today is quite a meaningful day, for me....
i realize, when i decided to stop my pace for a while, and look around...i found out that, hw cm i would stuck in the whirlpool of immatureness?
hw cm edi 20+ years old ppl, would fight around like kids of 5 years old??or compete for who is the better like 10 years old???forming gang like 15 years old???gosh...i need to think like 20+ years old ppl (wif a childish heart and cuteness of cox, =P)...
is jz like the scene in lifegame...for whole life, i bz wif studying, earning to make end meets, bt when everythng is finish, every effort and work, becm nothingness, burned jz like tat...for the whole life, wad i do would be meaningless...
so decided to stay above the conflict, nt caught in the conflict...of cox it doesnt mean to be ignorance till the house is on fire and im still sleeping soundly on the bed...
2nd thng had learned is, thanks GOD for struck me again be4 i lost the direction...again, suddenly i realize, hw could i go astray so far frm the road??it jz didnt come to my mind that it would be so easy to be attked by satan, and yes, is a spiritual warfare, when we decided to serve GOD wholeheartedly...so close, that im edi lost and forfeit the fire in the heart; so close, that i lost the clear direction who am i serving; so close.....
thank GOD for hitting me, be4 i put out the step which will fall into the canyon of darkness...
and once again, i goin to serve HIM wif burning heart, forsake all the meaningless squabble, and united wif 1 heart (not the 1malaysia stuff) in JESUS....
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