MapleSEA is celebrating Halloween (i wonder which country in SEA celebrating this--SG??)
thr a lods of funny thngy and cute thngy around~~~
1st~~they gif u a shock by sending u lods of ghost to haunt u 1st...haha..they juz some nerfed boss mob~~not much scray~~


den~~thr a new map available..bt thr only few interesting..one of it is~~
I TURNED INTO A GHOST!!


den i met some flying book attking me~~swt..book that fly~~imaging ur textbook suddenly can fly around and attking u~~eee...eerieee


den surrounded by a bunch of stupid funny ghost~~


but the part i like most is~~PUMPKin CrAftIng!!JaCk-O-LAnTerN!!



hehe~~mapleSEA is always so cute!!~~~

suddenly thinkin about this~~
rainy or sunny is better??
recently weather changing like a flip flop..can be sunny now, rainy in the next minute~~raining make me feel so moody, juz like the sky in gloomy colour..maybe weather does affect one's mood...the cold wind blowing, bringing chill into the bone..which i extra dun like!!I hate cold weather!!!maybe im more suitable to living in a desert??no way..haha...i still prefer 4 season weather compare to an all time round sunny day~~even doh i nvr experience the 4 season be4~~looking fwd to feel in some day in the future~~

in the time of October~~i remember a lods of ppl will celebrate their bday soon..and also a long time ago 'good frend' will be celebrating hers in a few days time...remembering last time searching the whole town, squeezing my brain to find the best gift for her..oh well, it serve as a sweet memory now~~it will 4eva be 1 of my sweetest memory~~no regret on knwing her even doh we living far apart and nvr contact anymore~~i knw it been a bitter time after tat, bt i will still treat u as a gud frend, no doubting on tat~~juz wanna wish you early HapPy BdaY if you ever see this post~~

when i back frm church...i open the door(er..of cox every1 will do tat)..be4 i see anythng, strong and weird smell flew by...seconds ltr...i saw a mess, all my thngy on the floor, detergent everywhr..OH MY, wad happen??did a hurricane pass by my room???i stood thr for a while, dunno wad to do....
ltr, i check around, and look outside window..>>conclusion...MONKEYs!!!!
WTCRAB, MONKEY TERRORIZED MY ROOM!!!
they destroy everythng, steal everythng tat can be found on table, and even left a shyt on the floor!!!!
make me clean the floor till hand pain(i dun haf a mob to wash the floor)

estimated lost~~
4 clothe hanger
2 mouse
5 packet of instant noodle
1 large packet of biscuit
1 toblerone chocolate
1 cd holder
1 book holder
1 cd
few bday card
RM20++(belong to my cg)
half packet of detergent
+ 1 clothe to 'mob' the floor

>>mus thx ah grace for saving my lappy, cox of her i put my lappy on my bed where those stupid evil monkey nvr touch

MONKEYs!!Im SO GONNA KILL YOU, WHACK AND SMASH, AND SWING YOU LIKE U TERRORIZE MY ROOM!!!

is been 4 years i made tat decision..a decision which i cant fullfil till now..for these years, i 4gt tat i made such decision, such pledge..i lost the heart, the energy, the fire of desire to stay wif tat decision...time drifted me apart frm thr...looking back, looking now, my frends, my roommate whu made the decision is gona graduate this year..ready to harvest the field for GOD...bt me, still at here, struggling to find myself, finding my path, finding the light...

now i remember wad i said, i stand up tat nite, in front of the ppl, pledging...but, i failed...i failed every1 hope, failed my own hope...i dunno y i lost it, as if i fell into deep canyon, slipped into dark cavern...whr no1 can see, no1 can reach, no1 will understand the darkness tat i endure, the pain i suffer, the loneliness i experience...

yesterday suddenly i remember this, i feel ashame, deeply ashame...y i 4gt to protect my own heart frm bein walking astray??as this is the main lesson i should learn frm tat 3 months??how can i 4gt???

now, am i gud enuf for this?am i prepared?am i worth to walk this path???am i goin to fulfil this pledge??i dunno..as i walked astray, dropped into mud, filthy, ugly, despise by ppl, unable to find back the path tat i used to walk...struggling hard to find back, bt will i be accepted??or i lost the chance 4eva??will i be punished 4eva cox failing it??

now my heart wish to continue like the days be4, but i dunno am i worth for it, or im able to do it....


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in the mean time~~
pls stop giving me heart att!!
dun shock me wif such sudden news!!
OH NO!!!STOP be 2geTher wIf sm1 So suDden!!!
he In Love again!!HAHAHAHA!!!!
oh ya..thx ur snack frm the land of sun 1st!!even do9h i havnt taste it.hehe

this 2 days..
i haf a wierd feeling..
i dunno wads is tat..it juz come frm deep within my heart..a feeling tat i dun like..a feeling tat make me fustrated yet i knw i cant do tat..since there is no reason for me do tat...or for the reason i dunno yet...i cant show it, i cant voice it, i cant tell any1 y i feel like this since i dunno y also...it making me moody, making me to stay silence, making me to act in front of ppl as i dun wan thm worry or scared by me...bt still i dunno y, dunno hw to chase this feeling away, dunno wad to do........
worst of all..ppl having fun in this holiday~~~and i dunno y i cant do tat...everytime 2gether wif every1, i juz start to haf this feeling......
let me calm down and try to clear up this mess ^^


a gust of wind blew frm no way,
changing the cherish summer
into monstrous hurricane,
ravage everythng in its path,
blooming flowers, fruiting trees,
all gone in a blink,
yet,
frm the outer space,
everythng seem fine,
still a blue crystal planet,
wif white cloud as jewelery.

deep into my heart,
far into my feeling,
hurricane had formed,
startin to destroy wadever i had,
puling the mood to high and low,
a feeling tat i cant understand,
yet it continue to haunt me,
i cant show it,
i cant stop it,
only left with a smile,
to be the decoration of the aftermath.