hehe..
enjoying the time at home...
what else to do??beside relaxing??nth!!
haha...probably will get bored soon..bt oh well, thr nth much i can do bout it...thinkin a lods of stuff bt cant do anythng bout it either...so jz leave it anyway....

yea, i miss some ppl,very very much...dunno when i could see thm again...=(
of cox thr gather, thr depart...so may this station would be a new journey for every1...strive on, strive hard every1!!!

the final countdown

its the final countdown~~~*make tat song appear in ur head and down the post when u read through*

yea, finally the time has come, the time of the end~~~

after submitted hard bound thesis, den is officially graduated...by 2day, 2molo, ppls i seen for 4 years, would nt be seen around, mayb 4eva...kinda sad uhh...yea, i will miss most of thm...time flies...

i hope every1 will haf a joyful life after this station...dream of meeting every1 again in the future...luckily i would nt need to endure the pain of watchin every1 left..it would be vry emo and sad looking thm goin inside car, and left u 4eva...rather hide in the pillow and voicing out the last greeting to thm...anyway, thx for the technology advancement, we still can meet most of the time through facebook, msn and mayb blog~~

haha...i really hope every1 of you would succeed in ur life, and may GOD lead every1 of you in the future...

=)

yes, i promise i will update soon...
i promise i promise..
it will be done soon!!

神权，人权，政权（2）

一些有趣的重点：

政权的堕落

1. 因为神的许可，那一个人才能站在治理的位子上
2. 教会应当成为社会的榜样。。
3. 众多没有智慧的人，用他的人权来做结论，那你会发现众多的声音就会代替真理。。就如犹太人大声呼喊：钉他十字架，钉他十字架。。圣经说，因为他们的声音大声，所以他们就胜利了
4. 智慧与权柄不能并行合一时，必产生混乱

神许可与任凭

1. 上帝对亚当说，你要修理看守。。不是管辖毁坏。。人权舆地球环保的责任是交织不能分开
2. 神权的4层次：神的旨意在永恒的计划，神的旨意在历史中的安排，神的意志自由在人犯罪后的许可，神暂时所任凭的事
3. 神许可的政权，为了奖赏罚恶，为了表现神的公义。。但因政权有有罪的人掌权，所以耶稣才说我们是世上的光，好世人看见你们的好行为，便将荣耀归给你们在天上的父
4. 上帝的儿女一定是最好吗？一定要选基督徒为总统？不是-有些上帝的儿女是饭桶，虽然得救，却依然做事不负责任。。普遍恩惠（common grace）-神许多恩惠，给基督徒，也给非基督徒，神叫日头照好人也照歹人，不是为了你，而是而了整个社会的安定。。神将普遍之恩放在实行政权之人心里，但不等于他们一定跟随，也就是政权败坏的原因
5. 现在许多小组教会要你不必听，马上说，所以那样的教会表面很兴旺，热心的信徒一大堆，结果却常常违背圣经的原则，随便的乱讲！
6. 因神的许可，政府可以延；因神的任凭，政府可以行恶、践踏人权。但神的时间到了，政权就要改换。。

the realm of non-existence

it seem like i have walked into a strange realm,
a world where i could not understand,
a place i could not communicate,
a dimension i could not stay;

how on earth i end up at here?
i do not know,
it just seem like the great things,
had become a past,
a history, no one would care,
a myth, slowly forgotten;

i hope this just a dream,
but i know this is worse than nightmare,
which i will never wake up,
forever stay with me;

i thought this last moment,
would be the most beautiful of all,
but instead it become the ugliest,
giving me not only despair and grief,
but also scar deep into my heart,
which i would never forget...
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yes and i dunno why, everythng had changed, in just few month..suddenly every1 is jz so stranger to me...the last moment which usually ppl would dear most, but it becm a nitemare for me...seeing my frends leaving status and comment which show the bond of frendship and love, i envy thm..cox wad i gt is hostility and isolation...ppl i care most, place i love most, it doesnt same anymore...

probably becox im nt the one whu together walk pass this 4 years, probably becox im jz a passer-by, probably becox im nt that kind of humorous ppl, probably i being serious in too many thng, probably im jz too wierd to be understand and mixed wif...i shouldnt put so much of my time into thm...
yea, they talk bout love and forgiveness,
yes, they talk bout love ur enemy and giving to thm,
yes, they talk bout their faith and boast their frendship,
but it to me it jz an empty talk,
so empty that even vacuum could not even compare with it...

for few week, i sit in the van, where i could feel,
im just like a non existence creature,
i climb in walk out, no one knw,
even i hear 1 of thm say,
hey, u been in the van all the time?hw cm i dunno bout it...
mayb, mayb i gt the cloak of invisibility..

enuf of tat, even if im like a chameleon to thm, i can be a butterfly to other...
the world is not onlt consist of that few glamouring attention attractant ppls...
as usual since long time ago,
i can mix well wif ppl younger than me compare to same age and older than me...
i do not knw y, bt i knw i can trust thm and sincere with thm...
again they wil be my sweet dream in the worst nitemare...
=)

p/s: to those in my blog's link, and do not update their blog for, erm, mayb few months, ur link will be removed..is spring cleaning again ...well, mayb im a bit late, bt better than never..hehe =)