frm my point of view~

genreally, ppl seen playing computer game as a bad thing~blaming those game is the reason of falling grades,  withdrawal frm social, if on9 game is the concern, den extra issue such as virtual world frend is nt real frend even to the extend as dangerous, wasting money if the game require subscription fee, and ultimately wasting precious time!hmm...thr truth on those accusation, no doubt, bt izzit gaming is such a bad thng to do?

of cox excessive gaming bring hazard, bt for me, gaming isnt tat bad totally~
wad?defending gaming cox i play game?haha, yea, if u wan to put it tat way~

well, to an extend, i learnt quite a lods english through playing games, yes, as most game is written in english and reading is always a great way to improve..
withdrawal frm social?nah, especially if on9 game is the concern, if u didnt realize, the on9 world is the social nw~
u cant make a real frend through virtual world??wrong!i gt a lods of on9 frend, which i find they are vry sincere and certainly more sincere than part of my real life frend~

well, 1 thng be4 accusing playing game is bad, for those who didnt play game, is always addicted to watching movie and drama, which is equally bad as playing game if u compare the 'bad' both activities bring~

当你在讲一个人‘中毒’与电脑游戏时，自己是不是也‘中毒’与电视连戏剧呢？？？
y?haha, cox i dun watch drama, but play computer game!! =p
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一个团队，如果有人在这个团队的活动进行一半时离开，那这个团队还有什么意义？尤其是当重要的活动在进行时？当你委身于参与这个团队的事奉时，不是就要牺牲自己在这团队期间所碰撞到的活动吗？？
回去见朋友？参与自己的活动？或者不回去就是不孝？很好的理由！早知我也提早回去~
这次，我真的是很失望，很没有动力~觉得我做错决定了，一时的冲动，真的会带来失望？哈哈！我只能取笑自己天真的梦想~
既然自己已经决定了，就做好自己应该做的，多余的就不必理太多~

失去~

当我不再多问，不再多理的时候~
那表示我已经失去那热诚，失去那颗心了~
当然我仍会做我应该做的，尽我本分该做的~
但是别希望我会多那份主动，多那份细心~
因为我已经失去那份希望，那盏火焰~

捉住一个人的心，并不是起初的那份感动就足够~
你还需要付出更多，要不然你到最后还是会失去他的心~

=)

christmas come early!

been sometime nt updating agian?haha, nt i haf nth to write, bt i nt wiling to write it down, well, 4gt bout tat~let me jz write a few thng around~~

been to singapore again, walking around...is quite some time since last time i went thr~guess wad, is christmas mood everywhr thr~u see christmass tree, christmas carol, christmas sale, christmas deco...i like the mood, after all is my fav season....even doh they jz start to putting up all those, i can feel the festive mood already, compare to msia?hah, i dun think msia celebrate it much except christian...well, at least my church at johor start havin christmas tree deco already, bt i doubt it will last as fresh till the day, due to poor finishing job, some of the deco edi start to falling of the wall, *awwww*...still, im anticipating a lods on the christmas!

hmm, whr haf i been at sg tat day?walk around vivo city, den to city hall-esplande-marina bay, den novena for ice cream be4 went bac...and i dunno is a gud thng or bad thng, i ate at subway for the 1st time and str8 away fall in love wif it...hehe!!is jz...BOOOM!!of cox nt the apple chips, gosh, tat is yucky for me...dun like the chip texture at all...stil the subway 'sandwich' is jz super tasty~

den when cming bac, i saw the ugly side of malaysian~as the next day is public hol, thr tons of msian goin bac their home, through kranji~the queue is ..wow!frm 1 end of the station to another, waiting for the bus~~den i saw them scrambling up the bus, pushing every1 away, jz to get onto the bus...ignoring the elderly, ignoring the weak, the mission is, getting up the bus at all cost....end up, me and my frend reach the station when no ppl around, and we missed 3 bus...terrible!!even the bus driver shake head at these ppl~shame...

nvm bout tat...i stil enjoy the walk, accompany by 1 of my gud frend...haha!is fun~

thr quite a lods of thng happening around here anyway, which most i dun really like it~doh is nt my concern to say, and thr thngs also been vry discouraging for me, thrashing on my faith and heart...i do nt wish it to happen, bt i jz couldnt help it~i hope it dun keep att me and crumble me, i knw i couldnt hold on much wif this thng keep attking, as my only def against it is praying to GOD for help~1 thng i could say, envy is a vry evil stuff to meddle wif, others hostile stance and remark toward u is also an att tat nt easy to bear wif
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cmig week will be facing my last 2 paper, hope it goes well =)

a memory~

因为你，今天我才会去到教会
因为你，今天我才会有那么稳固的信心
因为你，今天我才会服事神
因为你，今天我才会关心人（虽然还不是很会啦）
因为你，今天我才会有勇气在人面前讲话
因为你，才会有今天的我
要不是你对我的关心，栽培，鼓励，我相信我现在肯定是另外一个人了
虽然你不在了，我相信以后在天上，我们必定相遇~
谢谢你~在你的生日，也特别的想念你~

translation~
becox of you, i went to church non-stop till today;
becox of you, i haf unmovable faith on my belif;
becox of you, im able serve GOD whole-heartedly;
becox of you, i start to caring for others (doh still learning bout it);
becox of you, im able to stand up and speak in front of ppl;
becox of you, tat wad i am today~
if not of ur caring, teaching and motivation, im a total stranger frm wad i am now
even doh u r nt around us anymore, bt im sure, in the future, we will meet agian in heaven~
thank you!as 2day is ur birthday, miss you a lots!

成功的定义？

每个人的成功定义不同。。
我的成功定义不是赚很多钱；
不是有个可以很常出国工钱很高的工作；
不是有很高权位地位；
不是成为很出名的人；
更不是有个美丽的女朋友/老婆。。。

我的成功定义乃是能够好好的服事那独一真神；
能够好好的为神建立一个神喜悦的教会；
能够好好的奔跑那已经为我预备好的路！

你可以看我为没有志气，没有梦想，
但是我看这一切为虚空，看为捕风~

所以，不要一直将你们的成功定义加在我的身上！

the path

looking forward is the way,
lurking in the past wont help,
clinging on it only bring disaster...
everything in GOD's hand,
believing HIM that everything HE prepared,
is the best and the only way,
worrying on HIS prepared path is extra,
as everything HE directed us,
is nicely prepared and readied for us...
so go forth,
in the name of GOD,
for HIS glory,
as GOD is my only love~~
=)

发泄，闲人免进，内有咬人的pikachu！

今天要在这里发泄一下。。。不要管太多！也不要去猜！

我开始看不下拉!我本人本来就不太喜欢太张扬的人，那就算了，加上很多话的，也就算，话多做事却一大糊涂，我是完全不能接受了！到处拍马屁，让后什么事都做不来，又严重的没有时间观念，大难临头也不懂，又不服责任，更不懂礼貌礼仪，每次都需要别人善后，然后从来没有吸取教训，几年了没有变好，只有变本加厉。。。。话说DISC，我C的人本来就是不喜欢I的人做事方式，但是也不要让我那么反感吧！其他I的人，甚至可以吸引我，令我欣赏，但是你却让我只有一个感觉，越看越反感！观察了那么久，不但懒惰，很多事 你也不去做，好像一个公主，大小姐那样，别人忙着准备，打扫，清洗，我肯定你一定会跑掉，然后在别处有废话一大堆！不是我夸张，我观察了很多次，每次都是这种情况！

没有针对谁，自己对号入座我不管~

忍住自己不要正面冲突，所以在这里发泄~
发泄完毕，跑人！

rain in midnight

staring into the night,
wondering
how the star and moon
behind the misty cold curtain
that engulf the land,
while the trees enjoying
the symphony of the water;
and the birds lying low
in their warm nest;
im pondering into the darkness
searching for the place
where i belong,
once a while
a spark i saw
i thought it was the place
but disappointment followed,
i could only go on,
trying again in the shroud
under the mercy of cold and wet
but pressed on,
hoping to find the place
where i could rest
warmly and cosily
in the cold harsh night