Wednesday, December 31, 2008

hehe..last day of the year..i saw many ppl bloggin wif this title..
so this is a special day for every1..haha..
2day attending archery class for the 1st time..woo..archery, well, 1st day of cox nth much, juz some rules and regulations..and preparing some material for next week..
wad material?-->making my own mini bow..waa...haha...cant wait for it..bt whr to find those material is kinda headache...

2nite is the last nite for year 2008...wad to do this nite?countdown?haha..surely will...hope it wont be boring..hehe...waiting for it...

p/s:why so many lecturer is not around???juz 1st week, edi 2 classed bein canceled because lecturer skip class..ROFL

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

again is been a while..hehe
2day i back to UTM again..changed kolej, changed room..and now i haf a roomate..how d room?uh...terrible!when i 1st open d door, is like i walked into a dog pen..argh...so i leave d room for him to clean it up..after back at nite..yea, at least is cleaner...i hope it will stay like this..haha

in juz few hour, is 31st of december again...wow, end of year!looking back, wad had i done?well, i dunno..time fly so fast...i thing tat still hovering in my mind, which i wan to write about bt nvr wrote..

we, human are so small, we will nvr knw wad would happen to us next...yet, i see ppl chasing their dream, try to study so tat can earn lods of money next time, achieving power and status...does all this meaning full?1 accident, 1 sickness might take away ur life any minutes..so wad are we here in this world?as i look through, i knw, i muz use my life to serve d GOD, or else i will be regret...

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

hehe...
update again~
2day went to make a new spectacle~~simply choose 1 frame..haha, bt i feel is not bad~~hmm, hope it will look nice on me^^
went to f&N factory for a while also to pass the letter for applying industrial training for the next semester~~i hope they will accept it!!but another thngy is i dunno wad to do during tat practical period..ahh..nvm, only think bout it when the time come bah..now only need to find ppl accept me to do practical at their company~~

at nite, a lods of ppl on maple again, gt juju and aki and jamjam, haha, so miss thm~so long nvr see thm around~~well, kena spam for bein sissy by thm again...and i walk away..and they tot me angry..haha...funny~~well, i didnt angry la..juz need to go do sg boss quest...hehe...they thinkin too much~~lalala...for wad a cute charming adorable little yellow mouse wanna angry ppl hor??hehehe..AND AND!!I DIDNT ACT!!!BOO!!!

haiz..deep in my heart..i dun wish to go back lundu again, tell the truth, tat place is not suitable for me, i dun haf the burden to serve thr...sorry for tat..so i will not go thr this week...even doh i knw ppl at thr need ppl to serve thm, but really, deep in my heart, i knw, this is not the place for me...no, thr other place for me to serve, surely not this place...no, is not!!if i bein force, i will not be happy doing it and it will bring shame to the name of GOD, so pls understand me...^^

ps:few more minutes is a new day again~~a big day!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING KIING!!!
may GOD bless you and pour HIS grace on you, may GOD gif you strength to serve HIM even more, love HIM more and able to glorify HIS name by everythng you do and act. i hope that you can becm the blessing for ppl around you and all your wishes come true!!!HAPPY BIRTDAY!!!
hehe..sorry for didnt update for quite sometime~~
thr a lods to write actually bt i dunno whr to start...
been in lundu for few day and i lost connection wif the world of internet...sobb, is vry hard for me to lost contact via internet~~as most of the thngy is on internet for me...
well, juz talk bout saturday orchestra concert bah..is a concert by sarawak symphony orchestra...hehe...such a rare chance for me to attend such concert, err, actually is my 1st to go for such concert...and is in sarawak smore!!
wads on the menu??the 1 attract me most is four season-summer by vivaldi~~hehe, been listening to the cd on this for so long and finally can listen it live!!by oh well, it disappointed me doh, cox the violin solo-ist make a lods of silly mistake, so it juz dissapointed me...bt for other, is juz vry nice..
1 tat i wish to add is, 3 kids, err teenage more accurately, come as the guest for the concert...whaaooo, they are so talented, juz 11-13 years old, but their skill playing piano is awesome!!they can play as gud as maksim, maybe better!!!they frm singapore, im sure they make thier country proud tat night!!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

feel extremely sick...zz...
y muz sick at the time like this??
feel so cold all the time..headache...sobbb....sick sick pls go away...!!!!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

3rd DAY of the CAMP

hehe, 2day is quite a gud day, for the 1st time in the camp, i can put myself into the pnw and enjoy it..hehe..cansay 2day is the best day in the camp bah..even the talk also let me learn a lods..especially the talk in the nite, again let me learn a lods of thngy...now i knw calling of GOD is not only limited to the type like Samuel or Isaiah experienced, but GOD work in rather creative way, the speaker told us, GOD calling can be in the form of havin burden on certain ministry, can be enjoying serving GOD, can be elder opinion on you, or ven long lasting 'gan dong' in your heart...hehe

dunno wad to write anymore today lar..juz today would be the best day in the CAMP and i like it a lods...hehe....
2molo will be goin back johor and prepare to fly back sarawak~~woo...at last, can go back soon e..hehe..

hungry..off to eat supper again..hehe....

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

the 2nd day of the day in the camp~
hw the day?hehe...also the same like yesterday lo, okok only~

starting the day with group bible study...wif the group leader leading,the group discussion run smoothly..bt the bad thngy about it is we dun haf enuf time for this discussion, so we juz go through the material wifout detail discussion, and left for ourself to read and understand it...ltr i gona go through it again cox i feel tat material is quite inspiring and can learn a lods..

hw 2days other event?well, like yesterday, is kinda disappointing..the LCD till having problem from time to time, the sound system also not tat nice, and the pnw team is...uh,they juz cant bring up the atmosphere...i juz feel tat they didnt prepare it nicely and didnt really knw hw to lead the song..

then the game in the afternoon...only 1 word>>sweat~~~
those game are so....uhh...they make the game becm a joke which i cant learn anythng from it...really disappointed with tat also...it doesnt really help much and is not fun at all, to be honest...

in the nite, the talk is quite good as a lods can be learned..and 1 of the missionary talk bout spreading gospel in Africa, Sahara desert to Muslim community...impressed with his vision and passion toward the ppl thr...is not easy to be a missionary at such harsh place...

for the whole day, the only time i can really learn smthng is in the nite time during the talk lo..other time i feel kinda didnt help me much...haiz, another quite disappointed day in this camp as is not up to the expectation of mine..well, nvm, 2molo will be a better day..hehe...2molo will be goin to water world and play..hehe..

well, END OF DAY 2
oh ya...4gt to add bout wad happen on sunday when i went to singapore~~
on tat day, bring my frend go to city harvest church attending thier service..well, is the 1st time i go thr and luckily we didnt get lost..haha..info frm internet really vry useful...we depart on 7am, and only reach singapore expo hall at bout 10.10am, juz 10 minute late frm the service...is a long journey to thr,using bus and mrt, wif lods of interchange on the way...1st time using more than 3 hours travelling to go for a sunday service, haha...

so hw bout the service??ok, this is kinda...errr....tell the truth, i cant really accept thier way and style...for me, is more like a concert, wif lods of music and screaming...but i cant denied that it does attract lods of ppl, which i think would haf more than 20000++ ppl at tat time...thier LCD is showing live image from the stage and the congregation, wif song subtitle directly from below...beside that, they haf top quality lightning system and best audio system...and they haf about a full ensemble of musical instrument of an ochestra,is juz like a concert on the show!!!even the pnw ppl is also really like pop singer on the stage...tat y a lods of youth and teen around thr...

1 thng i felt vry strange is whatever the ppl speak on the stage, they juz like to scream and shout, and stand and clap~~~is like..uhh, what for??me and my frend sitting thr most of the time when they stand up, im sure ppl at thr will look at us differently as we didnt act like thm...and they also pray in tongue, ok, tats vry new to me..i cant understand what they pray, but i knw they pray vry loud and clear...is kinda scary to me cox everybody is doin that!!is not becox i nvr hear ppl speak in tongue be4, but the magnitude at tat time juz literally scared me...in between the service, thr sort of commercial break, haha, wif ppl promoting smthng using LCD slide, is not juz ordinary slide, but is like tv commentator or news on the tv, wow, tat is amazing...of cox, they promoting and annoucing news of thier church, nth bout commercial gain thr...

we left be4 the service end as it is too long..den we left for lunch at expo hall, haha, no matter at whr, singapore food is juz soooo tasty~~den we go to orchard road for a walk...guess wad, orchard road is edi in Christmas mood!!a lods of Christmas deco is up, wif lods of other still under construction~~haha...they really celebrate Christmas in a biggggg scale...compare to msia, is juz soooo diff!!!
hehe...becox my frend felt tired, so we depart for johor around 4pm~~hehe...
The last day in UTM, say bb to the room that I stay for about 5 months~~throw away lods of stuff, but I dunno why all this stuff will accumulate in my room!!maybe next sem I shouldn’t collect so many rubbish in my room..haha...

Now at Melaka AFarmosa attending a camp~well, this camp is okok la, lods of ppl, from all over the country and also oversea...met lods of friends which I didn’t expect to meet thm here..hehe, some of thm I didn’t meet thm for 4-5 years edi lor...kinda happy but 2 bad I dun haf a chance to talk wif thm yet..hehe...

Well, nth is perfect, thr still flaw and smthng juz nt reach the standard tat I expected, maybe I juz went to city harvest church and I did some comparison wif thm, of cox is kinda unfair to the camp committee but, oh well, is juz my own opinion, nth much vry serious...1 of the big problem they face would be ppl sitting way behind the stage will be vry hard to see wad is happening in the front..for the whole nite 2day, I only can listen to wad they say but cant see wad happening in the front, even till now I still cant see whu is the speaker...but is juz some minor discomfort, cox the more important thng would be wad they say and wad I can understand bout the msg they wan to preach~~

About my group in this camp~~arghh, is the most disappointed thng in this camp, why? Becox most of the group member is only 10-13years old, I doubt that they can participate effectively in the group discussion..oh well, cant comment much yet, becox the group juz meet and knw each other only, is still to early I make a conclusion about it, is juz my 1st impression... I hope tat wad I see will be wrong and I can really learn smthng frm the group, from the camp and frm the msg that speaker preach~~~

END OF DAY 1, PREPARE FOR DAY 2~~

Saturday, November 22, 2008

ChRistMas ChrisTmas~~
can you feel the season in the air??
i guess not~~
do you still remember wad christmas is really about??
decoration?present?holiday?shopping spree??uhhh~~~
the time, the trend, the social slowly forgotten wad is the true meaning of Christmas..
even when ppl sing chrIstmas Carol also dunno, or nvr care bout wad is bein sung~~
such a sad scene~~~~~~~

but nvm, stay strong in GOD...as he will do great thngs....no matter wad happen, continue to haf faith in Him and trust Him to the end~~~as this is the day of our savior is born~~~~weeeeeee

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Seems I left the innocence
of Eden long ago
Tempted by my heart
going on my own
Beyond the garden
Somehow through the desert of
my wanderings alone
You have never let me go

I turn from You
and still You cover me
I fall so far - You find me in the deep
anywhere I am, anywhere I am
You sanctuary me

I have felt the separation
deep within my bones
Brought me to my knees
crying out for hope
Beyond the garden
Somehow through my tears
You heard the word I could not speak
You were there to rescue me

I turn from you - and still you cover me
I fall so far - you find me in the deep
i lose my way - You're reaching out to me
Anywhere I am

I turn from you - and still you cover me
I fall so far - you find me in the deep
i lose my way - You're reaching out to me
Anywhere I am
Anywhere I am
You sanctuary me

Song :Sanctuary
Artist :Chris Rodriguez

a song that i love long time ago~~now, is stil 1 of my favorite..
as the lyric write, anywhr i am, You will sanctuary me~~be my protector all the time~~wad a privilege..like a sheep that lost in the wilderness, shepherd will search everywhr and bring the sheep back, no matter what~~
thr smthng deep within my heart, where i cant speak it out, where no word could explain, but i knw, You will always thr, look through me, understand me, and lead me to the path that You provide~~i found my sanctuary within you~

Monday, November 17, 2008

end of semester, start of holiday~~
even doh is holiday~bt is kinda boring~i really haf no idea to do wad...is juz boring~~pure boredom~~slept whole day due to boredom and gloomy weather~~

haiz~~even doh exam is finish, but for the 1st time im worry bout my result after exam~this nvr happen be4, not in the past 16 years..wad happen??i dunno~~
ppl might think is juz engineering, is easy, well, not for me...i had to admit i had chosen a wrong course to study, physic is 1 of my weakest subject, and engineering=physic~~im interested in chemical, not physic~~haiz, well, thrs no turning back~~i had to get through all of it for another 1 and a half year, no matter wad happen~~u might say im vry poor, i done badly~~bt really, i tried my best~~is juz im not the ppl to do this~~no matter hw hard i try, i cant turn the equation around and solve things...is juz not my expertise~~

Saturday, November 15, 2008

exam finiSh~~my holiday oFficially started!!!
so..wad to do next??uhh..errmm..hmmm..I DUNNO~~~haha..
holiday is meant to be lazy~~arh..be4 really becm lazy, thr still a lods to do and finish~~~
bt 1 thngy is~~no more exam~no more stress~no more NITEMARE!!!!uhh...having nitemare everyday recently...=.= no idea why, maybe becox of exam...hope no nitemare anymore and sleep peacefully...hehehe...

Thursday, November 13, 2008

heee...
is coming to the end of the semester~~1 more paper then the final exam is finish~~~gahhh~~so happy yet so sad~~happy cox the semester holiday is around the corner~sad?cox 1 semester is finished so fast!!!
well, dunno wad to write recently so~~hehe..gif me some inspiration~~LOL!!^^

Monday, November 10, 2008

hehe...found an interesting fanfiction in the web yesterday, and i cant stop reading it~~
is a fanfiction of maplestory~~but the plot, is kinda interesting~~and the evil guy kinda resemble voldermort from harry potter..haha...pure coincidence doh as the fanfiction author didnt take any inspiration from harry potter, bt rather from other novel~~
is a story bout war between good and evil as normal, with occasional romantic scene and frendship~~and lods of fightin and duelling...
but smthng i standing in awe is the writing ability of the author..he can write such a novel in great detail and nicely connected plot is smthng i cant match of, maybe non of the country teenage can match of~~
well, any1 interested in it, here the link~~
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3289406/1/Revolt_of_the_Archers

ohya, dun expect u can finish it in 1 day~~is kinda long~~
and the story not yet end as the author still writing it~~in a slow pace of cox..haha..dun complain as he haf hmwork to do and exam to tend of~~still, the 26 chpater long could cost you more than weeks to finish it~~

Thursday, November 6, 2008

2day~listening to another vry classical pieces~
'Hallelujah' from Handel's Messiah~~
well, im sure a lods of ppl heard this popular song~~so wad is this song and where does it come from?
most ppl would thought tat is juz a song singing hallelujah~wad else?

well, this truth is, this song is part of the Handel's work, the Messiah~'Hallelujah' is juz a chorus of Handel's Messiah~Messiah is an oratorio by George Frideric Handel based on a libretto by Charles Jennens(An oratorio is a large musical composition including an orchestra, a choir, and soloists).
Handel compose this Messiah in the summer of 1741 and premiered in Dublin on the 13 April 1742, this is his most famous creation and most popular~

so wad about this 'Hallelujah'??
'Hallelujah' is the chorus concluding the 2nd of the 3 part in the oratorio. The text is drawn from three passages in the New Testament book of Revelation which is~
Revelation 19:6, Revelation 11:15, and Revelation 19:16.
Because this piece is so often heard separately from the rest of Messiah, it has become popularly known as "The Hallelujah Chorus", which, like "The Messiah", is not entirely correct usage. "(the) Hallelujah chorus" or "'Hallelujah' chorus from Messiah" is more appropriate.

i found a interesting practice about this song also~
In many parts of the world, it is the accepted practice for the audience to stand for this section of the performance. Tradition has it that King George II rose to his feet at this point. As the first notes of the triumphant Hallelujah Chorus rang out, the king rose. Royal protocol has always demanded that whenever the monarch stands, so does everyone in the monarch's presence. Thus, the entire audience stood too, initiating a tradition that has lasted more than two centuries. It is lost to history the exact reason why the King stood at that point, but the most popular explanations include:

* As was and is the custom, one stands in the presence of royalty as a sign of respect. The Hallelujah chorus clearly places Christ as the King of Kings. In standing, King George II accepts that he too is subject to Lord of Lords.
* He was so moved by the performance that he rose to his feet.
* He arrived late to the performance, and the crowd rose when he finally made an appearance.
* His gout acted up at that precise moment and he rose to relieve the discomfort.
* After an hour of musical performance, he needed to stretch his legs.

hehe~as usual, all this come from wikipedia

Monday, November 3, 2008

any1 tat knw me sure knw that classical music is my favourite music of all~~
2day been listening to classical music whole day again and come to my favourite 1, canon in D...
well, most of the ppl nowadays is quite familiar wif this piece of music, but do any1 knw whu and when this classic bein composed??2day lods of pop song modify this music to suit the taste of the young, but it distorted the true beauty of this music, duh, personally i dun like song which modify classical music..tat y i only like the original version of canon in D played using violin..
below is some description of this popular classical music from wikipedia

Pachelbel's Canon, also known as Canon in D major, or more formally Canon and Gigue in D major for three Violins and Basso Continuo (Kanon und Gigue in D-Dur für drei Violinen und Basso Continuo), is one of the most famous pieces of music by Johann Pachelbel. It was written in or around 1680, during the Baroque period, as a piece of chamber music for three violins and basso continuo, but has since been arranged for a wide variety of ensembles. The Canon was originally paired with a gigue in the same key, although neither this composition nor the original version of the Canon as Pachelbel wrote it are regularly performed or recorded today.

The piece is particularly well known for its chord progression, and is played at weddings and included on classical music compilation CDs, along with other famous Baroque pieces such as Air on the G String by J. S. Bach (BWV 1068). It became very popular in the late 1970s through a famous recording by the Jean-François Paillard chamber orchestra. A non-original viola pizzicato part is also commonly added (in a string orchestra or quartet setting) when a harpsichord or organ player is not used to improvise harmonies over the bass line.


u can listen this 3 violin played together and form a rich and satisfying music for ur ear..ahhh....is juz so wonderful~~u can always discover new thing in this music even if u hear it hundreds of times

Thursday, October 30, 2008

is end of october~~
a year is almost finish...
Christmas is near~~
hehe...
let the air filled wif christmas joy~~
let every1 knw this big day~~
the day of the humanity~~
Lets ALL SING TOGETHER!!!
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Joy to the world, the Lord is come!
Let earth receive her King;
Let every heart prepare Him room,
And Heaven and nature sing,
And Heaven and nature sing,
And Heaven, and Heaven, and nature sing.

Joy to the earth, the Savior reigns!
Let men their songs employ;
While fields and floods, rocks, hills and plains
Repeat the sounding joy,
Repeat the sounding joy,
Repeat, repeat, the sounding joy.

No more let sins and sorrows grow,
Nor thorns infest the ground;
He comes to make His blessings flow
Far as the curse is found,
Far as the curse is found,
Far as, far as, the curse is found.

He rules the world with truth and grace,
And makes the nations prove
The glories of His righteousness,
And wonders of His love,
And wonders of His love,
And wonders, wonders, of His love.
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did any1 of u knw where this popular christmas carol come frm??
The scripture-based words are by Isaac Watts. The music was adapted and arranged by Lowell Mason from an older melody which was then believed to have originated from Handel, not least because the theme of the refrain (And heaven and nature sing...) appears in the orchestra opening and accompaniment of the recitative Comfort Ye from Handel's Messiah, and the first four notes match the beginning of the choruses Lift up your heads and Glory to God from the same oratorio. However, Handel did not compose the entire tune.
>excerpt from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joy_To_The_World
swt...ppl tagg me on this quiz..bt well, im so free now so i will do it..haha...

ppl whu is so evil tagging me on this??>>sierra aka liting..belif me, she is the ultimate evil..haha*expecting a punch frm her...lol

Q1. How old do you wish you were?
>>im happy wif my age nw..haha..
Q2.When were you in when 9/11 happened?
>>on a plane to kch~~oh my, lucky is not my plane
Q3.What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
>>feel my kick u stupid machine, and pull off its electric supply, now ur a dead machine..haha
Q4.Do you consider yourself kind?
>>yea*shy shy
Q5.If you have a tattoo,Where would it be?
>>no thx, i dun wan to pollute my skin
Q6.If you want to be fluent in other language, What would it be?
>>spanish?korean?greek?
Q7.Do you know your neighbours well?
>>nah..
Q8.Where do you consider for a vacation?
>>Europe, swiss
Q9.Do you know your horoscope?
>>err, i dunno
Q10.Would you move for the person you love?
>>ya
Q11.Are you touchy feeling?
>>dun understand wads tat
Q12.Do you believe that opposites attract?
>>sure
Q13.Dream job?
>>no idea~~anythng will do
Q14.Favourite tv channels?
>>Discovery, national Geo
Q15.Favourite place to go during the weekends?
>>church
Q16.Showers or bath?
>>dun like cold water
Q17.Do you paint your nails?
>>no way...
Q18.Do you trust people easily?
>>nop
Q19.What are your phobias?
>>lonely?certain sound, worms
Q20.Do you want kids?
>>ya
Q21.Do you keep a handwritten journal?
>>nop, lazy
Q22.Where would you rather be now?
>>no whr...
Q23.Who makes you warm and fuzzy?
>>currently no1..haha
Q24.Heavy or light sleeper?
>>Heavy.
Q25.Are you paranoid?
>>nopeee
Q26.Are you impatient?
>>depend on whu and wad
Q27.Who can you relate to?
>>relate?dunno how to answer-.-
Q28.How do you feel about interracial couples?
>>depend~ok wif same religion, oppose strongly wif diff religion
Q29.Would you rather be out with your friends or stay at home?
>>out wif frends
Q29.Would you rather be out with your friends or stay at home ?-Home.I'm an introvert.
Q30.Whats your pick-up line?
>>uhh?
Q31.Whats your main ringtone on your cellphone?
>>showa town BGM frm maplestory!!haha>>no gangster dohh
Q32.What were you doing during midnight yesterday?
>>text-ing
Q33.What did your last text message say?
>>confidential..haha
Q34.Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
>>mine or technically uni's
Q35.What colour shirt are you wearing right now?
>>red
Q36.Most recent movies you watch?
>>any1 gif me movie to watch pls??
Q37.List three things which you carry with all the time?
>>hp, wallet, keys
Q38.Which bank do you deposit your money at?
>>RHB,CIMB,ISLAMIC...well, all 3 are out of fund..
Q39.How much cash do you have right now?
>>u wont wanna knw
Q40.Whats your favourite part of the chicken?
>>chicken phobia due 2 poor cooking skill of malay
Q41.Whats your favourite city/town?
>>currently Sg
Q42.You can't wait till?
>>choir?
Q43.What did you have for dinner last night?
>>burger?
Q44.How tall are you barefooted?
>>170
Q45.Do you own a gun?
>>nop...or u end up in jail
Q46.What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
>>plain water
Q47.Where do you think you will be in 10 years time?
>>hard to tell
Q48.Last thing you ate?
>>roti Sardine
Q49.What songs do you sing in the shower?
>>depend
Q50.When was the last time someone made you laugh?
>>1 hours ago
Q51.Worst injury you ever had?
>>no idea
Q52.Does someone have a crush on you?
>>nop
Q53.Whats your favourite candy?
>>can i choose chocolate?
Q54.Do you want to have your own car?
>>buy for me pls..
Q55.Choose eight UNLUCKY people to do this quiz:
err..err..
any1 see this juz do..yes is u, ur tagged...

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

hehe...been a few days didnt post smthng here..
kinda bz this few day...
yesterday is my bday~so happy when recieve so many msg frm all my frends..i dunno wad to say actually..
im juz too happy when every1 of you remember it~~hehe..
hw i celebrate this bday?well, im still bz this day as gt meeting d whole day..den in d nite, eatin rojak 2gether wif frends..haha..is juz tat enjoying when chattin and playin wif every1 thr...
beside, thx for the present tat all of u gave me..is juz sooo nice...even doh i dunno y this..bt i will definitely use it properly...hehe...im juz 2 happy till dunno hw to express myself~~well, im a shy person..haha

juz i dunno y..sm point in this day i feel emptiness within me...bah..dun care bout it..haha...i hope every1 of u also haf a joyful life everyday~~weee...

Friday, October 24, 2008

arrogant, humble~~
2 opposite characteristic, 2 different outcome, 2 different consequences..

2 be arrogant is easy and common among ppl, juz having a bit of skill or talent, den u can becm arrogant by boastin it, showing it, abusing it...
2 be humble is hard, u need to hide ur achievement, conceal it, or even work silently behind the scene..

see-ing ppl around, noticing that arrogant really taking a big toll on their life...it make thm cannot see wad is the real purpose, it make thm go astray frm wad GOD wan thm to, it make thm becm the thorns and rocks tat will make others fall...it even able to destroy GOD miracle and gracious work...

there is a lesson i need to learn..
nvr be arrogant, instead always be humble...
i dun want to be the ppl whu will bein blame of disturbing, destroying GOD plan and work..this is a sin which i cant bear...which is to heavy to bear...it will condemn one to the deepest part of the hell...

remember, be humble always, no matter wad i haf done or achieve, is all GOD will for that to happen...always glory the GOD for wad HE have given to me...if i dun be humble, GOD will take it away frm me and give it to others wif a humble heart...remember!!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

hehe...sitting behind the class and on9 now~~
no idea y i needed to come to this class while i haf nth to do~~
swt...some other ppl watching video, playing game during the class...haha...while i chatting and surf webby..
for those whu didnt bring lappy, they texting, talking, and sleeping!!wooo...
wad a class...haha..

anyway, this would be the last class i attending this semester..next week is study week, after that would be final exam...time flew so fast, juz a blink, is end of the semester again...well, be4 the semester end, thrs lods to do, lods to plan...
beside, this semester holiday i think gona be kinda bz also...cox is Chirstmas!!!
jingle bell~jingle bell~~~
err...no bell in msia btw...hehe

Saturday, October 18, 2008

hehe...this week~~thrs a restaurant having big promotion~~is SUSHI KING~~
haha...all the sushi plate only cost rm2~~ya, tats right rm2 ONLY!!!hehe, in 4 days promotion, i when twice..once wif coursemate, another wif frends...
is seldom to haf such chance eatin the sushi all u like, cox usually is expensive...wad we do??grab all the rm6 plate and eat it...haha...u will feel satisfaction which u cant say it out...it juz...mmmmmmm!!!even some of it didnt taste tat nice, but u will still feel wanna eat it..cox is juz 2 cheap to resist it..haha
well, even doh is rm2 per plate..i still used around rm20 for each visit, cox i ate 8 plate in avg..the sushi is really nice, especially wif squid~~haha...make me hungry again sia...2 bad the promotion ended~~waiting for the next promotion(probably next yearT_T)

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bein elected as ppl in charge of choir~~dunno wad to say bt thx GOD for giving me the chance to serve HIM...even doh prefer to lead the song only, but since they choose me, i hope wif the strength from GOD, i can do it...
~~they trusted me to improve the discipline of the choir~~oh no~~mean im vry fierce??haha...anyway, still the same sentence, do the right thngy in right time~~so when practice time, i really cant havin joke around 2 much, i hope all of u will understand...dun blame me if i start lecturing like 2nite again<< cox is really disappointing when u all 4gt the way to sing the song after 1 week...really~~when listen few time, and i really feel wanna cry as i really dunno how to lead and teach again...is really heartache when last week u teach and come back this week, everythng gone to the beginning again~~nvm, no matter wad, wif the grace of GOD, i will continue walk down this road of praise and worship~~by taking in charge of 2 important post in praise and worship, i knw is smthng serious, is time to revive and teach every1 about the important of praise and worship, is time to improve the quality and meaning of praise and worship in this church~~yea, i hope i can do it~~

Thursday, October 16, 2008


btw...recently im self obsess wif this pic..haha..i juz love bow and arrow so much~~
time is goin so fast~~is mid-October again~~1 of the bz-est month of all~~y??most of the exam fall at here, and also most of the bday fall in this month also(including mine*wink wink*)haha...4gt bout those...
2day is the day to register the subject to be taken next semester...whhooaaa, what? register subjects again?i tot i did tat juz yesterday??
hey hey, wake up, the last time u did it is not yesterday, is last semester!!awww, time fly so fast...this semester is gonna end soon~in 1 month time!!thinkin back..last semester, dunno wad im bz wif...frankly, i feel i edi waste 2 years doin nth in this uni life...
this semester??am i still wastin??i think i did not..this semester, begin to be more active in church..ya, much more active compare to last few semester...half of the week 2gether wif churchmate...most of the time not inside my room...hah??so bz?wad about ur study??
uhh...this is wad i wan to write in this post...

ppl might think tat>>hey, why u so active in church?so waste of time..
see the time u go to church i can do so much study in my room/library/wadeva the place u can mention...
see, i complete this assignment while u go to church...
see, i go out to sing karaoke wif frends/shoppin at City Square...
see, i haf join this activity in uni and i met so many frend(maybe bf/gf)...
see, i haf such a nice nap in my room while u go to church and get urself tired...

uhhh....ya, goin and join church activity might be tiring, especially when u involve in all sort of post...ya, i will less time study, doing assignment, gather wif coursemate, meetin new frends<but, wat the point??wad does all this activity truly mean??better grades for higher income in the future??for me>>is juz a pile of rubbish...wad the use if u haf lods of money but u lose ur eternal life??

this semester, i found joy when joining church activity, i found happiness among the frend, i found the meaning to life on at thr...did my grade gt affected??>>i can tell u NO..is better than last semester which i didnt go to church so much..ya..much better...praise GOD for giving me wisdom and knowledge on academic while i can joyfully serve HIM in church...thinkin back, i knw i haf to continue serve my GOD more and more...HE has given me the chance again to prove tat im worthy to serve HIM..i hope that i really can do this perfectly to glorify HIM and bring blessing to the ppl around...

sometime when i ask sm1 to participate certain activity in church ppl will answer, 'dun wan la, next week gt exam i havnt study yet, i gt a lods of assignment to do'..when u saying this, does it mean study/exam is more important than your GOD?the GOD of knowledge and wisdom??does it mean that ur time is so short tat u cant even spare few hours in a week juz for HIM??does your life is under control of exam and assignment rather than ur own faith??where is ur priority??GOD?academic?sleep?frends?i wonder....

Monday, October 13, 2008

ok~~this week, err, i mean last week, been waiting for friday and saturday~~
wad so special bout this 2 days??

FriDay~~
this day is the day which i waited most for the whole week, why??
cox gt choir~~~i juz love the time for choir~~not becox im teaching, but to learn a song, and prepare it...is juz so wonderful tat i cant explain~~the love of music~~i wonder any1 would understand this or nt...the joyfulness cant be express by mere word~~

SatUrday~~
this day, gt a orchestra << presented by Johor Chorale Music Society and Singapore Bible College Singers~~they presenting an art by Felix Mendelssohn--Saint Paul~~this art is so beautiful tat im so wish it culd last longer~~wad i like the most is still the music accompany..especially the violinist solo..i juz cant stop admiring it~~~
hehe....

btw..bein chosen for the pnw group leader...at 1st i feel is a simple post..bt after i knw wad the theme for coming sem...i knw it would be vry challenging~~i hope GOD will gif me the wisdom to plan and let the music becm a tools to glorify HIS name~~

Friday, October 10, 2008

MapleSEA is celebrating Halloween (i wonder which country in SEA celebrating this--SG??)
thr a lods of funny thngy and cute thngy around~~~
1st~~they gif u a shock by sending u lods of ghost to haunt u 1st...haha..they juz some nerfed boss mob~~not much scray~~


den~~thr a new map available..bt thr only few interesting..one of it is~~
I TURNED INTO A GHOST!!


den i met some flying book attking me~~swt..book that fly~~imaging ur textbook suddenly can fly around and attking u~~eee...eerieee


den surrounded by a bunch of stupid funny ghost~~


but the part i like most is~~PUMPKin CrAftIng!!JaCk-O-LAnTerN!!



hehe~~mapleSEA is always so cute!!~~~

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

suddenly thinkin about this~~
rainy or sunny is better??
recently weather changing like a flip flop..can be sunny now, rainy in the next minute~~raining make me feel so moody, juz like the sky in gloomy colour..maybe weather does affect one's mood...the cold wind blowing, bringing chill into the bone..which i extra dun like!!I hate cold weather!!!maybe im more suitable to living in a desert??no way..haha...i still prefer 4 season weather compare to an all time round sunny day~~even doh i nvr experience the 4 season be4~~looking fwd to feel in some day in the future~~

in the time of October~~i remember a lods of ppl will celebrate their bday soon..and also a long time ago 'good frend' will be celebrating hers in a few days time...remembering last time searching the whole town, squeezing my brain to find the best gift for her..oh well, it serve as a sweet memory now~~it will 4eva be 1 of my sweetest memory~~no regret on knwing her even doh we living far apart and nvr contact anymore~~i knw it been a bitter time after tat, bt i will still treat u as a gud frend, no doubting on tat~~juz wanna wish you early HapPy BdaY if you ever see this post~~

Sunday, October 5, 2008

when i back frm church...i open the door(er..of cox every1 will do tat)..be4 i see anythng, strong and weird smell flew by...seconds ltr...i saw a mess, all my thngy on the floor, detergent everywhr..OH MY, wad happen??did a hurricane pass by my room???i stood thr for a while, dunno wad to do....
ltr, i check around, and look outside window..>>conclusion...MONKEYs!!!!
WTCRAB, MONKEY TERRORIZED MY ROOM!!!
they destroy everythng, steal everythng tat can be found on table, and even left a shyt on the floor!!!!
make me clean the floor till hand pain(i dun haf a mob to wash the floor)

estimated lost~~
4 clothe hanger
2 mouse
5 packet of instant noodle
1 large packet of biscuit
1 toblerone chocolate
1 cd holder
1 book holder
1 cd
few bday card
RM20++(belong to my cg)
half packet of detergent
+ 1 clothe to 'mob' the floor

>>mus thx ah grace for saving my lappy, cox of her i put my lappy on my bed where those stupid evil monkey nvr touch

MONKEYs!!Im SO GONNA KILL YOU, WHACK AND SMASH, AND SWING YOU LIKE U TERRORIZE MY ROOM!!!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

is been 4 years i made tat decision..a decision which i cant fullfil till now..for these years, i 4gt tat i made such decision, such pledge..i lost the heart, the energy, the fire of desire to stay wif tat decision...time drifted me apart frm thr...looking back, looking now, my frends, my roommate whu made the decision is gona graduate this year..ready to harvest the field for GOD...bt me, still at here, struggling to find myself, finding my path, finding the light...

now i remember wad i said, i stand up tat nite, in front of the ppl, pledging...but, i failed...i failed every1 hope, failed my own hope...i dunno y i lost it, as if i fell into deep canyon, slipped into dark cavern...whr no1 can see, no1 can reach, no1 will understand the darkness tat i endure, the pain i suffer, the loneliness i experience...

yesterday suddenly i remember this, i feel ashame, deeply ashame...y i 4gt to protect my own heart frm bein walking astray??as this is the main lesson i should learn frm tat 3 months??how can i 4gt???

now, am i gud enuf for this?am i prepared?am i worth to walk this path???am i goin to fulfil this pledge??i dunno..as i walked astray, dropped into mud, filthy, ugly, despise by ppl, unable to find back the path tat i used to walk...struggling hard to find back, bt will i be accepted??or i lost the chance 4eva??will i be punished 4eva cox failing it??

now my heart wish to continue like the days be4, but i dunno am i worth for it, or im able to do it....


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in the mean time~~
pls stop giving me heart att!!
dun shock me wif such sudden news!!
OH NO!!!STOP be 2geTher wIf sm1 So suDden!!!
he In Love again!!HAHAHAHA!!!!
oh ya..thx ur snack frm the land of sun 1st!!even do9h i havnt taste it.hehe

Thursday, October 2, 2008

this 2 days..
i haf a wierd feeling..
i dunno wads is tat..it juz come frm deep within my heart..a feeling tat i dun like..a feeling tat make me fustrated yet i knw i cant do tat..since there is no reason for me do tat...or for the reason i dunno yet...i cant show it, i cant voice it, i cant tell any1 y i feel like this since i dunno y also...it making me moody, making me to stay silence, making me to act in front of ppl as i dun wan thm worry or scared by me...bt still i dunno y, dunno hw to chase this feeling away, dunno wad to do........
worst of all..ppl having fun in this holiday~~~and i dunno y i cant do tat...everytime 2gether wif every1, i juz start to haf this feeling......
let me calm down and try to clear up this mess ^^


a gust of wind blew frm no way,
changing the cherish summer
into monstrous hurricane,
ravage everythng in its path,
blooming flowers, fruiting trees,
all gone in a blink,
yet,
frm the outer space,
everythng seem fine,
still a blue crystal planet,
wif white cloud as jewelery.

deep into my heart,
far into my feeling,
hurricane had formed,
startin to destroy wadever i had,
puling the mood to high and low,
a feeling tat i cant understand,
yet it continue to haunt me,
i cant show it,
i cant stop it,
only left with a smile,
to be the decoration of the aftermath.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

WEE>>>>choir competition we gt the 1st place~~~
haha...after practice so hard...at last they manage to get it..so proud of u ppl~~~well done and glory to the GOD..hehe....
even doh is tiring learning d song, polishing it, and spare out time to do extra practice...bt in the end, it pay off...
i hope that wad u learn will continue to use it in d future at choir, and teach the others tat didnt participating it...hehe...
WEEEEEE

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

for the 1st time..my cg attendance reach almost 100%..
shocked tat so many ppl will come 2nite...hehe, of cox feeling happy also..
with only 4 ppl not coming+2 ppl frm others group, we used 4 table to sit..lols, tat a lods..but also becox we merge the 4 table 2gether bah...
we play game, we chat and share bout serving GOD, den nominating ppl for the election in the fellowship...whole gathering lasted for bout 2 hours...haha...not 4gt to mention, we ate a biggggg watermelonnn....
2 bad i dun haf d photo yet..when i gt it i post it up bah..hehe...

>>i hope tat in future they will continue to attend and join the activity in the cg~~~
thx GOD tat lead this cg all the way till now, pray that You continue to lead us in d future!!^^

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

i 4gt to copy back the poem i write at other places...
it will stay at here 4eva~~copyright reserved~~

when everything seem lost~

once before,
i lost my path,
strayed into wilderness,
where nothingness rule;

once before,
i lost my light,
the light of truth,
the light of way,
the light of life;

once before,
i lost the passion,
the passion to serve,
the passion to praise,
the passion to pray;

when everything seem to be lost,
when disappointment take over,
when darkness raising up to the throne;

GOD strikes,
so hard,
so pain,
so deep;

suddenly,
a path is reveal in the wilderness,
right in front of me,
out from nothingness;

suddenly,
a star shine above,
a faint light,
that lead to the Light of Truth,
lay high above;

suddenly,
the heart is once again,
filled and burned again,
eager to praise the Almighty,
willing to serve the Lord,

GOD,
thank you for once again,
for showing me the path,
for brightening my way,
for revive my heart...
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the whisper of the skY~~

when the night fall,
darkness shroud everything around us.
moon shinning weakly on the sky,
star twinkling like fireflies,
with dark, silver coated cloud hang on the sky;
whispering something,
BUT
people below the faint lighted sky,
blinded by their own creation,
from neon to pendarflour,
shielding them, cover them
in their own ecstasy

the moon high up
the star beside
and the cloud hanging by
trying their best
shouting out
"people on the Earth,
OPEN your EyE
those Light had blinded you~
LoOk
the book that covered with dust
the book that is so ancient
than anyone of your history
the book that call BIBLE
is the only book
that can show you the true path
that have the true LigHt
that lead you to Heaven"
~~
where the moon, the star and the cloud
waiting for us
to shine bright
together to praise the LORD
worship Him forever

Monday, September 22, 2008

is time to think..
election is near...
who to nominate?who can lead our fellowship?who have the heart to serve HIM?
for those looking at this, please pray for it..is an important event...i saw revival in it, but i don't want it to crumble by next leadership..lets GOD do HIS job~~~

Thursday, September 18, 2008

registered for co-Q yesterday nite..and this evening i saw wad subject i gt~~ARCHERY!!
woo..at last i gt the subject that i dying to haf it~~archery!!after 2 time registered for it bt i nvr gt it, this time, the 3rd time, i gt it!!hehe..so so so so so happy!!!!!until i can shout out loud!!!!!weeeeeeeeeee...........

高歌

<高歌>
经文摘编:叶薇心
曲:王丽玲
天韵专辑~欢唱

愿我的磐石被人称颂
愿我的上帝被人尊崇
愿我的磐石被人称颂
愿我的上帝被人尊崇

他使我的脚快如母鹿的蹄
又使我行在高处安稳之中
他叫我的手能以争战
又使我的膀臂能以开弓

困苦的百姓他必拯救
高傲的眼目他必降卑
愿我的磐石被人称颂
愿拯救我的上帝被人尊崇!!

this song is taken from Psalm 18:27,33-34,46 and 2 Samuel 22:47. Is a song tat King David wrote when he is in his older days, the days where peace and stability reign in the land of Israel, where GOD had save him from all his enemy and Saul hands. This song is a song of victory, song of gratefulness and also song of praise to the GOD as in the Psalm it wrote "The LORD lives!Praise be to my Rock!Exalted be GOD my savior"(Psalm 18:46).

This is the song where GOD have victory towards the enemy, and all the glory and praise is sung through this song for the Almighty GOD. Is a majestic and grand song, like the time where soldiers return from a war, where they claim victory upon their enemy, and the peoples welcome their glorious return in front the gate of the city.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

walking in middle of the night,
moon shining brightly above,
star blinking proudly beside,
as if want to show me the path in front.

i walk in this moonlit path,
accompany by the sound of crickets,
entertained by the dance of fireflies,
through this uncharted path in front.

yet,
i feel the darkness of the night,
creeping into my heart,
blinding my path in front,
hiding it in a dark shroud.
left me standing alone in the mist of blackness.

but luckily i met you,
and the blindness had gone,
as if u cast a magical spell on it,
banishing the darkness into deepest part of the wood,
saving me from being gobble up by the dark

since then,
you become the angel of my heart,
that shine so brightly,
even the moon shy itself behind the cloud,
feeling ashamed as comparing to yours.

i hope that,
you can continue walk beside me,
searching the happiness,
that we together can find,
along this path of unknown.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

2day, the 2nd time i teaching choir members~~
i feel happy yet worried...y happy?they improve a lods~~y worry?cox the dun haf enuf time to practice be4 the competition~~been thinkin again, izzit im to fierce again??i wonder~~anyway, i hope every choir member will keep it up and perform the best!!!

-->2day i gt my own motorbike,hehe..so happy tat i can go around easily at last~~~of cox, safety 1st..haha...no playing around when on the road orhh!!!
-->2day, 3 ppls is detained under ISA, scary~~~i wonder wad will happen next in Malaysia...i cant imagine...
-->late nite like this, i really miss you.......

Thursday, September 11, 2008

9/11
familiar with this date?the date tat few year ago usa bein strike by terror att..after a few year, thr no more mass coverage on this anymore, daily life muz go on~~i wonder, given a few decade, will this event be remembered by any1...

hehe...mid autumn is looming in!!!i wan mooncake!!!!
hehe..so long nvr post here
2day free again for me to write smthng again~~

1st, been noticing wad happing in my country, the racist remark made by some politician really does make a chaos among the ppl in the country, bt 2day, at last, the politician is bein punished...
haha..i hope this issue will put to a fullstop, and the country will be goin on like usual...

is juz few more day be4 the mid autumn festival~~the brightest moon of the year~~~
i wonder this year wad event will took place~~hope tat this year, i can enjoy it and haf fun~~~mooncake any1??haha...

beside, undergraduate fellowship is goin to celebrate its 10th anniversary~~many thingy is goin on~~and the 1st sign of the celebration is the notice board bein transformed...transformed into a colourful and funny notice board..of cox is not yet finish, but it does gif us a refresh view on it...ppl been taking photo on this notice board for dunno wad reason~~thinkin back feel kinda funny..haha, me myself also join them and took a few photo for fun~~hehe


notice the 2nd picture??tat guy, wad u think he holding??drum?basket??RUBBISH BIN?
rubbish bin is the 1st thngy come to my mind...haha...funny matchstick ppl~~~

Saturday, September 6, 2008

1st time i lead the song in choir~~
dunno wad the impression on others~~
i done my best bt im not im still not gud enuf~~i hope tat i can improve more and lead this choir to another level~~i hope that GOD will gif me str8 and the knowledge to do this~~i also hope that they will support me and teach me~~i knw some of u say im fierce, bt i juz wan you to do the vry best~~i wan to change the attitude of choir member, as i feel they need to be serious when practice~~~

oh GOD, please lead me and teach me, may YOUR SPIRIT guide me, and tell me what to do, so that i can lead and do this job properly..for everythng i do, is to glorify YOUR name~~~IN JESUS NAME I PRAY~~AMEN

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Psalm 32

<诗篇32篇>

译/曲/编:余远淳

我的神,恳求你的恩典遮盖我的罪,
我为我的过犯深感懊悔,
我要向你承认我的罪与不义
向你俯伏下跪

我要现在向你献上我的祷告
求你拯救我
使我不至羞愧
隐藏我,
保佑我,
环绕我,
引导我,
我要一生至死跟随。

this is a song taken partly from Psalm 32. Psalm 32 is a psalm wrote by King David, after he repent for the sin he had done. In this psalm, he feel the agony and pain when he refuse to repent in the beginning. He wrote, "For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was sapped as in the heat of summer". then he decided to acknowledge the sin to LORD, he repent and pray asking for forgiveness. instantly, GOD forgave and blessed him. GOD told him, He will lead him to the way he should go, watch him to prevent him from going astray, GOD warn him that he must not be like the horse and mule, that only be controlled by bit and bridle. as the wicked will suffer, the man who trust GOD will be surrounded by His love.

for this is a psalm of repentance, we should remember that LORD unfailing love, always care for us, even when we fall into temptation and sin. Jesus Christ has sacrifice for us and shed His blood to save us all from the pit of fire. through this song, we repent and pray for forgiveness, as He forgive us, we can rejoice and once again be filled with joy and grace, and that we will follow Him until the very end!!

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

for a few days rain~~
end up the clothes i wash not yet dry..so 'forced' to wear this pink T-shirt..VERY PINK T-SHIRT!!!den off i go to the exam at nite...
be4 d exam started, we gather outside and chatting, waiting to be allowed to enter the hall...den end up they teasing me wearing so PINK!!been telling thm~i wear this t-shirt is not becox i like this t-shirt, is becox I HAF NO CHOICE!!
ishh...i say edi, pink is not the suitable colour!!!i decided, this t-shirt gona stay away frm me 4eva...the only place for this t-shirt is in the cupboard!eva!!!
RAWR>stupid t-shirt~~~~y muz in pink colour??!!!

ps>>since gt ppl say it suit me, i gif it a chance to redeem itself for not bein locked forevA in d cupboard~~muahaha

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

recent conflict on choir~~~
wads choir exist for??to practice your singing skill?to show your talent on music?to meet more people?hmm...
im sure every1 say all this is wrong, and will gif me this answer-->choir exist is to praise the LORD through the music, and lead the congregation to worship the LORD...
ya, this should be the main purpose of the choir in a church...but, are we on track wif this? partly?
in coming weeks, gonna lead few song in the choir, and as the conductor of the song, i cant afford to ruin it, as this is the task that GOD give me...for 2 years in this choir, there's high and low, thr happy and sad, thr sweet and sour...but did we improve and a step closer to the real purpose of a existence of choir??

looking through our choir, the seriousness smtime is not thr...we taken this 2 lightly..during practice, we keep jk-ing and jk-ing...smtime even show off tat own section is better than others, or blaming others tat cause the mistake...i knw they juz wanna make some laughter, but when u do tat, did u think bout the consequences?do u knw it actually make an impact on others even doh the tone used is a jk-ing tone??
during sunday service, we juz cant be the group tat can lead the congregation...in this church, we dun haf the walk-in...bt most of us juz cant sit down properly until the service started, are we tat bz???

mind tat im not against of jk-ing and having fun, as this is an important factor to build the relationship between the choir member...but we mus knw tat thr time when we need to be serious, thr time when we can play and jk around...jk-ing and playing during the practice is not acceptable actually, but sadly i cant see any restrain...i juz hope tat i am able to pass this msg to the choir member and make our choir becm 1 of the best..and able to serve and praise the LORD effectively, as this is our main purpose to exist...

~GLORY AND PRAISE TO OUR GOD~

Sunday, August 31, 2008

when 2 different view clash, a war begin~~~
well, been playing for forum so long, is kinda normal thngy..
but when ppl are new to forum, it might be a big controversy..

when a view is bein voice out, every1 is free to comment-->either by agree wif his view, disagree wif his view, or juz stay neutral...every1 haf his own opinion..but i cant understand is, how can a forum being harmful as is a place tat enable a person to voice his opinion, regardless is correct or wrong..
ok, lets assume the opinion is correct~every1 agreeing..end of story..
when is out of norm?or bein seen as wrong by most ppl...izzit mean that this website is harmful edi?and lets discourage every1 to go??hmmm.....
why cannot be a place to advice??a place whr we can help to correct the wrong opinion/view??izzit so hard to open up urself and accept others view once a while?every1 haf thier correct way smhow...

anyway, forget about tat...
is national day~~~the independence day, but is kinda weird this year..every1 seem like not very excited about it compare to last year...did the issue tat blanket the country affecting every1 mood???as for me, the spirit of celebrate this special day is way lower than last year...a lods of thngy had changed in this country...we juz wait and see wad would happen next~~

Thursday, August 28, 2008

tonight,
i sit under a tree
looking up to the sky
the stars blinking anxiously over the heaven
forming a majestic picture

tonight,
i sit under a tree,
open my ear and listen
the breeze blown lightly through the meadow
playing an magnificent orchestra

tonight,
i sit under a tree
thinking about you in this wonderful night
hoping that your dream to be the sweetest
which make you smile till early morning
praying that your life tomorrow to be most joyful
like the butterfly rejoice in the garden of flowers
wishing that smile last forever
as that is the most beautiful picture i ever seen
swt....suddenly a ppl send me a letter frm pejabat~~
saying that, u muz evacuate this room!!!
oh no~~~how cm gt so stupid de thngy???is not my fault tat i living alone in this room now wad....
dunno whu to live wif now...those ppl i all dunno lerrrrr...........
y muz disturb my peaceful little room???
haizzzz.....they muz be jealous of this...haha

Monday, August 25, 2008

you caused a stirr im my life
like a rock dropped into the pond
since then the wave continue to grow
like a tsunami pouring into my heart
nothing can stop it from propagate

you touched me with ur style
ur eye glow like the shiny moon in the darkness
ur hair flew gracefully like the swallow
nothing can describe ur beautiness
as you like the angel from the heaven

yet i dunno how to tell you
the feeling in my heart
days i thinking of you
nites i dreaming of you
secretly admiring you frm behind
wishing that you will notice me
that would be my hope for now~~~
olympic closing ceremony~~
live at tv2~~
and is (*@$&(@#@($&#(%^
stupid rtm tv2!!!how can u having comercial break in the middle of LIVE PROGRAMME???
and u having more than 5 commercial break in half an hour!!!
it juz ruin my mood to watch the closing ceremony~~
dissapointed wif the quality of broadcasting!!!
everytime back frm commercial, u miss a full chunk of interesting event..den in less than 5 minutes, u go for commercial break again...is like wtcrab~~not need watch anymore la, watching this tv2 also like watching commercial only...
anyway, olympic london 2012, looking forwad to it ^^

~~why u keep appearing in my mind this few day??y i keep thinking about u???i juz cant stop myself frm thinkin bout u, ur face, ur sound..keep flashing through my mind~~

Sunday, August 24, 2008

saw this mooncake fastival advertisment appear in web edi...
mid autumn is near~~ahhh....
buy me this mooncake??haha
Mooncakes
back frm QQ camp at last~~
well, quite fun, and enjoyed it..hehe
didnt regret to go for this camp, met new frends, forge frendship wif every1, and enjoy wif every1 thr..
of cox thr so many ppl thr and i cant met and knw every1 of thm, but few tat can becm good frend is enuf for me as true frend is hard to find..

out of every program, i like most is the praise and worship, so long i nvr sing like tat, sing wif my heart to praise the LORD..

the 1 tat i remember most is the personality test..hmm, the DISC personality test show tat im in category C~~the category tat talk less bt think more, critical and wary of everythng, perfectionist(feel tat not vry true on me doh)...thinking bout it, yea is quite accurate on me, i didnt talk a lods unless i feel confortable, and most of the time i kept the feeling into myself, always critic on smthng...
generally, not many ppl fall in this category as i see only few out of 100++ ppl sit 2gether in this group..is this a lonely group or wad??is this gud or bad??i dunno..
i wonder, did i think 2 much??the sentence tat i always tell other "dun think too much", does me need to reflect this sentence???hmmm...i dunno also *wondering bout it*<<-again another C category style..LOL

anyway, im happy to be myself, and i hope tat sm1 will understand me, hoping tat sm1 will be my side, walk through and share the joy and sorrow 2gether wif me...

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

!!!!!
IM TOTALLY FEEL ASHAMED OF BEING A MALAYSIAN!!!
HOW CAN MALAYSIAN BEHAVE SO UNCIVILISE?SO RUDE?SO SELFISH??
TELL ME!!!WHY?I FEEL ASHAMED, FEEL HUMILIATED TO BEING A MALAYSIAN WHEN I SEE THOSE PPL DOING TAT!!!

what happen u might ask, i tell u what happen~~
2day i when back johor kinda late, bout 10pm++ only i going for yio chu kang mrt..
travel travel travel, being a pleasant journey, well, sg mrt is spacious and nicely air-cond..
den go through all the custom checking, den wait for bus heading to johor at sg custom..
ok, i wait and wait and wait...few sg smrt bus passed by, no msia causeway link bus~~so those whu initially wait for causeway link bus fed up and go for smrt bus instead..therefore, ppl waiting for causeway link bus suddenly becm so little..
so we continue wait and wait and wait..
AT LAST, the bus reach, but out frm no whr, a bunch of ppl, i mean A LODS OF PPL, coming frm the custom door side, JUMP QUEUE!!!!instead of waiting properly, they push and jump infront of ppl WHU WAIT FOR SO LONG.. i see it like wth...
end up the bus cramp up like this


the picture is not very clear anyway..

ok this not all...
when u see the bus cramp up like tat, u will think tat thr no more seat for u right??
BUT NO!!thr still sit, juz right in front of me!!how cm?gt seat and no ppl wan to sit??NO!!THR A SELFISH TEENAGER HAVING 2 seat instead of 1!!
OH MY~~~he purposely sit at the walkway side, and place his body toward the empty seat inside...IS LIKE (*#&$*#&$*#%$#!!!!

SHOW YOU THE PATHETIC HUMILITATING PICTUER OF MALAYSIAN ATTITUDE


what happen to malaysian?YOU THINK GOIN BACK FRM SG TO JOHOR NO PPL WILL SEEING AT YOU?COME-ON, YOU DOING THIS AT OTHERS COUNTRY, SINGAPORE'S LAND, INSIDE SINGAPORE CUSTOM BUILDING!!YOUR ATTITUDE JUZ MAKE ME WAN TO DENIED IM A MALAYSIAN,REALLY HUMILIATING FOR MALAYSIAN TO HAF SUCH CITIZEN LIKE THIS!!!

Monday, August 18, 2008

sunday~
the day of choir~well,wad so special when we always haf choir?
is special becox 2day is the pianist 1st time~~
she been practice hard for the whole week, non stop~~
she even sacrifice her own time to do the practice..
looking at this, this type of spirit to serve really inspiring~
try own best to practice, juz only to perform the best~~
even doh she keep saying she not gud enuf, a lods of mistake, but i knw, she did her best, and wad she perform is the best, is the most touching,is the most perfect song i ever heard~~
for the 1st time, performance of choir really touched me~~
i really should learn frm her~~~~~

currently at SG, buying the present tat needed for QQ camp..
guess wad i buy??
hehe..NOT TELLING..blek~~~
and i saw this event at bishan~~
the largest cracker~~entered the book record of Singapore~~big cracker by jacob..an art??i dunno..i jz knw, FOOD!!!hehe...

1 more day be4 QQ camp~im so excited!!!

4gt 2 add~~
Malaysia badminton once again only able to stand at 2nd place~~
same as Singapore table tennis team also only at 2nd place~~~

Saturday, August 16, 2008

been few days nvr sit here and go on9~~
hehe~~been kinda bz..haha

yesterday~
for the 1st time, err..not really 1st time..
lets start again~
yesterday~
for so long, i go play badminton again~~
hehe, is so fun and tiring =.=
but den, is really fun and happy bout it when playing wif frends...

nite time, is the match between lee chong wei and the korean play, lee wadever the name..haha..is such an exciting game..
well, i start watch it when the 3rd game start..every point he get make me shout like..err...juz excitied bout it lar..haha..in the end, lee chong wei WIN!!at last he make it, congratz at least a silver medal for u edi~~well, gud luck on ur last match, the ultimate match, the most challenging match ever!!!wonder whu will win~~will he get tat rm1mil?i wonder~~

den i watched the movie 'RED CLIFF'..hmm, not a bad movie, interesting, exciting..3 star i might say...the war scene is not tat grand but still nice when u see evil ppl get crushed,zhu-ge-liang sure is an intelligence ppl, wif some romance inside the movie+some 18sx snece,dun ask me wads tat, go watch urself...well, the war scene is kinda bloody also, so children better watch under guidance..the bad thngy is, THIS MOVIE HAVNT END AND TO BE CONTINUE!!swt, better fast fast out for the next episode...

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

this week~~
schedule haf 4 exam running~~
end up only 2 will be held~~and now, the 2nd exam is finish!!hehe, at last im free
temporary!!!
hehe, now looking fwd to QQ camp~~which is on next week..hehe..i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!!!

anyway, msia olympic team is so dissapointing!!
in badminton, only left top single still running... others had fail..so sad~~~
the medal hope is gone again, poor msia, the 1 mil reward will be not be used anymore...so sad~~~

Sunday, August 10, 2008

finished read this novel in 3 days~~Angels and Demons by dan brown~~
well, ths is an old novel that cr8 kinda big issue way back that time~~
read it and understand wht such big controversy can happen~~
the story is bout---a research facility cr8ted a thng call antimatter, a powerful particle than can annihilate matter, to produce tremendous energy~
well, the researcher in charge secretly produce enuf antimatter that can destroy thngs in few kilomter wide in diameter~~
ended up bein stolen, and placed inside vatican city, the city of Catholic church..
den raise up the ancient brotherhood called illuminati, a brotherhood that swear to destroy Chatolic church...the plot goes on till the end, whr the Vatican city is saved and found out that the brotherhood never really exist, instead is a plot that planned inside Vatican rank~~it ended up like, the crisis solved, the plot revealed, the person responsible for it died, everythng solved and romantic in the end...
why it would raise up controversy?i think is becox it involve a lods of assumption on Catholic church, a lods of assumption on Chirstian doctrine...
that why is important to read it as a NOVEL!!!

haha~~~end tat story and begin another~~World record bein made in Olympic again!!!too bad i cant watch the event as tv bein used by a bunch of malay which dun haf the taste of sport=.=
and funny is watching the news and wait for the medal ranking, but strange enuf is the news never report bout it, but only msia athelete progress...dissapointed wif the news which dunno wad to focus on...

Saturday, August 9, 2008

OlyMpiC!!!!!!!!!!!!!
once in a 4 years event~!!!
even doh i cant watch the ceremony~i still can feel it~
the atmosphere, the feeling~~
ARRGGGHHHH~~
i only manage to watch the last 1 hour of the ceremony~
even doh is short, but smhow im touched~
the whole world~
stop down everythng and gather at 1 place
having sport 2gether~~
how touching is that!!!!
im so touched T_T

OLYMPICCCCCC~~~~~~~~

Thursday, August 7, 2008


saw this funny thngy~~
taken frm
http://www.picoodle.com/view.php?img=/4/4/8/f_01m_2d64cd0.jpg&srv=img32

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

August~~
the month where a country is born~~
the month which u see flag flying around~~
the month u hear patriotic song~~
is the independence month!!!

but oh well, be4 of that..
IS OLYMPIC!!!!
WOO, the game is on~~
is juz few day apart~~
so excited~~
whu will cre8 new history??
whu will cre8 new record~~
whu goin to bring fame and glory to thier country??
~~~~~~~
August of 2008~~
such an exciting month await~~~

Saturday, August 2, 2008

TIRED~~TOTALLY EXHAUSTED!!!
2day morning go out at 8am~~
go to balai cerapan having cell group gathering..
err,balai cerapan is a small hill in my uni tat can over the whole area of my uni..
nth much here, juz happy to see some of the group member willing to attend..it really gif us encouragement to manage and lead the cell group..

after the gathering, we goin to city square..
we go to pc fair, is extreamly crowded...well, didnt buy much thngy thr, cox i dun need anythng currently...
den we go watch 'the mummy'...

ok, here come interesting part..becox the cinema is full, me and 1 of my frend had to separate frm the bigger group and ended up at far side end wif only 4 seat..
beside two of us is a couple~~
this couple is...zzz
they come to cinema is not watching movie, guess wad they do??
.
.
.
they touch, kiss, den sleep at cinema...-.-
really sleep like piggy tat type...
me and my frend cant stand thm sia..they even make sound when kissing, so irritatin!!!
my frend so funny -- he staring at thm, till he cant tahan den ask thm keep quite..
1st time see such thngy happen sia..haha..
this couple should juz come at mid nite lol...instead of peak hour time =.=

anyway, 'the mummy' is quite ok, which is much better than last 2 time for me, but the story is kinda..errrm..not according to the history of china..bt still, is juz a movie, so whu care bout that...i rated it 3 out of 5 stars..hehe

I STILL CANT STAND WIF TAT COUPLE~~
-.-

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

wH3n u thInk eVerYthNg is hElPless~~
iT wIll b3 hElpless~~
wHen u LeaVe iT to AlmiGhty GOD~~
u NvR kNw H0w HE woRk and The ThNGy cOmE ouT is OuT oF uR eXpeCtAtIoN!!
tHiS iS tHe wAy He woRk~~
Be3n ExpEriEnCe-iNg iT AlL thIs wHilE
He GaVe Me BaCk ThE sTr3nGht, ThE FaiTH, ThE L0Ve t0 C0nTiNuE iN SeRvInG HiM, In LeAdInG tHe GroUp!!
Th3 WAy hE wOrK rEaLly WoNdeRfuL~~
It sO TouChinG~~
TouCh iNto Th3 de3peSt pArt oF uR s0Ul~~
wHiCh WiLl SHoUt GlORy To ThE GOD EtErnAlLy~~
ShOwInG HiS LoVe t0 ME
AnD BrouGhT Me BaCk T0 Th3 paTh He PrePaRed~~
WhAt I CaN d0 iS GaSpSiNg At HiS woRk WiTH AwE~~

Monday, July 28, 2008

below is smthng frm my CRE text book..

The subscript to each of the problem numbers indicates the level of difficulty:
A, least difficult(or juz mean easy); D, most difficult...

Question 1-a
Question 2-a
.
.
.
Question 10-a
Question 11-d!!!!wads this question??lets seeee...
'Don't calculate anything. Just go home and relax'

wtcrab?!this book gt sense of humour!!swt...

Saturday, July 26, 2008


2day is my frend bday~~sheaw tyan bday~~~
hehe, we 6 ppl went to jusco kfc and eat~~see that pic, tat the amount of sauce they consume~~so much-.- i dunno how they eat so much~~
haha~~~actually not all of that lar..they used bout 3 bottle, bt then is still a lods !!!!
evil sauce eater....

after finish buying stuff, when back to college...this time, i walk frm k12 to k14~~total time used, 20 mins....zzz, so far away sia....evil utm, build thngy like nvr plan be4....

btw, when i get back, i found out that...
MY FLOOR IS STILL LURKING IN DARKNESS!!!!
WTCRAB, WHOLE DAY NO 1 COME AND FIX!!!!
I CANT BATH, CANT DO ANYTHNG!!!!
EVEN FINDING KEY TO OPEN DOOR ALSO HARD!!!!
THE WHOLE FLOOR SEEM TO BE DESERTED, NO1 AROUND..JUZ A DARK LONG CORRIDOR~
EEEK, SOME PPL MIGHT FEEL THIS IS KINDA, SCARY~~
BUT even doh i dun feel scared, i still dun wan to sleep in such condition..no ppl is fine, but no ppl+no electricity..is some place u wont wanna be thr...
hmm..
few day didnt post...
bein self contradict this few day~~~
fighting within self~~~
struggle to make it right~~~
longing for instance solution~~~
well, i hope everythng turning to be fine as i regain the strength that come frm GOD~i hope that He choose me for this haf HIS own plan~~i juz gonna do it for HIM and do my BEST for HIM!!!!
Glory TO the GOD~~

oh ya~~extra thngy..
when i wake up today~~
y so dark??
BLACKOUT!!!
WHY MY ROOM HAVING BLACKOUT??
WHR IS THE ELECTRICITY GONE TO??
ARRGGGHHH, NO ELECTRIC MEAN TOTAL BOREDOM IN MY ROOM!!!!
den walk walk around, realise that 2nd floor haf electricity..
orrrh, LUCKY!!!bring all my extension, modem, laptop, mouse den sit down, makin a mess wif wire...
still, is not as comfortable as my room, you see, ppl here dun keep hygine..euuuwww
-.-

Monday, July 21, 2008



did you see that???
DID YOU SEE THAT???
A FLY!!!IN MY DINNER PLATE!!!!
THATS WHAT YOU GET WHEN U EATING INSIDE UTM!!!!!
IS SO~~YUUCCCK, A FLY, LYING DEAD THR IN MY DINNER PLATE!!!!
I STR8 THROW THE WHOLE PLATE AWAY WHEN I NOTICE TAT FLY WHU HIDE INSIDE IN THE MIDDLE OF REDDISH YELLOWISH OILY MEAT!!!!
EEEEUUUUW, HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN???STUPID MALAY STORE, STUPID UTM, STUPID MSIA!!!!

Sunday, July 20, 2008



hehe~~~this is made by neo mei~~~
vry nice right??hehe^^i like it vry much ^^
thx a lods neo mei!!!!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

yea, this is a cruel world~~~
think and think~~i thought of smthng~~~

ppl nowadays is not like be4 anymore..
thing haf changed~~really changed~~
its tormented way of GOD creation~~
MAN is suppose to imitate the image of GOD, bt the sin have distort it~~
and born the evil image of devil~~~is so ugly~~so so ugly~~

selfish, jealous, hatred....
when u living in between of this evil, thr only 1 thngy u can do, that is depend on GOD...the true LIVING GOD
im sure GOD provide me enuf grace, enuf energy to live in this world, and i haf a purpose for as he created me, not to live,eat and die, not juz study and earn money..
money is juz a worldly thngy, you cant bring it wif you after ur death...

depend and rely on HIM, you get the strength to face everythng as HE always by my side to guide me, to lead me, to bring me, and to comfort me...

only in the LOVE of GOD, i can put this down, and again haf a joyful life, a joy tat come within my heart, that flow out frm the love of GOD...

when the time come, everythng will be gone, but HIS WORD will be eternal, HIS TURTH will be forever...HE will come and build a new kingdom, that dun haf evil, dun haf disease, bt filled wif the Glory of GOD..and his saint continuously praise HIM, Worship HIM~~what a wonderful picture...

ok, this is another picture, picture of yogurt drink~~YUCK~~I buy it, and drank, I DUN LIKE IT!!!no more yogurt drink 4eva!!!!


hehe~~this 1st chior practice is this sem~~~
im so excited wif it~~and i haf no idea why~~~
im in love wif choir~~i hope tat it will gif me the strenght to serve GOD as i gonna put my best in it~~~hope it wont dissapoint me~~~

Thursday, July 17, 2008

How CaN pPl Be SO SELFISH????????????????
It ReALly PiSs mE oFf T0 HaF sUCH a Coursemate(s)!!!

got this incident~~
my lecturer SECRETLY post somethng in elearning~saying all of the student must log in and participate in the FORUM, or else, u lose some mark~~
well, for ppl like me, which seldom log in to ELEARNING, wont be able to see that as he do it SECRETLY.
but then, LUCKILY, juz be4 1 day the closing date of participation in the forum, my roomate found out we all muz write smthng in the forum..
and when i look through all the posting thr, and is, WAT THE PRAWN...YOU ARE MY COURSEMATE AND U KNOW IT SINCE SUNDAY BUT U NVR TOLD US BOUT IT!!!!!
WHEN I KNW SMTHNG, I ALWYS INFORM U PPL IN THE 1st HAND~~
im thinkin, izzit u dun let us knw and u get the mark and we didnt, and u can win us??WTCRAB, u think we like u SO 'KIASU'???FOR YOUR INFORMATION, I DUN GIF A DAMN BOUT YOU WIN ME OR WAD.. I SO PISS OFF THE WAY U KEEP IT SECRET!!!if we nvr open it and see, you wil keep it secret??and wanna be champion of all of ppl??com'on, this is UNIVERSITY, NOT SEC sch ANYMORE~~~we dun compare position, we dun compare mark, we here is to study together, and learn togehter, and HELP EACH OTHER, NOT BACKSTABBING EACH OTHER!!!

when i look through the forum last nite, i only saw 1 post of urs..but in the morning when u knw that all of us knw need to post smthng on the forum, u keep posting again??for wad?scare that we all post more than you den u will lose us on the mark???how come gt SOOOOOO kiasu ppl living around me??SMORE IS MY COURSEMATE?????BTH!!!!HYPOCRITE~~~U CAN ACT LIKE NTH HAPPEN IN FRONT OF US AND YET SECRETLY BACKSTABBING US???

FOR YOUR INFORMATION~~LUCKILY WE KNOW IT 1 DAY EARLIER AND UR EVIL PLAN FAIL~~I FELL SYMPHATY ON UR EFFORT~~BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME~~

NOW I THINKIN OF~~ARE YOU WORTH TO ME TREAT AS COURSEMATE(s) OR NT!!!!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008



see this equipment??
this is the equipment i use 2day in my separation lab~~
a equipment to determine the fluid light defelction~~
hehe~~



the 2nd picture is the distillation tower~~
this equipment should cost more than half a million~~~
remember is not meso, is ringgit malaysia...
so dun play play wif it..hehe...
2day my experiment is separate methanol frm water~~
uh~~of cox the distillation tower do the job, not me~~hehe
i ended up wif the methanol all over my hand~~and the smell is kinda like red wine~~
well, red wine haf high alcohol content...
bt this methanol is not edible~~u drink it, u die~~~muahaha

Saturday, July 12, 2008

as the prof say~~
wad happen to our education system??
y are we still lagging behind other developed country in term of education?
prof say~~intervention of politics and religion~~
well, for me i feel tat politics play an important role on this~~
intervention of politics tat restrict the student study freedom in the tertiary level, thus making a university becm a university tat produce TECHNICAL PPL rather than graduates~~
it juz not the real meaning of university at all~~
the student tat study in the uni will only becm technical tat fulfill current job market instead of brilliant and educated ppl~~
wad a sad story for my country~MALAYSIA

Friday, July 11, 2008


hehe...guess wad??
woo...a swiss choco..well, i nvr see this brand be4 so i buy to try~~
the cover look nice till i feel sorry to 'destroy' it...
ok~~the taste is nice, not 2 sweet, not to bitter..
a brilliant milk choco taste~~GO AND TRY IT^^

Thursday, July 10, 2008

i haf NO idea y im so tired..
i haf only 2 hours class 2day~9am to 11am~
bt den i stucked at faculty till 5pm...slacking at faculty and do some orientation 4 my 1st year jr..
hehe..
talking bout orientation...*evil laugh*

1st...we haf a plan tat asking those jr to find senior...
of cox the senior they finding will be thier direct senior(senior tat directly helpin the jr if u dunno wad tat mean)...
so, i wait at the place whr i should...and wif another senior(which is my 2nd year jr)

we wait...
and waiitt...
waiiiittt...

AHHH at last, the 1 whu should be mine direct jr come...
hehe...of cox, we played him~~asking which would be his direct senior~~
AND HE CHOOSE THE WRONG 1..haha...den of cox my frend asking him do smthng wierd wierd...
den i go other place...whu knws, other jr mistaken tat im thier senior...hahaha
they been asked by me to go here and thr and here and thr and....haha...
im so bad sia~~~

tats not all~~
1 of the jr aslo asking me to answer a question tat his direct senior asking him~~
of cox, answer come wif a price f3f3...
in the end, he treat me a cola...LOL

haha~~nvm la, i treat thm back next time...hehe...
i gt such a group of cute jr ^^
on9 in class again~~
2day only haf 2 hours class..which is separation process and combustion engineering..
separation process gonna be open book subject and having 2 exam only..
while combustion engineering~~uhh, no idea...teach by most boring lecturer...
now listening to him talking formation of petroluem and establishment of PETRONAS...
5 mins more to end of class~~wooo!!!!

hungry btw~~any food around??pls*wif shiny eye*

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

start the 1st day of new semester~~~
wake up~~waaa, i overslept!!!my roommate nvr wake me up be4 he go out~~OH MY~~
rush out, wait for bus...
wait...
wait....
wait.....
thr it come~~~den, reach central bus stop, go down...
look...
look....
MORE look....
hmm, no more bus, look at watch, OHMY, 8.30am!!!
so walk walk walk to faculty, tot of using shortcut, bt when reach thr, EEEE...THE ROAD IS BLOCKED!!!WTCRAB, BLOCK AT THE TIME LIKE THIS~~~end up taking longer route...
fustrated...
used bout 1 hour ++ only reach faculty frm my room~~~
is so~~uhhh, new subject, new lecturers, well not all...
no comment on those lecturere, juz 1 of thm is the same as last semester~~
OH MY, IS HIM!!THE MOST BORING LECTURER OF ALL!!!
well, no choice la...sticked to this UTM, wad can u do except complain???

SICKED AGAIN~~UHH...

Friday, July 4, 2008

after 1 week in sg, at last back to johor again~~
this few days in sg~~surely is fun~~

hehe, sunday been to maple bday bash at suntec city, and is..wow, nvr tot of so much ppl will goin thr~~the queue is long, the event is hot, and everythng is cool~~hehe

well, for almost 5 days in sg, my hp credit had gone for bout rm30 for no reason~really NO REASON...ppl call in, msg in~~then poof, credit gone!!!maybe i should consider buy a sg line in future...

when reach back msia, thrs a awful feeling again...everythng look so...uhh, sux
the custom dirty, the road dirty, the air filthy, the bus look like moving coffin....arrggghhh
CAN THR ANYTHNG TAT MSIA WIN SG??
uhhh~~miss sg again T_T

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

hehe
come to sg so many day edi~~~
2day go out to meet frend~~
slacking around wif her for so long..haha...
well, i hope tat she haf a happy days and i hope tat she will be happy everyday ^^

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

CuRreNTly At Johor!!!
juz reached here....
I wonDer AnY thNg New WiLl ChAnGeD thIs seM~~~
iS kiNda BoRinG noW~~~
anYway
GoIn To SG tHis WeEkEnD!!!!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

InnoCent~Arvil Larvigne
(>'.')>
waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life
and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around
and I am so amazed
I think about
the little things
that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe,
not a single tear
The first time in my life
and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now
I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
<('.'<)

Whr My HappIneSS Now????????
i cant feel tat~~
emo--Juz Emo
yea, it make me wanna cry~~bt, not cause of the happiness..
bt sorrow tat make me wanna cry~~~

-->ii miss uu TOO
MaYbe i reAllY shOulD bE bOlD AnD GiVe bOtH oF us A chANcE ^^<--

Friday, June 20, 2008


Ariant is released~~

patch up and i done the quest in ariant~~

in the end, im the first to becm THE FAT GUY OF THE PALACE~~
cool rite??
haha