, yes, i still like it...nt becox the gameplay only, bt becox of frends....wifout thm, maple would be boring....of cox, on the way, thr a lods ppl quit and nvr play again...bt thr always new frend the meet, and some becm really gud buddy, even doh i nvr meet thm...

mayb i should write down those whu i appreaciate most(of cox thr too many i could remember all wifout looking at the bl list, so i jz write down whu i remember nw)

the oldest of all would be ppl frm windydreams->smarty(smartjacql), liting(sierra), lizhen(lizzie), shief(noobshief), rain(Rain0fbless), jay(jaylee), er0, ong, ben(he is evil, pure evil), jason, sasa(mysasa), jen, sian, windy, greeny, neo(my precious sis)...
den frm old time training party->staff(infernostaff), snagy(snagiez), wx(sryxaiius), jamjam...
frm pq and no idea hw-> aki(akiharu), juju(no idea hw and nw becm my sis), both my sun nu(ralyn and baby, yes i miss both of thm SUPER LODS), evil c0c0, xiin(yea, i miss chatting and havin fun wif you, doh nw seldom haf time sit down and chat), qq nu er, amanda(kikyou, haha, gud tat ur in my fb), kristy(4gt wad ur ign edi), nar(nar11, yes, 1 day i will bully all the sand bunny and kill evil PB!!) ...
frm ultimus->pck(darkcleric/shaun), maca, shy, tess, radio, lic, reft, porc(yea, my cute porcupine <3)

->the list will be added once i remembered!and the list is not according to order =)

currently these is i could think of, wifout u all, it will nvr be the same!!!!!ppl say on9 frend are nt trustable...bt i think it depend...especially those frm wds, my sis, my sun nu, and those frm bl-aki, juju, snag, jam, staff etc. they all are really nice and gud ppl...doh nvr see thm(some i meet be4), bt they are those whu can talk wif, even better than some ppl u meet in rl....these ppl are those whu use heart to make frend...yea, at least i feel it tat way, and im sure they too...

if u tell me, on9 frend are dangerous, un-trustable, cunning, evil .....no, they are nt, these ppl are not!i didnt regret meeting thm...even if quitted maple, they will be my long life frend, eva!
bt still, u need to becareful when making on9 frend too..hehehe, thr always evil cunning ppl out thr trying to con u...hehe....

i miss maple, i miss thm!

01072010

so did u realize it???2day is 01/07/2010....yes, half year had past officially!!!
still remember wad new year resolution u made at 1/1/2010???hehehe


think bout it...it wont be long be4 31/12/2010 reaching ur door step!!!