is end of october~~
a year is almost finish...
Christmas is near~~
hehe...
let the air filled wif christmas joy~~
let every1 knw this big day~~
the day of the humanity~~
Lets ALL SING TOGETHER!!!
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Joy to the world, the Lord is come!
Let earth receive her King;
Let every heart prepare Him room,
And Heaven and nature sing,
And Heaven and nature sing,
And Heaven, and Heaven, and nature sing.

Joy to the earth, the Savior reigns!
Let men their songs employ;
While fields and floods, rocks, hills and plains
Repeat the sounding joy,
Repeat the sounding joy,
Repeat, repeat, the sounding joy.

No more let sins and sorrows grow,
Nor thorns infest the ground;
He comes to make His blessings flow
Far as the curse is found,
Far as the curse is found,
Far as, far as, the curse is found.

He rules the world with truth and grace,
And makes the nations prove
The glories of His righteousness,
And wonders of His love,
And wonders of His love,
And wonders, wonders, of His love.
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did any1 of u knw where this popular christmas carol come frm??
The scripture-based words are by Isaac Watts. The music was adapted and arranged by Lowell Mason from an older melody which was then believed to have originated from Handel, not least because the theme of the refrain (And heaven and nature sing...) appears in the orchestra opening and accompaniment of the recitative Comfort Ye from Handel's Messiah, and the first four notes match the beginning of the choruses Lift up your heads and Glory to God from the same oratorio. However, Handel did not compose the entire tune.
>excerpt from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joy_To_The_World

swt...ppl tagg me on this quiz..bt well, im so free now so i will do it..haha...

ppl whu is so evil tagging me on this??>>sierra aka liting..belif me, she is the ultimate evil..haha*expecting a punch frm her...lol

Q1. How old do you wish you were?
>>im happy wif my age nw..haha..
Q2.When were you in when 9/11 happened?
>>on a plane to kch~~oh my, lucky is not my plane
Q3.What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
>>feel my kick u stupid machine, and pull off its electric supply, now ur a dead machine..haha
Q4.Do you consider yourself kind?
>>yea*shy shy
Q5.If you have a tattoo,Where would it be?
>>no thx, i dun wan to pollute my skin
Q6.If you want to be fluent in other language, What would it be?
>>spanish?korean?greek?
Q7.Do you know your neighbours well?
>>nah..
Q8.Where do you consider for a vacation?
>>Europe, swiss
Q9.Do you know your horoscope?
>>err, i dunno
Q10.Would you move for the person you love?
>>ya
Q11.Are you touchy feeling?
>>dun understand wads tat
Q12.Do you believe that opposites attract?
>>sure
Q13.Dream job?
>>no idea~~anythng will do
Q14.Favourite tv channels?
>>Discovery, national Geo
Q15.Favourite place to go during the weekends?
>>church
Q16.Showers or bath?
>>dun like cold water
Q17.Do you paint your nails?
>>no way...
Q18.Do you trust people easily?
>>nop
Q19.What are your phobias?
>>lonely?certain sound, worms
Q20.Do you want kids?
>>ya
Q21.Do you keep a handwritten journal?
>>nop, lazy
Q22.Where would you rather be now?
>>no whr...
Q23.Who makes you warm and fuzzy?
>>currently no1..haha
Q24.Heavy or light sleeper?
>>Heavy.
Q25.Are you paranoid?
>>nopeee
Q26.Are you impatient?
>>depend on whu and wad
Q27.Who can you relate to?
>>relate?dunno how to answer-.-
Q28.How do you feel about interracial couples?
>>depend~ok wif same religion, oppose strongly wif diff religion
Q29.Would you rather be out with your friends or stay at home?
>>out wif frends
Q29.Would you rather be out with your friends or stay at home ?-Home.I'm an introvert.
Q30.Whats your pick-up line?
>>uhh?
Q31.Whats your main ringtone on your cellphone?
>>showa town BGM frm maplestory!!haha>>no gangster dohh
Q32.What were you doing during midnight yesterday?
>>text-ing
Q33.What did your last text message say?
>>confidential..haha
Q34.Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
>>mine or technically uni's
Q35.What colour shirt are you wearing right now?
>>red
Q36.Most recent movies you watch?
>>any1 gif me movie to watch pls??
Q37.List three things which you carry with all the time?
>>hp, wallet, keys
Q38.Which bank do you deposit your money at?
>>RHB,CIMB,ISLAMIC...well, all 3 are out of fund..
Q39.How much cash do you have right now?
>>u wont wanna knw
Q40.Whats your favourite part of the chicken?
>>chicken phobia due 2 poor cooking skill of malay
Q41.Whats your favourite city/town?
>>currently Sg
Q42.You can't wait till?
>>choir?
Q43.What did you have for dinner last night?
>>burger?
Q44.How tall are you barefooted?
>>170
Q45.Do you own a gun?
>>nop...or u end up in jail
Q46.What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
>>plain water
Q47.Where do you think you will be in 10 years time?
>>hard to tell
Q48.Last thing you ate?
>>roti Sardine
Q49.What songs do you sing in the shower?
>>depend
Q50.When was the last time someone made you laugh?
>>1 hours ago
Q51.Worst injury you ever had?
>>no idea
Q52.Does someone have a crush on you?
>>nop
Q53.Whats your favourite candy?
>>can i choose chocolate?
Q54.Do you want to have your own car?
>>buy for me pls..
Q55.Choose eight UNLUCKY people to do this quiz:
err..err..
any1 see this juz do..yes is u, ur tagged...

hehe...been a few days didnt post smthng here..
kinda bz this few day...
yesterday is my bday~so happy when recieve so many msg frm all my frends..i dunno wad to say actually..
im juz too happy when every1 of you remember it~~hehe..
hw i celebrate this bday?well, im still bz this day as gt meeting d whole day..den in d nite, eatin rojak 2gether wif frends..haha..is juz tat enjoying when chattin and playin wif every1 thr...
beside, thx for the present tat all of u gave me..is juz sooo nice...even doh i dunno y this..bt i will definitely use it properly...hehe...im juz 2 happy till dunno hw to express myself~~well, im a shy person..haha

juz i dunno y..sm point in this day i feel emptiness within me...bah..dun care bout it..haha...i hope every1 of u also haf a joyful life everyday~~weee...

arrogant, humble~~
2 opposite characteristic, 2 different outcome, 2 different consequences..

2 be arrogant is easy and common among ppl, juz having a bit of skill or talent, den u can becm arrogant by boastin it, showing it, abusing it...
2 be humble is hard, u need to hide ur achievement, conceal it, or even work silently behind the scene..

see-ing ppl around, noticing that arrogant really taking a big toll on their life...it make thm cannot see wad is the real purpose, it make thm go astray frm wad GOD wan thm to, it make thm becm the thorns and rocks tat will make others fall...it even able to destroy GOD miracle and gracious work...

there is a lesson i need to learn..
nvr be arrogant, instead always be humble...
i dun want to be the ppl whu will bein blame of disturbing, destroying GOD plan and work..this is a sin which i cant bear...which is to heavy to bear...it will condemn one to the deepest part of the hell...

remember, be humble always, no matter wad i haf done or achieve, is all GOD will for that to happen...always glory the GOD for wad HE have given to me...if i dun be humble, GOD will take it away frm me and give it to others wif a humble heart...remember!!

hehe...sitting behind the class and on9 now~~
no idea y i needed to come to this class while i haf nth to do~~
swt...some other ppl watching video, playing game during the class...haha...while i chatting and surf webby..
for those whu didnt bring lappy, they texting, talking, and sleeping!!wooo...
wad a class...haha..

anyway, this would be the last class i attending this semester..next week is study week, after that would be final exam...time flew so fast, juz a blink, is end of the semester again...well, be4 the semester end, thrs lods to do, lods to plan...
beside, this semester holiday i think gona be kinda bz also...cox is Chirstmas!!!
jingle bell~jingle bell~~~
err...no bell in msia btw...hehe

hehe...this week~~thrs a restaurant having big promotion~~is SUSHI KING~~
haha...all the sushi plate only cost rm2~~ya, tats right rm2 ONLY!!!hehe, in 4 days promotion, i when twice..once wif coursemate, another wif frends...
is seldom to haf such chance eatin the sushi all u like, cox usually is expensive...wad we do??grab all the rm6 plate and eat it...haha...u will feel satisfaction which u cant say it out...it juz...mmmmmmm!!!even some of it didnt taste tat nice, but u will still feel wanna eat it..cox is juz 2 cheap to resist it..haha
well, even doh is rm2 per plate..i still used around rm20 for each visit, cox i ate 8 plate in avg..the sushi is really nice, especially wif squid~~haha...make me hungry again sia...2 bad the promotion ended~~waiting for the next promotion(probably next yearT_T)

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bein elected as ppl in charge of choir~~dunno wad to say bt thx GOD for giving me the chance to serve HIM...even doh prefer to lead the song only, but since they choose me, i hope wif the strength from GOD, i can do it...
~~they trusted me to improve the discipline of the choir~~oh no~~mean im vry fierce??haha...anyway, still the same sentence, do the right thngy in right time~~so when practice time, i really cant havin joke around 2 much, i hope all of u will understand...dun blame me if i start lecturing like 2nite again<< cox is really disappointing when u all 4gt the way to sing the song after 1 week...really~~when listen few time, and i really feel wanna cry as i really dunno how to lead and teach again...is really heartache when last week u teach and come back this week, everythng gone to the beginning again~~nvm, no matter wad, wif the grace of GOD, i will continue walk down this road of praise and worship~~by taking in charge of 2 important post in praise and worship, i knw is smthng serious, is time to revive and teach every1 about the important of praise and worship, is time to improve the quality and meaning of praise and worship in this church~~yea, i hope i can do it~~

btw...recently im self obsess wif this pic..haha..i juz love bow and arrow so much~~

time is goin so fast~~is mid-October again~~1 of the bz-est month of all~~y??most of the exam fall at here, and also most of the bday fall in this month also(including mine*wink wink*)haha...4gt bout those...
2day is the day to register the subject to be taken next semester...whhooaaa, what? register subjects again?i tot i did tat juz yesterday??
hey hey, wake up, the last time u did it is not yesterday, is last semester!!awww, time fly so fast...this semester is gonna end soon~in 1 month time!!thinkin back..last semester, dunno wad im bz wif...frankly, i feel i edi waste 2 years doin nth in this uni life...
this semester??am i still wastin??i think i did not..this semester, begin to be more active in church..ya, much more active compare to last few semester...half of the week 2gether wif churchmate...most of the time not inside my room...hah??so bz?wad about ur study??
uhh...this is wad i wan to write in this post...

ppl might think tat>>hey, why u so active in church?so waste of time..
see the time u go to church i can do so much study in my room/library/wadeva the place u can mention...
see, i complete this assignment while u go to church...
see, i go out to sing karaoke wif frends/shoppin at City Square...
see, i haf join this activity in uni and i met so many frend(maybe bf/gf)...
see, i haf such a nice nap in my room while u go to church and get urself tired...

uhhh....ya, goin and join church activity might be tiring, especially when u involve in all sort of post...ya, i will less time study, doing assignment, gather wif coursemate, meetin new frends<but, wat the point??wad does all this activity truly mean??better grades for higher income in the future??for me>>is juz a pile of rubbish...wad the use if u haf lods of money but u lose ur eternal life??

this semester, i found joy when joining church activity, i found happiness among the frend, i found the meaning to life on at thr...did my grade gt affected??>>i can tell u NO..is better than last semester which i didnt go to church so much..ya..much better...praise GOD for giving me wisdom and knowledge on academic while i can joyfully serve HIM in church...thinkin back, i knw i haf to continue serve my GOD more and more...HE has given me the chance again to prove tat im worthy to serve HIM..i hope that i really can do this perfectly to glorify HIM and bring blessing to the ppl around...

sometime when i ask sm1 to participate certain activity in church ppl will answer, 'dun wan la, next week gt exam i havnt study yet, i gt a lods of assignment to do'..when u saying this, does it mean study/exam is more important than your GOD?the GOD of knowledge and wisdom??does it mean that ur time is so short tat u cant even spare few hours in a week juz for HIM??does your life is under control of exam and assignment rather than ur own faith??where is ur priority??GOD?academic?sleep?frends?i wonder....

ok~~this week, err, i mean last week, been waiting for friday and saturday~~
wad so special bout this 2 days??

FriDay~~
this day is the day which i waited most for the whole week, why??
cox gt choir~~~i juz love the time for choir~~not becox im teaching, but to learn a song, and prepare it...is juz so wonderful tat i cant explain~~the love of music~~i wonder any1 would understand this or nt...the joyfulness cant be express by mere word~~

SatUrday~~
this day, gt a orchestra << presented by Johor Chorale Music Society and Singapore Bible College Singers~~they presenting an art by Felix Mendelssohn--Saint Paul~~this art is so beautiful tat im so wish it culd last longer~~wad i like the most is still the music accompany..especially the violinist solo..i juz cant stop admiring it~~~
hehe....

btw..bein chosen for the pnw group leader...at 1st i feel is a simple post..bt after i knw wad the theme for coming sem...i knw it would be vry challenging~~i hope GOD will gif me the wisdom to plan and let the music becm a tools to glorify HIS name~~

MapleSEA is celebrating Halloween (i wonder which country in SEA celebrating this--SG??)
thr a lods of funny thngy and cute thngy around~~~
1st~~they gif u a shock by sending u lods of ghost to haunt u 1st...haha..they juz some nerfed boss mob~~not much scray~~


den~~thr a new map available..bt thr only few interesting..one of it is~~
I TURNED INTO A GHOST!!


den i met some flying book attking me~~swt..book that fly~~imaging ur textbook suddenly can fly around and attking u~~eee...eerieee


den surrounded by a bunch of stupid funny ghost~~


but the part i like most is~~PUMPKin CrAftIng!!JaCk-O-LAnTerN!!



hehe~~mapleSEA is always so cute!!~~~

suddenly thinkin about this~~
rainy or sunny is better??
recently weather changing like a flip flop..can be sunny now, rainy in the next minute~~raining make me feel so moody, juz like the sky in gloomy colour..maybe weather does affect one's mood...the cold wind blowing, bringing chill into the bone..which i extra dun like!!I hate cold weather!!!maybe im more suitable to living in a desert??no way..haha...i still prefer 4 season weather compare to an all time round sunny day~~even doh i nvr experience the 4 season be4~~looking fwd to feel in some day in the future~~

in the time of October~~i remember a lods of ppl will celebrate their bday soon..and also a long time ago 'good frend' will be celebrating hers in a few days time...remembering last time searching the whole town, squeezing my brain to find the best gift for her..oh well, it serve as a sweet memory now~~it will 4eva be 1 of my sweetest memory~~no regret on knwing her even doh we living far apart and nvr contact anymore~~i knw it been a bitter time after tat, bt i will still treat u as a gud frend, no doubting on tat~~juz wanna wish you early HapPy BdaY if you ever see this post~~

when i back frm church...i open the door(er..of cox every1 will do tat)..be4 i see anythng, strong and weird smell flew by...seconds ltr...i saw a mess, all my thngy on the floor, detergent everywhr..OH MY, wad happen??did a hurricane pass by my room???i stood thr for a while, dunno wad to do....
ltr, i check around, and look outside window..>>conclusion...MONKEYs!!!!
WTCRAB, MONKEY TERRORIZED MY ROOM!!!
they destroy everythng, steal everythng tat can be found on table, and even left a shyt on the floor!!!!
make me clean the floor till hand pain(i dun haf a mob to wash the floor)

estimated lost~~
4 clothe hanger
2 mouse
5 packet of instant noodle
1 large packet of biscuit
1 toblerone chocolate
1 cd holder
1 book holder
1 cd
few bday card
RM20++(belong to my cg)
half packet of detergent
+ 1 clothe to 'mob' the floor

>>mus thx ah grace for saving my lappy, cox of her i put my lappy on my bed where those stupid evil monkey nvr touch

MONKEYs!!Im SO GONNA KILL YOU, WHACK AND SMASH, AND SWING YOU LIKE U TERRORIZE MY ROOM!!!

is been 4 years i made tat decision..a decision which i cant fullfil till now..for these years, i 4gt tat i made such decision, such pledge..i lost the heart, the energy, the fire of desire to stay wif tat decision...time drifted me apart frm thr...looking back, looking now, my frends, my roommate whu made the decision is gona graduate this year..ready to harvest the field for GOD...bt me, still at here, struggling to find myself, finding my path, finding the light...

now i remember wad i said, i stand up tat nite, in front of the ppl, pledging...but, i failed...i failed every1 hope, failed my own hope...i dunno y i lost it, as if i fell into deep canyon, slipped into dark cavern...whr no1 can see, no1 can reach, no1 will understand the darkness tat i endure, the pain i suffer, the loneliness i experience...

yesterday suddenly i remember this, i feel ashame, deeply ashame...y i 4gt to protect my own heart frm bein walking astray??as this is the main lesson i should learn frm tat 3 months??how can i 4gt???

now, am i gud enuf for this?am i prepared?am i worth to walk this path???am i goin to fulfil this pledge??i dunno..as i walked astray, dropped into mud, filthy, ugly, despise by ppl, unable to find back the path tat i used to walk...struggling hard to find back, bt will i be accepted??or i lost the chance 4eva??will i be punished 4eva cox failing it??

now my heart wish to continue like the days be4, but i dunno am i worth for it, or im able to do it....


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in the mean time~~
pls stop giving me heart att!!
dun shock me wif such sudden news!!
OH NO!!!STOP be 2geTher wIf sm1 So suDden!!!
he In Love again!!HAHAHAHA!!!!
oh ya..thx ur snack frm the land of sun 1st!!even do9h i havnt taste it.hehe

this 2 days..
i haf a wierd feeling..
i dunno wads is tat..it juz come frm deep within my heart..a feeling tat i dun like..a feeling tat make me fustrated yet i knw i cant do tat..since there is no reason for me do tat...or for the reason i dunno yet...i cant show it, i cant voice it, i cant tell any1 y i feel like this since i dunno y also...it making me moody, making me to stay silence, making me to act in front of ppl as i dun wan thm worry or scared by me...bt still i dunno y, dunno hw to chase this feeling away, dunno wad to do........
worst of all..ppl having fun in this holiday~~~and i dunno y i cant do tat...everytime 2gether wif every1, i juz start to haf this feeling......
let me calm down and try to clear up this mess ^^


a gust of wind blew frm no way,
changing the cherish summer
into monstrous hurricane,
ravage everythng in its path,
blooming flowers, fruiting trees,
all gone in a blink,
yet,
frm the outer space,
everythng seem fine,
still a blue crystal planet,
wif white cloud as jewelery.

deep into my heart,
far into my feeling,
hurricane had formed,
startin to destroy wadever i had,
puling the mood to high and low,
a feeling tat i cant understand,
yet it continue to haunt me,
i cant show it,
i cant stop it,
only left with a smile,
to be the decoration of the aftermath.