convo!

finally, its convocation day!!!
it feel great when wear the convo robe...like ur in harry potter world?haha, it does haf the similarity....its a sign of achievement and proudness when u r eligible to wear it..when u walk into the 'great hall', u really feel the difference...

anway...should dedicate this to-my parent, my family, my frends who willing to come and attend it!thanks for the gift too!doh i dun think i would ever use some of it...bt tats nt the point, i appreciate every bit of it =)
oh ya, i feel that, out of 4 years, UTM student will sing UTM song two times..once during their orientation week, where they haf no choice bt forced to sing, 2nd would be the time during convocation ceremony, where they sing  whole-heartedly...

admit the happy moment, there sm disappointment deep in the heart, bt i guess i would keep this disappointment deep inside my heart...hehe, as the joyful moment are better to be remembered...

to all my frend who grad, HAPPY GRADUATION AND GUD LUCK FOR THE ROAD AHEAD! =)

以福音为耻？

对一个课题，我一直觉得很矛盾，很奇怪，也很不明白~

我被教导，不要以福音为耻。。这句话，是保罗说的，不过，真的能不能做到这样呢？？
不以福音为耻，只是关于传福音罢了呢？？还是包括我们基督徒的身份？？
很常我们基督徒做一件事时，就会想别人接受的了吗？？他们会不会觉得我们很奇怪？？我们会不会太极端？我们是不是要配合他们，不要那么‘基督徒’？他们接受的了我们赞美，敬拜我们的上帝吗？？一直讲耶稣他们能接受吗？？

如果那样的考虑，会不会是我们已经以福音为耻了呢？？？为什么身为基督徒的那么不敢现出基督徒平常在教堂里面做的事呢？？这是以福音为耻了吗？？我不懂。。

我记得，这世界是属于魔鬼撒旦的控制，那着表示这世界是与上帝，与耶稣基督为敌。。。那身为上帝儿女/子民的基督徒，也自然而然的与这世界为敌。。。既然这个敌对的关系存在，有可能我们怎样做，会被这世界所接受吗？不管我们怎样的考量这世界的‘接受度’，不管我们怎样配合，这敌对的关系始终还是敌对的关系，魔鬼不可能因为我们比较‘俗世’一点，就会接受我们基督徒在这世界上，不可能~因为这世界是永远不会接受我们基督徒的。。

但是，如果我们整天口里讲耶稣，讲上帝，给人看我们怎么敬拜，赞美，讲不属乎世界的东西，我们有担心与他们有代沟，那又会导致无法向他们传福音，保罗也说过，在怎样的群体中就作怎样的人，那这个底线又在哪里？？我不懂。。

我们基督徒在社会，在世界的底线是什么？要放胆传福音？要考量他们的接受程度？很矛盾啊！！zzZzZzZzzzz......

chorale camp

is been so long im touched by songs...its not easy for me to feel wanna cry when listening to some song...bt yet, it happen yesterday, during the concert in the chorale camp....

this chorale camp again is a blast...so much i had learn...not only the technic, but also the attitude when serving GOD...i learn to be humble, which is somethng vry important~wifout humble, thr nth else u can learn as u always overlook ur own weakness....

beside, rarely i see sm1 whu is so passionate and so particular wif music quality...i saw the frustration when the music is spoiled, even if is jz tiny weenee bit...i guess if we are having regular practice like in choir instead of during a camp, im sure we will gt scold like the end of the world...

anyway, this chorale camp really a great camp...i nvr regret when participating such camp, as i could learn a lods, instead of normal camp which only go for fun and enjoyment...thr only thng i really dislike about the camp, well, couldnt really blame the org as is not in their control, is the air-con!!ITS FREAKING COLD!!!other than tat, everythng is excellent...i hope next year i could join such camp agian...

the feeling of practicing hard, and finally perform it out, is really a joyful thng to do...some more we perform not for entertainment of ppl, bt is for GOD, this make the difference...i couldnt find anythng more joyful, more satisfying than serving GOD in music...and thr really a passion, that raising awareness, building up and helping my church in praise and worship as well as choir...even doh i knw im nt qualify to do so, bt i will always improve myself, so tat 1 day, i could do this...especially my church in sarawak, smtime when i see it, is really heartbreaking when music/praise and worship ministry is being treated like that by every1...

i duno if any1 could see the picture, that when every1, every christian is praising the GOD, worship HIM through music, through chorale, is really beautiful, like wad describe in bible, that in future, we would 4eva praising HIM and worship HIM....

music is the most beautiful way to express our praise and worship to our GOD...is always the most beautiful thng, that u could gif to our almighty GOD...i hope every1 could look seriously in this, as wheneva i see, i heard ppl doesnt really care bout thng like this, it really anger me, or i could say, really disappointed and sad wif it...every1 should gif their best to GOD, instead of do it for the sake of doing it, or jz out of pure enjoyment, or for popularity!

glory to GOD~

Elijah!

hehe...time to update update a bit...
been leaving this poor bloggy for quite some time edi =(

anyway...last week is the best week eva!y?becox of the two concert i attended...nt pop sing concert of cox!
the 1st is some sacred song concert...really nice and cool, doh a lods of the song i do nt understand as is in italian, i guess....
the 2nd, yet the best so far in my life, Elijah oratorio....is really really really awesome!!
also is the 1st time entered singapore esplanade...really cool and amazing place...is really a place which rich wif art and culture....thr random ppl performing thr, cool scenery and atmosphere, and nice food....
nvm bout those, the main point!the oratorio!!is really so cool til i cant describe wif word alone!!its like, like, watching a movie!!a movie bout life of Elijah....the scene and picture, it jz appear in ur mind while listen to them!

hard to belif eh?

anyway, apart frm tat, the bass solo-ist, is so handsome!haha!
now, i had listened Elijah, St. Paul both by mendelssohn, Creation by haydn...thr 1 more epic oratorio that i mz go when i haf the chance!messiah by handel!!i wonder when i wil haf the chance...*wait wait wait wait....*