found this song while watchin some maple video at youtube~~
and fall in love with it~~~
The Great Escape by Boys Likes Girls~~
is really nice~~if only i haf a great escape from the current exam....


Title :The Great Escape
Artist :Boys Like Girls

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

3 consecutive exam had past~~
left 2 more..hehe..
actually quite happy wif wad i did in my exam~~
at least much better and more confident than last 2 sem..hehe
hope it come out to be fine norh...

bt 2day smthng bad happen~~
i broke my tooth into half...zzzzz
hw can a bone appear inside a chicken chop?!
wifout taking care of the bone, i chew..den..end up breakin my tooth into 2...the broke off part end up becm part of my dinner...duhhh...
y such stupid thngy can happen!!!
arggghhh!

exam ~~~
officially start 2molo..err, 2day since past 12am edi~~
exam on sunday~zzz
y muz on sunday???not respectin Christian at all -.-|||
this is the day tat GOD had made!!a day meant for rest~~
bt yet....
i wonder if havin exam on friday noon, wad wil they react???mayb sue the exam organizer??is so unfair even doh they talking bout unity and equalization...DOUBLE STANDARD!!!

很多事
不是我想要的
但是
还是发生了
它
永远不是我
能掌握的
唯一
让我继续走下去的
只有这相信

生活就是那么无奈

smtime ppl are juz weird...
met sm1 tat is soooo childish tat seem like he still in sec sch!!
dunno la..protective over his gf??
bother ppl gf is the last thngy i will eva do..smore is a gal tat i dun like..gif me cash i also not interested...hey, dun worry..i wont touch ur gf!!!!

really..lame la this kind of ppl....cant stand it...

beside, the last thngy u can do is also shoot GOD's servant..i cant stand watchin ppl comment false and wrong thngy bout my pastor/rev...even doh long long time be4 i did tat, bt nw i knw this is vry wrong...no matter wad, they are handpicked by GOD to do HIS work...right or wrong, i cant comment..even king David didnt kill King Saul, we as GOD ppl, we haf no right to att GOD's servant...this is so wrong!!!

far over the horizon~
deep into the darkness of the night~
the moon is climbing up slowly~
glowing faintly~
casting a silver lining over the restless ocean~

sitting on a sandy beach~
staring into the ocean~
where my mind left only with pounding sound of waves~
splashing onto the beach~
filling the air with salty diamond~
sparkling under the shining moon~

i heard the wave~
giving me warning~
telling me that i wont make it~
where the future is determined~
which i will never reach~
the moon that i admired so much~

over and over~
louder and louder~
the wave whisper~
but my heart is determined~
changing the warning~
into my strength~
wander the darkness of ocean~
i find my way~
to the silver moon that i love~

even though the darkness might elude me~
even though the ocean might consume me~
even though the moon will disappear~
but i will try my best~
seeking what i have been looking for~
till the very last breathe of mine~

hehe..went to Kuantan yeterday and back 2day~~
is tiring-super extra long journey-around 6 hours drive!!!!
bt den, vry happy cox every1 is enjoying d trip~~
watchin every1 enjoying and haf fun~~is a joy and happiness to me~~they are my choir member after all...workin hard to satisfy my requirement and standard..working hard to gif their best to GOD through their voice~~they deserve a nice outing..hehe
anyway..i hope tat they will continue and do their best to serve GOD through their voice and choir~~is my wish tat they will becm the best choir eva around here, cox they are the best!!!!

ps:kuantan is kinda fun...2 bad cant meet up manja juju at thr..hahaha, next time bahh..hehe

wanna add smthng--->why malaysia gt all kind of weird weird name for places???i saw 2 vry funny name-->sungai miang and kampung gajah mati...swt, wonder whu gif such name...

the symbol of cross->a glorified cross~~~

at last is done!!
it turn out to be fine~~the Easter Sunday~~
hehe...so happy tat every1 work hard on it and is a successful Sunday Service~~
hope tat every1 appreciate and experience through this special Sunday~~~
anyway, may all glory unto GOD which has risen frm death and conquered sin!!!!!
may GOD bless every1 that work hard on it and continue to serve HIM more than eva!!!

dun wan 2 write much~~
vry vry vry tired..really..
i cant take it much more~~~
i hope i can stand it till Sunday~~~
wish sm1 to understand this~~~

i cant stop worry-ing...
uhh...2day gt a choir practice, bt im stuck inside utm, waitin for presentation class...zzzz
i hope everythng turn fine when im not around..
i hope every1 will practice and learn hard for GOD..
i hope i can be there 2 T_T

found a very spectacular view around uni again~~
this time is also tree~~
tree that crowned with yellow flower...
waving gracefully along with the motion of winds..
like an elegant prince inspecting his country~~~

the tree grow high, high high up to the sky~~
covered with bright green coloured leaves~~
crowned with bright yellow coloured flower~~
from the top to the toe~~
like a royal family~~~~
standing firm, protecting its soil~~

u can see this around KTHO or the high way along the backdoor of UTM..hehe

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who am i in ur eyes?
wonder....
important?or juz sm stranger?or juz sm passer-by??
hmm....
smtime dunno whu to trust, smtime dunno whu is ur true frend..
apparently when ppl jk and laugh seem they are close and gud frend, bt the truth is gud frend require more than tat...
smtime when u needed ppl will call or ask u to come, after tat, they nvr care...this is no gud frend...
i wonder hw many ppl truly care......
feel so lonely.....

twitching english~~
haha, for ppl around me, mostly of ue might be wondering y my engliSh haF soo muCh spelLing misTake..well, ie did it purposely~~hah, beAr wiF my eNgliSh as ie lIke iT thids weay...TwItchinG d spElLing iS kiNda fUn foR me, By chAnginG its lEtTer wif Smthng else
ThR anOther stYle For mY EnglIsH, whiCh i LikE To aDd a LeTter 'y' beHind A Word~~and AlSo i Haf LodS oF rAndoM cApiTal LeTtEr likE The WaY iE WriTing dis Now..
Thr a Lods oF shortform im using all d TimE~jZ Ask mE whEn u DUn uNderStAnd d wordy~~
*miXeD 2 Much WiF tEen tAt uSe shOrtForm aLl thE time, i lEarN moSt of The SHortfoRm and Twitchin FrM tHm, MosTly FrM mAplEsTory..hah*
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For tHose Knw me frM mAplE, bear Wif thIs as Most Ppl At my AgE duN uSe those TwitchiN and ShoRtfoRm likE uee DO~~
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this is soo random~~juz sUddEnly wAnnA wRite WholE buNch oF thNgy wIf RanDom CaPs anD TwItch~~

calling myself pikachu bt not acting like pikachu is so wrong rite??
so decided to learn the attitude of pikachu~~
haha..wads tat??
pikachu only follow his master, do wadeva his master ask, and ready to sacrifice for his master...pikachu dun care wadeva other look at him, wadeva other talk bout him, whether other accept him or nt..cox pikachu whole life is bound to his master...
so..i muz learn it~~~only live for my master, ALMIGHTY GOD~~

for a while i feel im d most happy and joyful ppl...
next second i feel im d most sad and emo ppl...
ahhh...
been through the most joyful time this sem for the whole 3 year...
currently feel the most sad time this sem for the whole 3 year...

mayb this is life...yea, mayb this is wad i haf to go through...
nvm...i walk on...and disappear into the darkness of sorrow...

->looking at the picture of cats, feelin they are the most happy creature in the world...

emo?negative thnkin?...i dunno..bt is juz i dun like it...
bah..i may juz disappear and gone 4eva...leavin everythng behind and not doin it anymore...seem like im not part of it, seem like im not in d pack, seem like im juz an outsider, seem like im an alien...i knw im too sensitive bt i cant help thinkin of tat...let me disappear............let me find my own place of joy and peace, sm1 tat understand me, sm1 i can share wif, sm1 tat wont reject....

i knw is late and i should be sleeping now, considering been out frm 10am till 12.30am...well, thr smthng i muz write or im sure i cant sleep well...

is being bz and tired day recently...
really tired...really, really........
test, presentation, test, case study, more test, and EVEN MORE test....
let me count, 2 test 2 week before, 3 test last week, 2 more this week...1 presentation last week, 1 presentation this week, 1 presentation next week...1 case study due Tuesday...my gosh...juz looking at the list make me headache edi!!!
not to include, Good Friday, Easter Sunday, Final Year 'afternoon' gathering, 2 more choir practice before Easter Sunday...uhhhhh...
look like my planner is fully filled..hah..

even doh is fully filled, i dun haf much complain, since i knw thr always ppl tat even MORE fully filled planner than me..hehe..thr nth for me to complain if compare to others, whoever tat is..hehe....

but i knw at the tense like this, im easily burst out, either becm vry emo, or yelling at ppl...it happen few day ago, when i notice ppls didnt really take their responsibility on their job..well, mayb at their point of view, is a vry valid and gud reason, but really i didnt seen it like tat...is a crap and lame reason for me..yea, i did yell and scold, pointin directly at ppl...bt i really cant stand when ppl didnt really do their best, especially when serving GOD...no, the reason is not enuf to escape tat..no, no way!u may blame me, u may point me back, bt still, my stand stand firm as wad i say..assignment and next day exam is not enuf to be a reason to skip your choir practice..is a NO!tat my last word for it...

ok..time to sleep...
i miss you so much...

EpiC joke~~

cant StoP lAughing at this...wonder if really a student do tat wad will happen to the teacher.......

hot hot hot~~
expecting to rain later in the evening..hehe...so is a nice weather to sleep...lol
as usual being bz this few day, thr 2 many exam cramp 2gether..sighh...
2molo gt another 1, instrument....non stop exam...uhhh!!!!
anyway, next week is Good Friday and Easter Sunday...looking forward to it yet vry worried...dunno everythng planned can be carry out or will be in disaster..hope everythng turn out to be ok....
for the time being, enjoy sleeping..haha...no1 wanna miss out this ideal sleeping time rite??heh...

oh ya..add-in
HapPy BirThDaY tO ciNdy~~haha..even doh ie knw u dun surf till this page, bt still, i wish u a vry joyful and blessful BiRtHdaY..heh...
-->seem like ApRil is a birthday month too..