2day is the day for choir gathering-bbq!!!
uhh, doh i havin serious sore throat, bt it doesnt stop me frm goin and eatin it, haha...is kinda fun doh a lods of the members didnt come..i hope they would participate next time...

havin fun eatin, talkin and enjoying....the food is VERY TASTY!!!is so great!!!thx xin hui~not 4gt to mention the drinks, the watermelon, and also the cake!!ya, is stil 1 of the best havin the time 2gether wif choir member...wonder when would haf another chance like this enjoy the time 2gether..hehe
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doh i still couldnt understand, y thr some group of ppl jz doesnt like to mix wif other..they can jz talk and talk 2gether, wifout caring others, or the event....they jz concern bout thmself, makin fuss and noise...uhhh...swt at thm!i hope they will not do this again as this is an event bound for every1, which include thm...hah.. nvm bout it...at the end of the day, is an enjoyable time 2gether wif choir!!!

p/s:some photo taken using my hp durin the bbq can be seen at fb..hehe...hope they post up more photo tat hav been taken!

at last bac to utm, actually bac for the 2nd day, jz lazy to write...
basically the camp is not as great as last time, bt still enjoyable minus the cold weather...haha..nth much i wan to talk bout it, is jz okok for me, enjoyin being 2gether wif frend during the camp...

cameron is a nice place to enjoy the nature and scene...the flower is particular pretty and the fruit and vege is big and sweet...hehe...those whu nvr been thr should go and try it..

now bac to utm, and fall sick...hope to recover soon...anyway, this week will be a bz week again...probably will be bz till the end of nov due to short term mission..haha..a bit looking fwd bout it bt also feel scare on the program as i dun really haf the exp org an event...haha...

p/s:kinda messy post due to unable to think properly..haha...do excuse a sick ppl...blek!!

goin for QQ camp in...approximately 3 hours~~so gona MIA for 4 days....will update the blog once im bac frm cameron...hehe..
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every1 should knw whu is dan brown...recently i saw his new book is published in newspaper, 4gt wad the book named bt it is the top selling book currently..
jz nice i pass by a bookshop, Popular...so i decided to go in and search for this new book...i search and search, found nth except his previous book, angel and demon, in chinese..
so i go to the counter and ask bout this author and his new book...den guess wad, he ask me izzit english or chinese book, and den after i telling him, he seem like do not knw whu is this
waaa, such famous author and a bookshop worker do nt knw??oh my!!hw can they open a book shop and do not knw top selling book??

the conclusion is-> this bookshop sux!they only sell primary and secondary academic workbook...this bookshop not worth for u to go and buy a book...is a empty shell bookshop!!!i will nt enter this bookshop for book huntin anymore..rather go to mph which offer much better bookshop atmosphere and wide range of book/novel..

only left few hour be4 goin to cameron..haha...excited, anticipating, yet a bit of fear...fear of wad??cold, the journey, and also mayb the program...is complicated and i dunno hw to explain 2..haha..nvm bout it, generally still vry excited bout it...
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thngs change, ppl change too...lookin bac thr a lods of difference compare to the 1st time u meet...some gud some bad...the only thng u can do it move forwrd and appreciate wad u haf now..hehe

is been quite bz reacently...and a lods had happen....
currently only looking forward to goin QQ camp, which is only 1 day left!!! WOOOOOOO!!!!
yea, so excited!!so happy!!!hope it would be fun...
*more worried bout the cold weather over thr..haha*
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when u given the chance to serve the GOD, you need to grab the chance and appreciate it..if u didnt grab the chance, didnt appreciate it, when the chance is being taken away, pls do nt blame other...is this is wholly ur own fault...i hhave had enuf!pls DUN talk behind me again when i talking in front...i DO NOT WELCOME SUCH PPL!!!i rather lose few of u than sacrifice the whole forest!!!

suddenly addicted to choir and oratorio...
if only i haf a full oratorio to listen...
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wonderin any1 really interested wif such music...orchestra, choir, oratorio->normally ppl rate such music as boring and is lullaby..bt for me, ppl whu consider such music as lullaby does nt knw music at all..hw can they consider such rich and colourful music as tat?for example orchestra, so many kind of musical instrument playin, u cant nvr get tired of listening to it, discover each type of instrument inside, unravel the beautiful notes play by each part...oratorio, thr so much message it brings, like a drama if u can say...
wonder when i can find such ppl tat can share wif bout the beauty of music...

only 1 week left be4 hari raya...only 11 days left be4 goin to cameron...
excited, anticipating...wish the time would go fast enuf, cant wait for it...
bt thinkin bout the journey, the way up the hill, the coldness..*shrug*
i hope they would prepare and plan it nicely, every1 is anticipating it!i hope every1 will really haf a gud time over thr...COUNTDOWN IN PROCESS->changin the unit from days into hours!!gosh..excited!
strawberry any1?or tea?corn?or flower maybe?
happy farm??haha..addicted to it...
anyway...

[in very loud tone]bt i do knw i wan chocolate frm sm1!!hehe...
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hwever, trouble and problem still cropping up frm no whr..like mushroom sproutin suddenly after the rain, a surprise!!doh no1 wish for such surprise..ahh...no idea and dun wanna think bout it currently...will nt touch it until i meet those ppls in concern...
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enjoy the cool breeze of the nite, the silver ray of the moon...
staring at the shadow of the tree, lookin into the darkness of the hill...
feelin the silence, embracing the calmness...
listen to the cricket, croakin of the frog...
nite scene is always beautiful, is like an orchestra, thr always new thng to discover no mater hw many time u listen it, u always found element u nvr hear be4, its like a treasure box, wif a lods of hidden compartment, waitin for u to discover and open it,
this is the nite, the beauty and richness of the nite, as long as u knw hw to appreciate it...

p/s:of cox minus the mosqitoes and annoying insects bite...

hehe, below would be some text i locked it and do not wish it to be public..thrs no need for u tryin to guess the key...it would nt be the usual password i use..hehe
anyway, for those aquired permission, the post would be quite messy as it do nt haf any spacing or paragraph...sry i do nt knw hw to do it except locking it >.<

[try to forgive and forget is wad i should learn after writing this thngs out] hehe...ya, i will try my best to learn and do it...thx dear for remind me..haha

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politics, national issues, international issue, trade and economy...how many of the students in uni really care about?or such things is not our concern?probably we are to small and powerless to change the tide??
four years having so call independence day at johor, 4 years!and each passing years, the mood and the celebration becm lesser and lesser...from a big festive pesta merdeka to uni wide procession til nth at all this year...from whole kolej wide flag hanging campaign til non of the residence care...from big colourful firework celebration to darkness and blinking of stars...
DO ANY1 LEFT REALLY CARE BOUT INDEPENDENCE DAY??wonder is this failure of education system or becox of recent national issue??
looking to our neighbouring country, during their national day, flags all over the high rise building, big celebration...compare to other side of the strait, silence and nth more...the scene of business hanging flag outside their shop is no more...
i remember long time ago, during 31 august, i would wake up early, on the tv, jz to see the procession of national day, lookin at YDP Agong, YAB PM and other top leader on a stage, big crowd all over padang merdeka, and long procession of contigent passing by...izzit still happening now?does any1 really wanna look at such scence anymore?
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university suppose to be the born place of top national leader, top critics and brilliant strategist of country, birthplace of future leader and world changer..bt seem like it didnt serve such purpose here except produce more market-based workforce...politic now filled wif childish acts and talks, probably an entertainment for neighbour that so peaceful and lack of such issue...
graduate from university should be high in spirit serving their country, bt found out tat, a lods of graduate didnt really wan to stay bac bt fly abroad, the so call brain drain...
the scence of tv ad, malay, chinese and indian kids play 2gether, does it really happen?or it jz imagination?look at our uni, malay play wif malay only, chinese wif chinese and indian wif indian..3 race only mix 2gehter during lecture and also discussion, no more...instead, each race is insulting other race at the back!
is this the malaysia tat being promote to other country?
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as the sole flag hanger at my block, being laugh by ppl->y u so patriotic?for wad u hang tat?no1 is doin tat!

izzit a sin to be patriotic??hah!izzit a shame to own an fly malaysian flag?
im proud to hang the flag...im proud to be malaysian(still), doh im nt happy wif hw the country being run...i will still support national team at international sport event, and cheer for thm...yea, the flag will be outside my window till the real malaysia day---16 september...the date which malaysia is formed!

personally, i do nt really agree wif celebration on 31 august, the real independence date should be 16 september, sabah and sarawak is part of malaysia..forgetting this date and choosing 31 august seem like sideline this 2 states..is so unfair!haha..anyway..im stil proud to be the sole malaysia flag hanger outside my block-yea!maybe whole uni, cox i didnt see any whr else gt flag hanging outside their room...

again quite sm time didnt write anythng..hah...quite a lods thngs happen...bt dunno whr to write...

2day make up my mind, for nt to consider anymore, decided to join the year end short term mission trip..yea, consider and thnkin to long wont bring up any solution, wad i can do is go or dun go..
den think of probably this is the last chance for me to join such trip, so i should grab the chance and go..yea, even doh it will make me dun haf much time for holiday and mapling, bt yea, probably it worth...or mayb i will regret for makin this decision some time ltr in the year, bt after makin the decision, regret wont make much diff anymore..hehe...
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thr smthng bad gona happen soon, and i really dunno wad to do...thngs tat shouldnt happen in choir, thngs tat jz crop up like tat...i dun wish ppl go away becox of such thngs..nooo...i hope i hope GOD will lead the way and show me hw to manage this properly...whueva see this do pray for my choir =)
i do love choir vry much, i do enjoy servin through choir, i do enjoy it a lods...i knw is the place for me compare other, ya, bt i do not want bad thngs happen to it, doh i knw im nt as gud as other ppl, im not as professional like other, im not as capable as other, bt i will try my best, i will learn, for GOD...
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looking fwd to QQ camp, 16 days left!yea!

i hate rain more and more~~!!!
2day, when goin for the class in the afternoon, the moment i step out my block, is still kinda sunny, a bit windy and cloudy..as i ride till near ktdi, it rain!!as i haf to go to class, i continue...until at n24, the rain is so heavy tat even car haf to drive like snail!!and me, of cox, like jz came out frm swimming pool...of cox i went to class like tat..sitting inside aircon from for 2 hr...swt, is not a gud feeling..
rain at the wrong moment is vry annoying!!!i jz love the sunny day!!

yea...i think i knw wad path i should take..bt den, here come another question, am i capable of taking this path??will it be 2 late for me to learn??or in the end is jz not the road tat GOD wan me to walk?

as i knw, when servin GOD in the praise and worship, choir, and stuff related to worship and music, i would be happy and try my best, thr a feeling of joy which i couldnt explain...
bt if change to missionary at rural area, gospel...i jz cant do it properly and havin some sort of tension when doin it...
doh thr still a lods for me to learn in praise and worship, music and choir, i hope GOD would lead me through it..i really do hope this is the place i should be and i willing to gif all of me to HIM...
mayb in the future, i hope one day, i can be like conductor lee, giving all his best at wad he capable of and glorify HIM...and yea, i do admire conductor lee style and his wisdom in the field of music...