my mousy!!!!died!!!after being peeled off..haha..time to get a new mousy~~~RIP blue mousey tat work for me for bout 1 year...hehe

wads the standard of making frend?sm1 tat u find when u are bored and 4gt when u gona meet gal??
ahh...i jz cant accept when sm1 goin out to eat wif gal tat he like and can 4gt or even ignore his frend, like we nvr knew each other....is not like i gona steal her frm u rite? or izzit im too bad for u to recognize as frend?tat i will ashamed u infront of d gal???oh pls...if i really go and after her, probably u cant stand a chance wif this kind of attitude...sry for i talk like tat cox im kinda really angry wif tat...
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anyway, is friday again...yea, choir camp is on the weekend, haha, excited bout it?erm, not really doh...jz like tat lo...dunno wad to be excited bout it currently except can go havin fun during free time?hehe...hope it will be enjoyable and let me learn smthng loh...
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kinda lods of thng pending currently, exam, thesis, assgnment...2 exam next week, 1 assgment ....as i go to class nvr listen or jz didnt attend d class, some serious study need to be done be4 d exam...ahh, the stress is building up, plus the choir camp took up 3 of the free day available, so yea, is really hard...
anyway, jz walk the road and everythng will be fine, happy go lucky..hehe

independence day of malaysia is near...is jz few day away, sad to hear tat this year will not haf any count down at dataran merdeka, due to bulan ramahdan and also influenza h1n1...well, probably the mood of celebration wont be tat high anymore...even in uni, nt many ppl hanging flag, my block only me and 1 another room below me hanging...kinda sad...probably nowadays student only care for study and exam and drama and games ONLY...anyway, early happy birthday to malaysia since im talking bout this..haha

choir camp is near, is tiring to becm a conductor as i dunno much also, wonder wad those choir members think bout my teachin...i really dunno wad to do, kinda sad and hate myself for bein so stupid...anyway, i jz do my best and tats all..other will be the work of GOD and HIS guidance...i do love choir bt when thinkin bout leadin it, it kinda make me stress and freak out smtime...is not easy as i duno whr to go and wad to do...smtime i jz cant express or point out the thng i wish it to be...or i jz purely duno wad to do wif it...ahh...thr so much to wry bout currently...

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p/s: HaPpY BiRtHdAy to Wu YonG~~

hehe..time to update a bit...

at last i fulfilled my own wish of havin a new hp~~yea, gt my new hp last saturday->W705, like it a lods..haha....hope it will last wif me for the next 2-3 years...gud luck my new hp~~

anyway, the trip to sg was fun, haha, jz walk a little bit 2 much as gt lost when heading to buyin the hp~~blek, next time should bring a map instead of walking around for nth...bt den, during the 'lost' period, been to sg national library..whoaaa, is a BIIIIGGGGG library, no idea gt hw many floor as we walk up to 7th floor only...the environment is soooo smoothin tat ppl love to go thr, not like msia, library environment make u so bored and sleepy...no wonder msia ppl dun like to read book except TV, DRAMA, and DOTA...

hmm...wad else, thr a lods of weird weird feeling around recently, feel like every1 is hiding thmself and facing ppl wif a 'mask', dun really like it...

rumour been flying all over in UTM
some say thursday utm will close, some say next week monday, some say mpp object, some say few fac edi close, some even say gt ppl died...
which is true??which is false??seem like most of thm is false..haha
personally i hope it wont happen as i heard my malay frends say raya gt 2 weeks holiday..hehe, dunno is true or not also, seem like is also another rumour...

anyway, this saturday will be goin to sg..yay..hehehe

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好听的话不一定有益处，难听的话也不一定是攻击，人是喜欢听好听的话，喜欢听夸奖自己的话，但为此而轻看了自己的责任，那肯定是无益的言语。。。
当初，领袖是我们自己选出，为何现在不忠心的服从？？要是这样，为何当初还选？？自己站出来做领导者不是更好吗？？

一些我很不明白的东西。。。哈哈
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yesterday nite is my cg gatherin + Lily bday..hehe...havin the gatherin at McD
almost all of the cg member attend, happy for all of thm to come for the cg group gatherin..hehe..anyway, thr few ppl not frm the cg attend also, not becox wanna join d cg or celebrate for Lily, instead they jz come for McD...not much comment on tat and they jz havin fun and 'syok' on thmself..haha..for me, i jz haf fun wif the few ppl beside me is enuf...hehe, cox i dun really understand wad they talk and laugh about -.-||| probably im nt tat gud in catchin those humor<<--mayb need to understand more on tat so tat i can laugh also =P
doh is yesterday, jz wish Lily another happy bday again loh..haha...wonderin she will ever find this blog add or nt...

den jz after the gatherin at McD, few of us decided to go for durian eatin..haha, yea, u heard, i mean u see tat rite, we go for durian...locatin jz behind the utm door, thr few stall sellin durian...doh is a teeny weeny bit expensive, the durian is extra nice and gud in quality...long time nvr ate such nice durian..haha..of cox i didnt touch durian for more than 2 years i think...XP is so nice tat probably i will go and eat again soon..hahaha

decided to go Sg and buy my new hp in coming saturday, any1 wanna join me??hehehehe...

last wednesday, went out to u-mall bought somethng for my senior convo..guess wad, we bought wine for our senior..haha...when happy wif the gift, i bought a small bottle of fruit+vodka drink...
yea, i bought alcoholic drink!!haha...even doh the drink contain only 5% alcohol, i drunk wif tat small amount, tsk tsk...fall into deep sleep instantly when reach my room...
anyway, this few day been thinkin of drink another bottle so that i can sleep like tat again, totally ignore and 4get everythng..LOL...feel like a bit addicted to the feeling of being drunk??hahaha...

once u break the seal of TRUST, u cannot reseal it anymore~~

yea, even if i wont angry or 4gif bout it, bt i knw i cant easily put the TRUST on u anymore...if u lie me 1st and tell me the truth ltr, its still a lie and breakin the TRUST i put, no matter wad reason u gif...is a credibility of a person in stake, when u tarnish it, it will be hard to regain it again...i can ignore the event of happening, bt i could not ignore the fact tat u betrayed d TRUST, and whu knw u might do it again in the future...

so i make my stand clear, and u agree and promised wif me to follow it, bt in the end the other way had happen, a clear betrayal on the TRUST i put, and hence it tarnish ur credibility, no matter wad reason u gif to justify the action, the fact is thr-->the seal u broke, it wont be mend and reseal again, nt in short time and hard work, no...

my close frend knw, i hate betrayal and lie on me, as tat nite i been apologizing for the trouble caused bt in d end i knw those apologizing is a waste and not worth for me to do it...givin me 'sweet promises' and 'blank agreement' is not a gud idea...i rather u dun inform me bout it, save up all d fuss...now everythng is too late, even if u dun tell me i also knw bout it...so, dun explain too much to me, save it for urself cox i dun need it...

hehe..on9 in class again, the 1st time in this class...

rearranging priority and rescheduling event/timetable...if i dun do this, i might burn out and lost the passion to do it anymore...currently in a mood/condition that wanna gif up everythng and ignore it, bt i knw i cant do this at least not until the end of the sem...may GOD continue to burn me and may HIS HOLY SPIRIT grant me the fire so that i can continue to had the passion to serve HIM and glorify HIS name...i do not wan to venture to area which will effectively put me out and freeze me like be4 again, no and no!

few ppls tat i always hang out wif when for camp..left me alone at here, kinda lonely smtime...as i dunno whu to hang out wif...
anway, they coming bac 2day...so hope they haf a pleasant and happy trip out thr..

noticing tat the haze didnt gone even after some heavy rain, instead, it becm more serious...sun in dark red colour, sky in grey colour...ahh...go go away haze!!probably ppl tat gt sick will raise again due to such weather condition...

wondering smthng...izzit sm1 lying to me??im nt sure bt im vry suspicious bout it...

vry gloomy weather...fog+rain+cloudy+rain
which also make my mood vry gloomy and emo, rather sit aside stay silence then becm active and laugh around...watchin ppl acting funny make me feel bored, stupid and childish...didnt feel funny at all when ppl try to be funny...doh smtime wish thr sm1 tat can sit beside me, and maybe listen or jz acc me to be silence...

thr sm important lesson heard 2day during prayer meeting...
when u becm a christian, it doesnt mean u r free frm disaster, accident or hardship..instead, it might becm more...dun compare the hardship u goin through, remember Jesus Christ endure way much more than wad we endure nw, ours is jz piece of cake compare to HIS...so dun complain and be faithful, the trouble we facing is not an excuse...

any1 noticing the change of weather recently??
early morning the sun is in red colour, the sunshine is in orange-ish yellow colour??
and is extra hot everyday???

HAZE is creeping back again...-.-|||
u can always see the sky is always covered wif a grey-coloured screen alike haze, making the brilliant blue sky becm greyish blue...

so every1 pls drink more water and take care of urself ^^

sick for few day, even doh almost recover edi, bt still havin sore throat...mind u is not the infectious h1n1..hehe...

anyway, feel vry touched 2day...tat sm1 knwing i havin sore throat, and buy me a bottle of honey to drink...for the 1st time, thr sm1 treat me extra gud..really touched..
to that sm1, thank you...u knw whu are u when u saw this...hehe, jz i dun wan say out d name ^^