convo!

finally, its convocation day!!!
it feel great when wear the convo robe...like ur in harry potter world?haha, it does haf the similarity....its a sign of achievement and proudness when u r eligible to wear it..when u walk into the 'great hall', u really feel the difference...

anway...should dedicate this to-my parent, my family, my frends who willing to come and attend it!thanks for the gift too!doh i dun think i would ever use some of it...bt tats nt the point, i appreciate every bit of it =)
oh ya, i feel that, out of 4 years, UTM student will sing UTM song two times..once during their orientation week, where they haf no choice bt forced to sing, 2nd would be the time during convocation ceremony, where they sing  whole-heartedly...

admit the happy moment, there sm disappointment deep in the heart, bt i guess i would keep this disappointment deep inside my heart...hehe, as the joyful moment are better to be remembered...

to all my frend who grad, HAPPY GRADUATION AND GUD LUCK FOR THE ROAD AHEAD! =)

以福音为耻？

对一个课题，我一直觉得很矛盾，很奇怪，也很不明白~

我被教导，不要以福音为耻。。这句话，是保罗说的，不过，真的能不能做到这样呢？？
不以福音为耻，只是关于传福音罢了呢？？还是包括我们基督徒的身份？？
很常我们基督徒做一件事时，就会想别人接受的了吗？？他们会不会觉得我们很奇怪？？我们会不会太极端？我们是不是要配合他们，不要那么‘基督徒’？他们接受的了我们赞美，敬拜我们的上帝吗？？一直讲耶稣他们能接受吗？？

如果那样的考虑，会不会是我们已经以福音为耻了呢？？？为什么身为基督徒的那么不敢现出基督徒平常在教堂里面做的事呢？？这是以福音为耻了吗？？我不懂。。

我记得，这世界是属于魔鬼撒旦的控制，那着表示这世界是与上帝，与耶稣基督为敌。。。那身为上帝儿女/子民的基督徒，也自然而然的与这世界为敌。。。既然这个敌对的关系存在，有可能我们怎样做，会被这世界所接受吗？不管我们怎样的考量这世界的‘接受度’，不管我们怎样配合，这敌对的关系始终还是敌对的关系，魔鬼不可能因为我们比较‘俗世’一点，就会接受我们基督徒在这世界上，不可能~因为这世界是永远不会接受我们基督徒的。。

但是，如果我们整天口里讲耶稣，讲上帝，给人看我们怎么敬拜，赞美，讲不属乎世界的东西，我们有担心与他们有代沟，那又会导致无法向他们传福音，保罗也说过，在怎样的群体中就作怎样的人，那这个底线又在哪里？？我不懂。。

我们基督徒在社会，在世界的底线是什么？要放胆传福音？要考量他们的接受程度？很矛盾啊！！zzZzZzZzzzz......

chorale camp

is been so long im touched by songs...its not easy for me to feel wanna cry when listening to some song...bt yet, it happen yesterday, during the concert in the chorale camp....

this chorale camp again is a blast...so much i had learn...not only the technic, but also the attitude when serving GOD...i learn to be humble, which is somethng vry important~wifout humble, thr nth else u can learn as u always overlook ur own weakness....

beside, rarely i see sm1 whu is so passionate and so particular wif music quality...i saw the frustration when the music is spoiled, even if is jz tiny weenee bit...i guess if we are having regular practice like in choir instead of during a camp, im sure we will gt scold like the end of the world...

anyway, this chorale camp really a great camp...i nvr regret when participating such camp, as i could learn a lods, instead of normal camp which only go for fun and enjoyment...thr only thng i really dislike about the camp, well, couldnt really blame the org as is not in their control, is the air-con!!ITS FREAKING COLD!!!other than tat, everythng is excellent...i hope next year i could join such camp agian...

the feeling of practicing hard, and finally perform it out, is really a joyful thng to do...some more we perform not for entertainment of ppl, bt is for GOD, this make the difference...i couldnt find anythng more joyful, more satisfying than serving GOD in music...and thr really a passion, that raising awareness, building up and helping my church in praise and worship as well as choir...even doh i knw im nt qualify to do so, bt i will always improve myself, so tat 1 day, i could do this...especially my church in sarawak, smtime when i see it, is really heartbreaking when music/praise and worship ministry is being treated like that by every1...

i duno if any1 could see the picture, that when every1, every christian is praising the GOD, worship HIM through music, through chorale, is really beautiful, like wad describe in bible, that in future, we would 4eva praising HIM and worship HIM....

music is the most beautiful way to express our praise and worship to our GOD...is always the most beautiful thng, that u could gif to our almighty GOD...i hope every1 could look seriously in this, as wheneva i see, i heard ppl doesnt really care bout thng like this, it really anger me, or i could say, really disappointed and sad wif it...every1 should gif their best to GOD, instead of do it for the sake of doing it, or jz out of pure enjoyment, or for popularity!

glory to GOD~

Elijah!

hehe...time to update update a bit...
been leaving this poor bloggy for quite some time edi =(

anyway...last week is the best week eva!y?becox of the two concert i attended...nt pop sing concert of cox!
the 1st is some sacred song concert...really nice and cool, doh a lods of the song i do nt understand as is in italian, i guess....
the 2nd, yet the best so far in my life, Elijah oratorio....is really really really awesome!!
also is the 1st time entered singapore esplanade...really cool and amazing place...is really a place which rich wif art and culture....thr random ppl performing thr, cool scenery and atmosphere, and nice food....
nvm bout those, the main point!the oratorio!!is really so cool til i cant describe wif word alone!!its like, like, watching a movie!!a movie bout life of Elijah....the scene and picture, it jz appear in ur mind while listen to them!

hard to belif eh?

anyway, apart frm tat, the bass solo-ist, is so handsome!haha!
now, i had listened Elijah, St. Paul both by mendelssohn, Creation by haydn...thr 1 more epic oratorio that i mz go when i haf the chance!messiah by handel!!i wonder when i wil haf the chance...*wait wait wait wait....*

事奉主？还是？？？

一个人不能事奉2个主，不是恶这个爱那个，就是重这个轻那个，你们不能事奉上帝又事奉玛门~

人为什么去事奉玛门?因为人的忧虑...耶稣讲了上面的话,就告诉人不要忧虑...为何忧虑？因为小信，对神的信心不够~所以才会去依靠那看得见,有保障的钱财~

人放不下钱财因为人对生活有许多的忧虑，这忧虑就是不相信神的大能~

圣经不是说，耶和华是我的牧者，我比不至缺乏吗？？还有，你是我的主，我的好处不在你以外吗？？

但是，人就是不相信上帝的预备，连基督徒也是一样，不相信上帝就是他们的产业，不相信上帝能解决他们的困境，不相信上帝在未来已经丰富的预备了．．．

这样，人就会靠自己，用全部的精力在投资，理财的事情上，也就是想尽办法赚更多钱，希望能累计更多财富。。。他们找投资专家，理财高手，找可靠的公司，寻找高薪的工作，完全只看那玛门，因为财富是平安的保障，稳定的依靠～

这就是事奉玛门，你说你有参与教会，尽心事奉～当需要牺牲，背起那沉重的十架时，就有诸多的借口，不愿为主付出更多～生活的喜怒哀乐也常常系与钱财上，做任何事，第一都考虑钱的，就是事奉玛门，就是重钱财轻上帝～

对许多人来说，信仰犹如菜市场，需要时去购买就可以了，更不会为其付上一切的代价。。。保罗将耶稣基督看为至宝，将万事看为粪土，尽一生之力为要得着基督～

当洪水以前的日子，人照常吃喝嫁娶，直到挪亚进入方舟的那日；不知不觉洪水来了，把他们全都冲去。人子降临也要这样~~

记得昨天慧娴突然打电话给我，邀我去ｉｖｃｃ听个讲座。。。原来是巴生杨牧师来，讲关于末世宣教的一些课题～要谢谢她～～牧师说到，有５个大爆炸～

第一，就是人口大爆炸，历史以来，没有一个时间比现在的人口增长还要快，而且能住的地方就差不多都有个人。。神赐给人类２大使命，第一就是繁殖众多，遍满这地，看来这个大使命差不多要完成了

第二，资讯大爆炸，从来没有那么多的知识流量。。。也通过这个，神给我们的第二大使命也快完成了，就是将福音传至地极，现在在世界哪个角落，都可以上到网，得到一些资讯，连深山野林也能，只要能够连接到太空的卫星就行了。。。你认为时间还没到吗？？福音还没传遍天下吗？？你要记得，并不是说所有人都信主才是传遍天下！！！

第三，.......不记得了＝．＝｜｜｜

第四，天灾大爆炸，这个每天都可以看到，地震，火山，台风，土崩，战争。。。。。

第五，地球大爆炸，也就是神再来，废去这地，再造一个新天新地～～～

牧师从但以理书来看末世预言，说道许多都已经应验，尤其是当以色列复国那一日起，许多圣经的预言，以前看不懂的，现在就能解了。。。

人们现在眼前都是钱，如何赚更多钱，要如何成功，如何得到名利地位钱财，却不知我们的时日不多，所处在末世时期了。。难道地上的财富那么重要吗？？地上的名利地位那么重要吗？？？可不知当那日来到时，这一切已经成为过去吗？？？你认为，神会说，你很多钱，我让你进天国吗？？你很有地位，你可以戴那荣耀冠冕吗？？断乎不是！！圣经说，这一切都是粪土～

你说，我是为生活而烦才努力赚钱，难道你就不相信神会为你预备吗？？圣经也说，你们这小信的人哪！野地里的草今天还在，明天就丢在炉里，上帝还给它这样的装饰，何况是你们呢！

基督徒们哪，警醒吧！！世上的人们哪，警醒吧！！因我们已经处在这末世时期了！！！