found out tat thrs no ppl around here understand wad im thinkin...they always laugh this and tat for no meaning, askin me to do this and tat, bt they nvr ask hw u feel and wad ur feeling is...which makin even more emo and bad mood...wad i really wan is nt a bowl of soup, or some kind of vry 'greeting' type of question..wad i need is jz sm1 tat willin to understand and listen to my feeling, tats all, a listener, a listener whu listen and try to understand u, not sm1 whu listen and gif all sort of comment and critics or wadeva u name it...it jz plain annoying when ur in bad mood tryin to share out and receive all sort of critics, comment and suggestion...bt sadly, thr none, ppl dun realy care bout tat..mayb nt many ppl knw hw to becm a listener i guess...

is hard to find sm1 whu u can trust to do tat either...ask if trustin wrong ppl, like i haf done be4, will end up in more trouble as they would spread and spread instead of keepin to thrself...a vry sad and unfortunate truth i would say...

anyway...is sunday and it is time for me to go to bed...tata~